Can anybody hear this?
The screaming in my ear.
Wanting to fly away.
Wanting you instead.
This world is cold now.
Leaving me alone.
Are you alright now?
Is there anybody home?
Cry for the fallen.
Sleep in the shadows.
Move 'round in circles.
Stare past my window.
Do you ever dream...
in technicolor views?
I see you laughing.
Did you hear the news?
My everything is gone.
Left today on the train.
My heart went with him.
I'm dancing in the rain.
Cry for the wounded.
Lie for the strange.
I walk towards your house...
with my thoughts in pain.
Close my eyes tight.
You'll never hold me close.
I am empty deep down.
Hollow and morose.
My tear stained face...
looks up where you stand.
Reaching out for approval.
But you won't take my hand.
Sadness swallows me whole.
Only myself to blame.
I am all alone now.
Just myself and your shame.
This flame inside me, burns for you.
Never knowing full extinction.
It will burn until I meet you.
But, sadly, that day will never come.
This pain I feel is overwhelming.
It cuts deep down like a knife.
The wound fills up with sorrow and despair.
I long for you day and night.
My dreams, of you, they torture me.
I want to lay beside you, wrap you in my arms.
Love, touch, and caress you all the while.
Those eyes of yours, they melt me.
Send me into an abyss to never find a way out.
Darkness surrounds me as I grow weary.
I feel as if, some how, I know you.
Do you ever dream of me?
What I would give to be near you...
It would be total bliss, pure delight in everyway.
I'll keep looking to the heavens, wishing on every star.
Maybe one day we'll finally meet.
Until then, I'll close my eyes and dream of you.
The eyes say it all, full of passion.
Looking deep into your soul as you express.
Reach out, trying to touch your lips. Feeling only coldness.
The television screen is so cold. Chills my hand.
Cry many tears, so lonely. Wanting to hold your hand in mine.
You speak with the intensity of a thousand suns.
Chills up and down my spine. Holding my breath.
Clutching my chest as my heart aches deep down.
The look of an innocent child, whisper your name.
Run outside. Rain pours down, dancing.
Drenched to the bone, arms outstretched.
Spinning, singing. Eyes closed dancing, wanting you here.
Tears mix with rain, falling down. Smiling face.
Begin to run, through woods. Eyes closed, smiling.
Repeating your name as if you could actually see and hear me.
Running, jumping, smiling. Getting closer and closer.
Pushing past branches and thorns. Running faster. Rain pours.
A cliff appears, still running. Feel feet not touching anymore.
Suddenly falling, arms outstretched. Flying, smiling.
Tears mix with rain. Repeating your name through the air.
The eyes say it all, full of passion...
Tonight, I stare into the light of the moon.
My eyes try to focus through the tears.
The moonlight fills my entire, lonely room.
I begin to whisper his name to please my ears.
I say it over and over, "Kevin,...Kevin..."
The sad frown on my face is replaced by a grin.
I close my eyes and picture this incredible thespian.
I drift away to a place where he and I dance, as I begin to spin.
He holds me close as we dance through the clouds.
I open my eyes and there he is, holding me.
Music plays, but I can possibly be.
I lay my sleepy head head on his shoulder as I drift away.
Our dancing stops as he slowly pulls out of our embrace.
He begins to sing to me as he starts to fade away.
I beg him not to leave, but he vanishes without a trace.
I lower my head as a single tear drops through the clouds.
It falls to earth and then crashes into the sea.
Without him, I am lost. With him, I am proud.
I would give anything for him to be with me.
What once held me up has now gave way.
I fall faster and faster, spiraling down to the ground.
Before I hit, I am caught in midair and saved.
I look into Kevin's eyes as I ask him why, but he doesn't make a sound.
He flys me over the town, hand in hand.
He returns me back to my house, inside my room.
I climb into bed. He tucks me in. I love this man.
He sings me to sleep with Bobby Darin's, "Fly Me To The Moon".
He kisses my cheek and whispers to me, "Goodnight."
Kevin fades away with a head tilt and a grin.
I look up only to see the streaming moonlight.
I become stunned as I realize tonight has all been a wonderful dream.
Heart aches. Eyes asleep. Drinking coffee without sugar.
Tick toc goes the clock. Yawning and trippin' over feet.
The sun burns my eyes. Look away. Look closer. Video tape.
Grab it. Pop it into the VCR. Click. Awwwwwwww...
The Usual Suspects, again. Verbal, limp...limp. Verbal.
Who is Keyser Soze? Some say,...Kevin Spacey.
I say, Kevin. Kevin? Kevin Soze? Kevin see me.
Kevin, come up and see me some time, why don't ya?
Goes from Verbal to Keyser right before my sleepy eyes.
Wow! I'm in awe. Oops, out of coffee.
Go, get some more. Tape is over. Staring at a blue screen.
Lost and sad. Look side to side. No one. Heart aches.
Missing this man, as if... As if I knew this man.
Coming back to reality. No, I don't want to. Not now.
Liking it better in a daze. A Kevin haze.
Stand up. Get ready for the day. Laugh and grin.
walk around with a Verbal limp. Smile to myself. Wide eyed.
Get on my zappy and zoom away. Zoooooooooooooooooom.
Leaving this place for good. Bye bye. Gonna find my Kevy Doodles.
Free from life. From my life. Never looking back.
There's Kevin, doing a movie. Watch him move. Watch him act.
Ooohhhhh, seeing him. And this heartache, just like that...
it's gone...