You'r so voulnerable- human
but still you aim so far.
You break throught barriors
and reach for the stars.
They say that only the rich succede-
but does he know what happiness is?
When what he holds so dear
has not mingled with tears.
It takes a lifetime to build a dream to live on- but only a word to tear it down.
So walk carefully where you see
happiness appreciated - truly...
yoyo 5/18-94
as long as there is peace- a person can be free.
As long as the sun goes down and rises up again.
We will have forever- to love a dear old friend....yoyo 7/24-94
I saw them today- on the TV screen.
They cried and stretched their arms out...to where there is meant to be a God, to where he last was seen.
A tiny baby took his last gasp of air- then it died before my eyes. Its mother screamed - but all in vain, his soul just said good-bye.
A skinny man looks down at the soil,where seed once used to grow. Now all he see is dried-up land- and dead bodies in a row.
I turn my head to avoid the scene - makes me sick - makes me cry. Why did you leave these hungry people? Why did you give me what I have, Lord...why do you give ME what I crave for?
Yoyo 7/27-94
hard to share the flood of love inside.
Remembering the knife in my hand-
thinking what a waste- but I will have to walk this road again. No, not again...
So I stayed, walked on-
stumbeled and fell. Got sucked into the well- of desperation, fear...
like a life long spell.
Oh yes I did see the sun- sometimes quite often-
it even burned..
Just to be thrown back into the pitch dark cave and whipped until I learned.
Oh life... how I love you,
how you challenge me...
How I laught at you when you play those tricks of joy...you're pathetic.
On my journies within, I search for the answers - surprised to find
what I chose to be.
Sill having to accept reality. What is reality?
Who can find reality
in the biggest illusion of the universe...
Yes I know the answers-
the meaning and the reasons. I know why colors shift with every season.
With every injection of happiness there is
a side affect-
that determines how you will react.....
eventually it will free you- from society.
Cuz we do not belong here...
only narrows our perspectives, create obstacles
and fills us with guilt.
And you say: But where?
...search
and you will find!
yoyo 2/25-00
