I Am So In Awe

Many months have gone by,

But never did I lose that sense.

Something so pervasive,

Yet, wholly illusive.

 

At first, bitter tears of sadness.

After a while: just loss.

True loss.

I even almost gave up hope.

 

Something deep inside said “no”.

Maybe in time, maybe in time.

God, I’ve missed you so.

 

You have no idea,

For you feel naught in your heart.

You are a man of ice, when it comes to me…

But yet,  someone,  of great inner passion.

 

So brilliant are you  that  I stand in awe.

I love just to sit and listen…

I so appreciate hearing about how you will change the world,

For you are my Knight…

 

Make no mistake, my Knight…

Deeply wounded is my heart…

But I shall always remain your true friend,

For it is all you will ever allow me to be.

 

Lady Kingel

--May 2001