| Well, long time, no write. Nothing really to report. I'm still at 172 pounds, yes folks, I believe we are at plateau city once again. Damnit! Sometimes it just sucks so bad being a girl. I know I won't ever feel good physically unless I get a hysterectomy, but I don't know how good I would feel if I did get one, emotionally. What to do, what to do. Oh, if I've not mentioned it before, I have extremely bad fibroid tumors. That's why, among other female things, I had a hard time getting and staying pregnant. Most months I have 2 periods, or 1 real one and 1 pseudo one. Believe me, I pretty much feel like shit the whole month. I may get one good week out of a month but it is rare. I am sure suffering now. Hopefully when I get over all this bloatiness, I will have actually lost a couple pounds, who knows? I know I'm not gaining, I can just tell. I've not been counting my cals and fat grams for the last couple of days. Don't know why, just pure laziness I guess. You know the odd thing is when I do that I always under eat. So really I think I count calories to make sure I'm getting enough, instead of the other way around. Had a family get together at my mom's today for Father's Day. Had an OK time. Baby was very cranky and not like himself at all. He is cutting teeth big time. From what he would let me see, it looks like he is getting at least 2 molars in at once, maybe more, his poor little gums are so swollen. Poor little monkey-doo. Hubby has to work tonight not much of a good Father's Day for him, I'm afraid. I had a big slice of cake out there, but It's cool because I didn't eat much lunch due to baby not wanting me to put him down, nor would he go to anyone else. So, I probably only had 1 cup of Au Gratin potatoes, 1/4 cup of seasoned green beans and two little bites of chicken breast. I think that's pretty accurate. I'm probably way under again....hold on, I shall figure it just for shits and giggles....Okey dokey, I'm back. Well, unfortunately the damn cake and tators put me over on my fat, only by 7 grams though, not bad. And, I still have 340 calories to go. See, told ya. Wowzers!! Now I have to go find 340 calories of no fat crap to eat. I don't know if I have ever posted how many calories and fat grams I am alotting myself. Up until last week, I was on 1200 cals and 30 grams of fat, but my hair was starting to fall out and I was getting really hungry and just not feeling too darn good, so I upped my calories to 1400. I'm leaving my fat grams at 30 for the time being. By the way, I quit the 2 down challenge on Diettalk. I just can not deal with getting on the scales once a week! I think I'll be much happier for it. ~Later |
