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| Julian Felt like my world revolved around your hazel eyes Those scatter-cushion lips eyelashes that flutter like a butterfly Your arms around me in the morning Oh but the catalogue of life So many things just don't add up your just a child why should I be surprised Why can't you pick up the phone Oh how gutless can you be Run as far as you can You'll never escape me Oh Julian don't tell me it was all just lies Oh Julian don't keep it all internalized Oh Julian you're just a small boy in a big man's world (Oh why?) I said some foolish things but you took my voice away Like an audience of one, such a lonely gig to play Hey you feel so much, have you nothing more to say Except, "just leave me alone we'll both laugh about this one day" Don't tell me the world is changing You're living proof of how uptight it can be And a fag who hates himself is her own worse enemy Oh Julian was it anything for fame Oh Julian will ya do it all again Oh Julian the fizz has gone from your champagne I hold nothing back, I give it all away I am Thunder 317 Blue eyed, vulnerable, seeking similar Camp-acting, very scene, I'm flaming, I'm screaming Looking for someone brave enough to love me Oh Julian don't tell me it was all just lies Oh Julian don't keep it all internalized Oh Julian your just a small boy in a big mans world |
| Wrong Allow me my own diginity... I came to the city with my head so full of dreams The city was safe alright but not from me See I've been in trouble since I lay my suitcase down I love the sound of my own voice, but now I want it drawned I've got nothing to be proud of There's so little I possess I gave away my love and my, my diginity And somehow I covered up the rest How did it all go so wrong? It was nothing like this in the magazines I can hear my father's voice, hear his laughter in the wind saying, boy, you'll never amount to anything I clutched at desire I never listened to my heart I didn't know I had one, that it could beat so fast Oh I've been a user, such a liar, such a fake Always thinking of myself, always on the make Now I've got nothing I can give you Except self-pity and regret but if you let me prove I love you I'll be the one boy you'll never forget How did it all go so wrong? It was nothing like this on the TV screen I can hear my mother's voice, hear her crying in the wind saying, boy, baby boy, you can be anything How did it all go so wrong? It was nothing like this in the magazines I can hear my fathers voice, hear his laughter in the wind He was right, I'll never be anything He was right, I'll never be anything |
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