Save Me from my thoughts!

The past couple of months i have been busy trying to keep my grades up, trying to feel worth something to the world. Totally forgetting who matters and who i should be pleasing. Sure i may be pleasing God by getting good grades, but its all about the motivation. And i'm all about motivation. Heck its my major. I have to create environments that promote self-motivation. Read on. I haven't proofed it yet. i'll probably add to it later... but thats what it is at the moment.)

I have walked this life for 20 years
only to live for what i could know later
never having enough information at the present time.
NEver being happy with how God can use me today.
Only to be happy with what i will be come later

Never being knowledgeable enough today,
and always living for tomorow
when someday, tomorow.... will never come
what then,

My life will have been spent living for tomorow,
and not for today
never applying what i learned yesterday to today,
but never being satisfied till tomorow

why must i live like this
for tomorow is always one day away,
when today is here to be lived for now

But i walk this earth for the next advancement
the newest technology
in hopes that someday i could be useful to someone

when all i have to do is open my eyes
and see that God uses me every day
but i have to stop living for tomorow
and be happy with who i am today.
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