The Taura-Tara Nexus |
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PAIRING: Tara from BtVS and Taura
from the Barrayar books by Lois McMaster Bujold RATING: R FEEDBACK: Very welcome, to
[email protected] BETAS: Miss Murchison - with huge
thanks for her patience and help over the long, long time this has taken
to be finished Rabid1st - who brought a
fresh eye to the thing, when my brain was finally shot, and my judgement
in serious doubt SETTING: Post season 6 of BtVS -
a very long time after Season 6 in fact. And post 'Winterfair Gifts' in
the Barrayar series. DISCLAIMER: I’m borrowing, but I
hope I've treated Tara and Taura as kindly as their creators would have
wanted.
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Prologue It
was a dark place. Cold.
But, it was a place, she could feel that.
It wasn’t nothingness, or void.
She couldn’t see anything, or touch anything, but she knew things
were there. Something about
the air, and the way it flowed past her... hey, there was air!
And there was ground, under her feet.
She bent down, excited, and put her palm flat in front of her -
yes, ground. Flat and smooth. Not
outdoors then - a room somewhere. And
maybe, just maybe.... she muttered under her breath, and clicked her
fingers. A yellow glow sprang into being at her fingertips.
She held her hand aloft, in unconscious imitation of the Statue of
Liberty. Shadows fled in
every direction. A floor
under her feet, a little shiny but otherwise featureless, just the
suggestion of a wall, frustratingly beyond the reach of her light.
She stepped forward, and heard a faint click!
The light in her hand extinguished before she even consciously
thought about it, and she stood silent and still, ears almost quivering -
newly blind eyes straining toward the sound.
A chink of light showed some way in front of her, then a long
diagonal beam, as a door was set ajar.
Muffled grunting, and swearing, a confused bobble of heads, and
bodies. They were carrying
something, something heavy. She
stepped backwards stealthily on bare feet. There was a thud - they’d hit the wall. More curses, then a heavy dull thump as they dropped their
burden on the floor. “Sod
this for a game of soldiers! This
freak’s got to weigh 300 pounds.”
A figure straightened, limned in the shaft of light from the door,
pressing the small of his back. Freak?
She moved back another step, felt a wall behind her.
Stopped. “My
back’s killing me,” said the voice sulkily.
His foot swung, and he connected with the shadowy mass on the
floor. There was dull thud of
boot meeting body. “Fuck,
fuck, fuck!” He was hopping
about the room, foot in his hand. “The
freak's is built like a rock, you moron.”
There was a little swell of unsympathetic laughter from the other
men present. The speaker shook his head, looking at the shadowy parcel in
front of them. "Free
gift be damned. I knew that bastard back in the Jagellian wars, when he
was Lieutenant Roscowinski, and he doesn't give free gifts. We're clearing
up his mess for him, that's all." He
sniffed, "Well, let's hope it fetches something from someone. There's
always a market for freaks." How
many men were there?
She couldn’t see. More than two, anyway.
At that moment the question resolved itself - each of them slipped
out again through the door, and she counted as their heads were outlined
in the light. One, two -
still limping - that was the whiner; three, four, five.
Five guys to carry one ‘freak’?
Sounds like they caught a big one.
The door pulled shut, and she was again in total darkness.
Only this time she wasn’t alone.
This time there was a monster. Chapter
1 - Beware Monsters And
she was willing to bet the door was locked.
She
stood still, hand on the wall behind her, considering her options.
Instinct had kept her silent while the men were there, and that
still seemed like a smart move. Seems
they have a secret. Doubt
they wanted to share it with anyone.
Including me. Well,
maybe it would be smart now to find out just what kind of monster she was
locked in with. Door first -
shouldn’t make assumptions.... She summoned a light again, and glided
silently forward on bare feet, skirting the huddled shape carefully.
Huh - the door had no knob. She
could see its oblong shape, but it was set entirely flush with the wall,
and totally featureless. No
knob, no keypad, no nothing. Well,
that was plain enough. Wonder
if I could burn it down? she thought brightly - before I burnt
myself to death, or asphyxiated myself, that is.
Probably not. She
turned to the shape behind her, reluctantly.
I thought I’d left the monsters behind.
It was huge, swathed in some kind of tarpaulin, although she could
see boots sticking out at one end. She
hunkered down beside it, regarding what must be the head end.
And if I pull this tarp back, what are the odds it’s going to
grin at me, and say “Boo!”? She
reached her hand out - looked at it for a moment.
It seemed strange, and familiar all at once.
Pale skin, long fingers, nails a bit chewed.
Huh. Looks like I
have bad habits. Her hand
was trembling, so she must be scared; but she didn’t feel scared exactly
- more sort of.... numb. Why
is that? She shook it off
impatiently. Action first,
introspection later. Sounds
like a plan. She peeled
the tarp back gingerly - and stared, puzzled, at a neat braid of dark hair
on the back of a head. A
monster who goes to a hair salon? Right
at that moment the monster moved, a huge rippling of the tarp, as it
groaned and twisted, and rolled onto its back.
Whoah! Back to the
monster alert! Its face was a
mass of planes and angles - heavy jutting brows, swooping cheekbones - and
then there was the.... muzzle, and the fangs.
The creature was groaning, a deep unearthly thrumming noise, and
there was a wet sucking sound under that - like a massive pug dog trying
to breathe through its squashed up nose.
Ah, there was blood shining black in the light all around the
creature’s nostrils, and its nose had a skewed sideways look about it.
Looks like someone hit you with something heavy, sweetheart.
The groaning noise was getting deeper, more laboured.
What’s that about? The
creature’s mouth was open, inch long fangs glowing white above the black
open maw. Suddenly
understanding came. It’s
choking on its tongue - it’s unconscious, and its tongue’s choking it.
I should do something. She
looked at that huge open mouth again - at the teeth.
Put my hand in there, it could bite if right off.
And why am I trying to save it anyway?
When it wakes up it’ll probably eat me for breakfast. Um, I could
roll it over again, hope the tongue will move by itself. She
looked at the ball of yellow light sitting at the tips of her fingers,
then tossed it into the air. It
bobbed for a moment, then settled into a hover, casting a buttery glow
over the scene. She took hold
of the creature’s shoulder, and snatched it back - whoah! it was hot!
Hand paused just a few inches above the body, Tara could still feel
the heat radiating from it, as though the monster was lit by an internal
fire. Maybe it has a fever? She put her hand back, rather
gingerly, and pushed. Then
pushed a bit harder. Then
knelt down, placed both her hands together and pushed again, with all her
strength. The shape beneath
her barely stirred. Well,
that was a waste of time.... maybe I could pull on its arm, instead? That
might work. Nah, It’s not going to work, and you know it.
She sighed and contemplated the cavernous, gaping mouth,
listened to the choking groans. Why
do I know I’m going to do this? Clearly
I’m a sap. She reached a reluctant hand into the creature’s
mouth, trying to avoid the sharp, slicing teeth.
The creature’s tongue was huge, and hot, and unpleasantly
muscular and floppy all at once. It
was doubled nearly back on itself, obstructing the creature's throat.
She wrapped her fingers around the tongue and pulled, and it
flopped back into place, trapping her fingers against the beast’s lower
row of teeth for a heart stopping moment.
She tremblingly withdrew her hand and turned it palm upward; it was
covered in saliva and blood. Eeew, eeew, eeew! Please,
tongue, don’t fall back - I really, really don’t want to do that
twice. There
was an ominous wet gulping sound, followed by a rough rasping breath. The
creature’s body jerked, sending her scrambling backwards from her
kneeling position, then it lay still again, breathing deep ragged breaths,
with a little whistling sound at the end of them.
She
settled back on to her knees. Hmm,
that sounds better, anyway. It
should soon be in good enough shape to take a bite out of me.
In fact, finding a weapon right now would be good.
She got to her feet, and made a quick, unoptimistic search of the
room - nothing. Walls, floor,
her, the monster. That was
it. So, logically, the place
to look was the monster. Maybe
it was armed? She returned
cautiously, to where her patient continued to drag deep noisy breaths, and
took hold of the tarpaulin. It
pulled away easily from the creature’s shoulders - which were massive,
bigger than those of the biggest linebacker in existence.
But from there on down, the creature was lying on part of the tarp,
and soon there was no more pulling away to be done.
She peered doubtfully at the dark gap between tarpaulin and
creature. Another dark,
dangerous place to put my hand, huh?
This is turning into some kind of scary Freudian nightmare.
She contemplated the dark gap again.
Perhaps not - perhaps I’ll try the tarpaulin from the other end.
She scooted down to the creature’s feet - which were clad in
the most enormous pair of combat boots she had ever seen.
The tarpaulin proved a bit more amenable at this end, with less
weight pinning it down. She
pulled mightily, and unwrapped at least half of the creature’s
impossibly long legs. Now
if I can just get it uncovered up to the waist... dang.
The tarp was stuck again, and with a tchah of annoyance, she
tugged mightily - and felt an answering tug.
Her
eyes flew up - and met two tawny golden eyes suspiciously regarding her. One enormous hand - tipped with large claws, she noted
nervously, was clutching the tarpaulin.
The creature’s mouth opened, and it spoke. “Who are you?” “My
name’s Tara,” she heard herself say, “Tara Maclay.” Chapter
2 - Let There Be Light
The
creature looked back at her. “Taura,”
it said. Its voice was deep,
and strained, but perfectly clear. “Ah,
actually it’s Tara, not Taura.” The
creature’s face rippled into a terrifying frown.
Oh well done, dummy - you’re worried about this thing
eating you, but you just have to correct its pronunciation don’t you? Well, it hadn’t fallen on her and ripped her throat out for
daring to contradict it - that was good.
In fact it was tilting its head, as though it was thinking her
words over. “My
name is Taura,” it said slowly. “You’re Tara.”
It sat up a little more, and the tarp fell away, revealing a long,
long body, full of powerful slopes and curves....
Oh,
hey, it’s a girl monster. And
it’s - she’s - called Taura. Suits
her. Taura
looked around at the dark room. “Where
is this place? And - what’s that?” She
pointed suddenly at the glowing ball of light hovering just over their
heads. Her arm was at least three foot long, her hand was massive, and her
claws were very sharp. Tara
fell back off her knees with a little squeak. “Sorry!”
said Taura. “I forgot
you’re not used to.... well, to me.” “Not
a problem,” said Tara quickly, “you just kinda startled me there,
that’s all.” She scrambled quickly to her knees again, and gave Taura
what she hoped was a reassuring smile.
She seems to be a nice friendly monster.
“Sorry for the confusion, over the name - Tara and Taura,
huh? Um, that’s...” “A
totally meaningless coincidence?” said Taura, one heavy brow rising, and
a little quirk appearing in her long upper lip. Not
dumb,
thought Tara - not dumb at all. Don’t
fall into the error of acting as if she is.
She smiled again, “Yeah, something like that.
Anyway,” she stuck her hand out, “N-nice to meet you, Taura.” Taura
looked down at the outstretched hand in front of her, then abruptly
clasped it in her own huge paw. Tara
stifled another little squeak. Taura’s hand enveloped hers, like a huge
hot baseball mitt - and the claws... and she wasn’t letting go.
Tara took a big swallow of air; she could try and wrench her hand
free of course, but somehow that seemed like a really bad idea. “So,
said Taura gravely, still grasping Tara’s hand firmly, and flicking a
glance towards the ball of light, which hovered above them, “what is
it?” Tara
tried yet another smile - see, look how friendly and harmless I am? No
point ripping my hand off, and possibly eating it - none at all. “It’s
just a handy light I carry around with me,” she said airily.
“Nice to be able to see where you’re going.”
She looked around. Of
course - they didn’t seem to be going anywhere very fast.
“Or where you are, anyway,” she amended. “Never
seen anything like it before.” said Taura, sitting up further.
She gave it one last glance, then let Tara’s hand go, and
groaned, and put her own hand on her ribs.
“Ugh, I’m all beat up.”
With a grunt she turned over onto her side, and spat blood on the
floor. “Hope I didn’t lose any teeth,” she said glumly. “I
sure didn’t notice any gaps,” said Tara. Taura
turned suddenly, and grinned. Tara’s
heart flopped in her chest like a landed salmon, as the full set of fangs
were uncovered again. “Nope,
definitely no gaps,” she said desperately, hoping Taura hadn’t seen
her flinch. “And I’m not sure where we are.
It’s just a room. In
fact I’m not sure how I got here at all.” “Head
injury?” said Taura, heaving herself painfully to a kneeling position,
and looking around her. “Ah,
I don’t think so. Drugs
maybe, I’m feeling a bit numb.” But much less numb than earlier,
nothing like a bit of terror to clear the head.
In fact I’m feeling remarkably alive right now - all tingly. Taura
nodded, “Yeah, I’ve taken a shot of something too.
But my system will clear it a lot quicker than yours.”
She turned and looked at Tara critically, "Looks like you were
sleeping when you got grabbed." Tara
looked down at herself. She
was wearing a knee length white cotton shift, and nothing else.
She tugged at the hem self-consciously.
And it’s proved a bit drafty so far, to be honest.
“Pants would be good,” she admitted. “Okay,
said Taura, “I’ll keep an eye out for some.”
She rose up to her feet, way up, and Tara stared.
Oh boy, she must be - eight feet tall, easy! “Eight
foot two,” said Taura, looking down at her.
“You were wondering.” “Tall
is good,” said Tara quickly. Taura
flashed her fangs again, then walked over to the door, and ran her claws
along the faint crack between it and the wall. Tara got up and followed,
the light bobbing along behind her. Taura
banged the door very lightly, and sighed. “Reinforced sealing,” she
said. “High security stuff.
Pity, I kinda fancied ripping it out of the wall and bending it
over someone’s head.” “I
wonder if I can do anything,” said Tara thoughtfully.
She spread out her hands in front of her and they both burst into a
blaze of yellow light. “Oooh!”
she said, entranced. “I
never managed to make them do that before!”
Taura turned, startled, then backed away two wary steps, staring at
the blaze. Tara concentrated for a moment, and moved her hands towards
each other, cupping her fingers slightly.
The light coalesced into a glowing globe, encompassed within the
space between her hands. She
moved her hands gingerly away, and the globe dimmed a little, then burst
into dazzling life again. “It’s
all energy,” she said, a little absently, “I should be able to
transform light to heat.” The globe darkened, became red.
Tara
looked up. Taura had become very, very still.
A hulking monolithic statue in bronze, her face bathed from below
in the orange light cast by the globe, lit slightly from above by the
little yellow light that still hovered there.
The effect was interesting, but Tara’s gaze moved to the wall
behind Taura’s left shoulder, where the door lay.
Taura followed her gaze, then paled and moved sharply to one side.
“Avaunt!” said Tara experimentally, and made a throwing gesture
with both hands. The globe
shot across the room - and straight through the door, leaving a neat
circular hole behind it. They
both stared at the hole. “Cool!” said Tara.
Then, “I wonder how far it will go before the energy is
dispersed?” Taura’s
face went abruptly white. “Stop
it!” she shouted desperately, “now!” “Disperse!”
shouted Tara, her gaze turning abruptly inward.
She turned to Taura, “You’re right,” she said shakily,
“that could have drilled straight through any person in its path!” “Never
mind the people,” said Taura, pacing up and down agitatedly, “what if
it punctured the ship?” Tara
stared at her. “What ship?” she said. Taura
stared back. “This ship,” she said. “We’re on a space ship.
Can’t you feel it, moving under you?
We’re on a space ship. And
I’ve no idea who owns it, or where it’s going.
We’ve been kidnapped.” Chapter
3 - Through The Looking Glass
Tara
reached out a hand to steady herself against the wall. It was vibrating
very slightly against her hand, and she looked it nervously.
“A spaceship? That’s...” really, really, dumb!
screamed a voice in her head. “...kinda
hard to believe,” she said finally. “Why?”
said Taura, then she made an impatient gesture.
“Anyway, you’ll soon see, if you can make this a bit bigger.”
She rested her hand on the wall. “We’re
in orbit somewhere at the minute,” she said, “And we need to get off
before this baby jumps.” She
stepped over to the door, where a shaft of yellow light fell through the
hole the fire ball had made, knelt down, and peered through, making the
room abruptly darken. Tara
stared at her back doubtfully. Meanwhile,
she was still feeling the amazing magical energy suffusing her... why
was it so strong? She
summoned another red globe between her hands then moved it, slowly and
carefully this time, towards the door.
Taura turned round, saw the ball, and very nearly fell backwards,
trying to dodge around it. “Sorry,” said Tara, “didn’t mean to scare you." Taura said nothing, just loomed to her feet again, and stood
aside. Tara moved the globe
forward. As it bobbed gently
against the door, the metal melted, and hissed. Tara the amazing
walking, talking blowtorch - I could join the X-Men.
After a few false starts she was soon guiding it in a large
untidy circle about three foot across.
Her hands were beginning to shake by the time she had carved a ring
half way around the door, and when finally the ring was closed, and the
cut-out circle fell inward with a clang, she sank to her knees, exhausted,
her eyes closing. “Are
you okay?” she heard a concerned voice. She
nodded. “Yeah, that just... takes it out of me, you know.
Transformational magic takes a lot of energy.” “Do
I need to carry you?” A
heavy, clawed hand descended on her shoulder.
Her eyes snapped open. Taura’s
face loomed close to her, golden eyes examining her intently. This close,
Tara could again feel the heat radiating from her.
It felt strange, but... vital somehow, as though Taura was
more intensely alive than an ordinary person. “I’m
fine,” said Tara. She closed her eyes briefly again, then got unsteadily
to her feet. “Huh,
well, you went pretty green there,” said Taura.
She removed her hand. “Want an energy bar?”
Taura held an anonymous foil-wrapped stick out towards her. "Enough calories in there to see a combat soldier
through for twelve hours," she said, waving it invitingly.
"Tastes like crap, of course." Tara
blinked, and took the stick. “Actually,
it will probably help,” she said. “Right,”
said Taura, "well, you can eat it as we go."
And with that she bent down, and disappeared through the hole cut
in the door. Tara
froze, ration stick lifted to her lips. Hey!
She bolted the chewy bar hastily, then bent and looked through
the cut-out hole. A
spaceship, huh? Do I want to
see what a spaceship looks like? But there was nothing to see, really. Just a corridor, painted off-white. Suddenly
a blue-clad body flew across her line of vision, landing head first
against the wall with a massive thump.
Tara pulled back hastily, then peered out again.
Taura’s head appeared around the corner, then her arm, beckoning
emphatically. Heart thudding,
Tara crouched, and stepped through the hole.
As she passed the unfortunate man on the floor, she couldn’t help
a quick sideways glance. There
was an ominous smear of blood on the wall above him, bright red against
the whiteness. He was dressed in some kind of dark blue military fatigues,
with a patch featuring a stylised cat's head on the shoulder
- and he was lying very, very still.
Tara swallowed hard and moved on, around the corner.
Taura
knelt above another still figure, some kind of weapon that looked like a
small water pistol almost swallowed in her right hand, and a little white
plastic card in her left. “This
is one old ship,” she said, waving the plastic - “door cards, instead
of hand prints.” She looked
down at the motionless figure, “Lucky for him,” she said. Tara
had an immediate gruesome picture of Taura ripping off the guy’s hand,
and pressing it to each door's keypad as they passed.
“Lucky
for me too,” said Taura. “Carrying some guy for miles down these
corridors doesn’t attract me much.” Ah,
apparently she wasn’t planning an amputation.
That was sort of encouraging on the good guys/bad guys front. Nice to know she’s a good guy. Although that man
around the corner had looked awfully dead. “Okay,
we need the other guy’s stunner,” said Taura decisively.
She jogged down the corridor, and neatly and swiftly worked through
his pockets, then returned with her spoils. Tara
looked blankly at the objects she held out - something that looked like an
electric shaver, another card pass, two bars of what was apparently candy,
and some kind of little toolkit. Taura
looked at it and sniffed, “Yeah, it’s not cutting edge stuff is it?”
she said. She waved the shaver. “But this is charged. Better than
nothing.” She handed it to Tara, who took it nervously, by one end.
When she looked up Taura was staring at her again, golden eyes
glowing. I
do wish she wouldn’t do that, thought Tara rather weakly.
The effect of Taura’s undivided attention was... somewhat
overpowering. “What?” she
said. Taura
tapped the shaver. “I’m
guessing you’ve never used one of these?” Tara
nodded, “you’re guessing right.” Taura
sighed, “Not hard to tell.” She took the shaver from Tara’s hand and
turned it around. “You were holding it by the business end.
If you’d pressed the button, you’d have knocked yourself
out.” “Ah,”
said Tara, “so this is the stunner, right?”
Well, why not? she thought - spaceships, stunners.
I’m going to run into Captain Jean Luc in a moment, or maybe
Counsellor Troi. She
brightened a little at the thought. Oops!
Taura had set off again down the corridor, making spookily little noise
despite her huge size. Tara
sprinted a little to catch up - and ran abruptly into Taura’s back, as
she stopped dead. After casting her a brief, irritated glance, Taura moved on,
and Tara followed more cautiously, keeping to the walls in imitation of
her guide, padding silently on bare feet, the only sound a faint gentle
throbbing that seemed to come from the walls, the floor, the ceiling - all
around her, in fact. Finally,
they came to a door. Taura
held up a huge hand, and they both flattened against the wall.
Taura waved the card over the keypad, and it swung slowly inward
with a just discernible hiss. Two
blue light bolts, each fired from a different angle, bisected the doorway,
and splashed against the corridor wall.
Taura ducked, and rolled, and fired, impossibly fast through the
open door, flowed to her feet on the other side of the doorway, then
before Tara could move or think, she rolled again, through the doorway
into the room. Tara heard the
sizzle and hiss of more of those lethal bolts of light, then silence.
She gripped the stunner in a sweaty hand. What if Taura just got fried? Going to fight or surrender?
Surrender sounds good... But
the voice calling her on was Taura’s.
She stepped through the door.
There was an ugly smell of burnt meat in the room, and two men,
again in the dark blue military fatigues, lay sprawled on the ground,
their bodies still smoking slightly.
Tara tried not to lose her breakfast. Taura
now had another two weapons in her hands, presumably the things that spat
blue light. The device Tara
had whimsically called a water pistol
- fire pistol, not water pistol, thought Tara sickly, was
now tucked into a holster at her side.
She
grinned a deeply scary grin. “Four down,” she said.
“And with any luck I'll get plenty more.”
And then she was on the move again, stalking along like a tiger on
the prowl. Tara closed her
mouth, and followed. How
the hell did I get to be on a spaceship, with a .. psychopathic werewolf?
Why is everything so weird, and why isn’t it freaking me out more how
weird it is? Nothing makes sense. A
klaxon sounded, high, piercing and urgent. “They’re
on to us,” said Tara nervously. But
Taura shook her head. “Nah, that’s a universal emergency alarm.
They got a leak.” She
looked down at Tara. “Looks like your fireball did some damage after
all. Okay, Plan B.” She turned, and pointed down a smaller corridor to
the right. “Plan
B?” said Tara. “Let’s
find the lifeboats,” said Taura. Chapter
4 - Peas In A Pod
The
klaxon continued to sound, nerve janglingly loud and shrill.
Tara was sprinting to keep up with her guide.
How does she know which way to go? Oh, forget it - just don’t
lose her. Taura disappeared out of sight around a corner, and Tara
suppressed a little scream and ran faster.
Don’t leave me here, please! There
was another sizzle of weaponry ahead, and she aimed her stunner rather
wildly in front of her as she ran, sparing a brief downward glance to
ensure that she was holding the right end this time.
Why are you running into a gun battle?
You really are mad, aren’t you?
Still she ran on, straight towards the sounds. As
it was, she and her stunner weren’t needed.
She rounded the corner, and ran through a door to find herself in a
small claustrophobic room, with a low ceiling, painted the same dirty
off-white as the rest of the place. More
huddled bodies lay on the ground, with Taura looming above them. Taura
looked up and grunted, “Lock the door behind you.”
Tara looked around, at a loss.
How? Taura gave
another, annoyed, grunt, and stepped toward her, and waved the card in her
hand over a little keypad. The
door slid closed, then Taura aimed her laser and fired. The keypad
blackened, and burned. Taura nodded once, then crossed the room again,
stepping over the two bodies on the floor. Tara followed nervously,
skirting round the human obstruction.
Two men lay together in a tangle, one skinny, the other
considerably beefier, their limbs tangled, their heads lolling, a large
metal carrying case spilled open beside them. There
was a row of small hatches in the wall, each with a glowing green light
beneath it. The first five
hatches were closed, and the lights shone a brilliant red.
But the last hatch stood open, and the keypad was green. “One
left,” said Taura, “we were just in time.”
She moved over to the open hatch, and rapidly and expertly ran her
hand over the keys. The
beefy fellow groaned, and Tara turned nervously, stunner in hand.
Taura didn't seem to have shot these two - maybe she'd just cracked
their heads together? Taura
looked up from the keypad, and took a single long stride across the room.
She leant down, and lifted the man from the floor.
He groaned again, and stirred, and Tara took two swift steps
forward, swung, and banged his head neatly against the wall.
There was an ominous crack, and he fell still. She pinned his limp
form against the wall with one hand at his throat, stripped off his boots
and socks, and trousers in quick succession with the other, and handed
them to Tara. “Uh,
thanks,” said Tara. She took the trousers, still warm from his body, and
started to pull them on, shivering a little with repulsion. Taura’s
grip on the man’s throat released and he slid to the floor with a thump,
bare hairy legs folded beneath him. "Right,"
she said, "Come on.” And then she stopped, staring at the objects
spilling from the carrying case on the floor. "Grenades and
incendiaries," she said happily, "Well, well, well."
There
was a massive clang on the door outside, and the muffled sound of cursing
outside. A small dent appeared in the metal surface, and then another. "What
will they do next?" asked Tara nervously, trying to stamp her right
foot into the first boot. It was still warm as well. Ugh, ugh, ugh. Taura
showed her fangs again. "If we're very lucky they'll try to burn
their way through the door with their lasers. They're just about
dirt-ignorant enough." She picked up the case, and piled all the
grenades and incendiaries against the door, then she pulled out two
ominous-looking metal pins from the two sticks at the top of the pile and
stepped back to admire her work. "Nice." Then
she ran back to the little hatch, and swung herself through it, feet
first. It seemed to be a tight fit. She paused, only her head and
shoulders protruding. “Come
on!” she ordered, then she disappeared, like a rabbit down a
rabbit hole. Tara hobbled across the room, one boot still in her hand and
the socks bunched awkwardly under her elbow, and grabbed the handholds,
swung her legs into the hole, and followed Taura into the darkness. The
hatch sealed above her with a sibilant little hiss.
Shit, when did I decide to trust a stranger this
much? She
landed on her feet, after just a small drop, and found herself standing
very, very close to Taura, virtually pressed against her chest.
Taura reached up and past her, and pulled the little hatch door
shut, than another, inner door. A
reddish overhead light snapped on. They
were in a long upright metal pod, shaped like a cigar case, maybe twelve
feet long. “Get
in a bunk.” Tara
looked around her. Two padded
alcoves faced each other, and after a disorientated moment she realised
they were the bunks - currently vertical bunks.
Taura was already moving across to wedge herself into one alcove,
and Tara did likewise. As she
pressed her back against the cushions, a web of restraints shot out, and
grabbed her, cocooning her into position.
Somehow she managed not to scream.
As
she watched, Taura jammed herself awkwardly into the other bunk, her head
forced sideways at an uncomfortable angle.
The restraints enveloped her, and the pod fired, like a bullet
leaving a gun. ............... “I
really hate those automatic launches.” Tara
stirred groggily, and opened her eyes.
Taura, smothered in webbing, regarded her from across the pod.
“They
always take off too fast. The program’s designed not to kill or injure
you, but apparently a headache doesn’t count.” Tara
blinked, painfully. Her head
felt like a big blossoming balloon of pain. “No
bang yet, said Taura wistfully, “Looks like maybe they remembered their
spacers' code and didn't burn through the door.” She tapped a little
console of numbers beside her thoughtfully, a dissatisfied frown darkening
her face. "It would be a real shame if they didn't blow up. Those
guys are so scuzzy they're not even welcome at Jackson's Whole - which is
really scuzzy." Tara
closed her eyes again. If she didn’t move, at all, the headache was just
about bearable. The
next time she came round things had changed.
Taura had removed the webbing, How?
and was floating half in, half out of the bunk, rubbing her
neck. She saw Tara looking,
and smiled - a terrifying ripple of lip over fang, and tapped the console.
"Something went bang, just a few minutes ago. The radiation shields
on this thing just went crazy." She flexed her head backward,
exposing a powerful, tawny coloured throat. “These things are just a
little too damn short for me, always.”
She pushed off from bunk, turned neatly in mid-air and reached into
a locker just below her feet, and pulled out a silver pouch. “Water?” “Gah,”
croaked Tara, “Wa’er would be good.” She tried to reach out her
hand, but she was still strapped down, with the soldier's purloined left
boot cutting uncomfortably into her ribs under her arm. “Um, how exactly
do I get out of this?” she said. Taura
grinned, “There’s a button, just by your right hand.” Tara
looked down. Yep, there was
the button all right. About
three inches beyond where she could move her hand to.
Taura saw the problem too, and another fangy smile rippled across
her face. “Next time, you’ll know to put your hand on the
picture,” she said. She
stood, and reached across Tara, warm and large, and pressed the button.
The webbing withdrew, and she grinned down, and tapped a large
fluorescent green outline of a hand on the side of bunk by the button.
“Every cadet ever enrolled gets caught by that.
Usually the instructors leave ‘em there for a few hours to make
sure the lesson gets learned. Lucky
for you, I’m kinder.” She
floated gently away, and settled down into a sit again.
“Now
she tells me,” grumbled Tara. With the webbing removed, she was
beginning to float too. She made a startled grab for the bunk with one
hand, and took the proffered water with the other. Her stomach was
flipping over, and she was dizzy. Zero gravity was proving very
uncomfortable. And it always looked like such fun when the guys on the
space station did it. But
in a minute or so, Tara found herself breathing a little easier. She
examined the water pouch carefully. There
was a little foil seal at the end - if you tugged it, it should... oops!
Well, she'd only spilled a few drops, or no more than a cupful.
They were floating past her in little silvery bubbles. She looked
up. Taura was grinning again. Nice
to know I'm a source of such amusement for her. "So,"
she said, taking a long, rather messy swallow of water, "What
happens next?" “Well,"
said Taura, her gaze turning introspective, "One of two things.
We’re either going to get picked up by those guys in the ship again, or
by Ground Control from whatever planet we’re buzzing around.
Of course, hopefully the bad guys are all too busy trying to save
their ship.” She grinned. “If there's anything left of it to save.” Several
hours passed. Tara awkwardly
took off her right boot, which floated upside down beside her, then donned
her stolen socks, and the boots afterwards, while floating inches above
her bed, her head bumping the ceiling. She still hadn't gained the courage
to float out of the bunk and swing around like Taura had done, but the
nausea was receding at least. They ate from time to time, ration stick
after ration stick - all identically bland. They had a brief moment of
excitement when Taura remembered the candy, from the guy she had thrown
into the wall. Otherwise there was nothing to do.
Except doze - and talk. Only
talk was proving difficult. Taura
seemed to be the strong silent type, and Tara.... She wasn't really sure
just what type she herself was. Seems
like I should know that. She looked across at Taura, who was sitting
in her bunk again, huge hands resting on her knees, her face formidable
and, in repose, quite unreadable. Tara
frowned. She had seen monsters before, she knew she had.
When? She tried to
concentrate. The headache was
still there, but faded, and it wasn’t causing the fogginess that came
every time she tried to think about what she remembered, and who she was.
Still, she was sure she hadn’t met a creature like Taura before,
or been in a space ship. That all felt new. It
was reasonable to ask about that, surely?
The whole eight-foot-tall-with-fangs thing really did cry out for
an explanation. “If
you don’t mind me asking,” Tara said cautiously, “what kind of
creature are you, exactly?” She
looked across the five feet or so of space that separated them.
Taura loomed, surely too large to be real. And yet, real she was. Very much so. “I’m
a Super Soldier,” said Taura flatly, twisting uncomfortably in the too
small bunk, and rubbing her neck self consciously.
“Oh!!”
said Tara, enlightened. “Yes,
you do seem kinda good at the soldier thing.
And you know, I’ve come across some super soldiers before. Not as... advanced as you.
They tried just jazzing up some ordinary guys with hormones, and
steroids and stuff.” She jumped, startled by the vividness of her
recollections. The Initiative,
she thought, monsters with serial numbers...... Adam.
Where did that memory come from? "Really?"
Taura looked interested. “Yeah,”
said Tara distractedly. “It
didn’t turn out so well. In
the end they made a kind of Frankenstein’s monster out of parts.” She
thought back a moment. “Assholes,”
she added. Taura’s
brow wrinkled. “That sounds
kinda primitive, but I suppose I’m pretty much the same.
Only they did it all with genes - animal genes.
Splice a bit here, splice a bit there.
She regarded her own hands sadly.
“I’m still mainly human, though,” she said, with a touch of
defiance in her voice - “99.99%. It’s
just that pesky 0.01% that causes all the problems.”
But
Tara barely heard her. A
whole sequence of memories was unlocking in her mind - monsters, spells,
good and evil, the Hellmouth, Mr Giles, Buffy, Dawn, Xander, Willow.
She gasped, pressing her hand to her ribs. Willow! And then it was
like a wind rushing through her, full of knowing. Tara Maclay -
student at UC Sunnydale, white witch, Slayer’s sidekick, wielder of
magic. Now she knew. She
knew all of it. She
trembled with the shock, with the sheer weight of it all.
Then finally she drew a deep breath, and rubbed the back of her
hand across her face. She
looked up. Taura was still staring at
her own hands, no doubt expecting some reaction to the animal genes thing.
She should say something. She
opened her mouth, but at that moment Taura’s gaze turned upward, meeting
her own - that sudden overwhelming glow of her eyes catching Tara off
guard again. “So,
Tara-not-Taura,” she said, “what are you?” “I’ve
just now remembered,” Tara said. She
drew a deep breath. “I’m
a witch.” Taura
continued to stare at her, her face unchanged. “A white witch!” said
Tara a bit desperately. Taura
sniffed, delicately, and looked away.
“Some people,” she said pointedly, “think I’m dumb, because
I’m all big and stuff. I’m
not dumb at all, and witches do not exist.” “And
yet, here I am,” said Tara, gesturing.
“In a space ship, yet,” she added.
She began to tremble again. And
this isn’t my time, it isn’t my place. Something has gone very wrong. “In
a pod,” said Taura sternly. “That’s
way different.” She looked Tara over critically, “Well, you’re
certainly not a soldier.” She
paused, then tilted her head. “So,
you can do that light thing because you’re a witch?” "Uh
huh." Tara nodded distractedly.
Memories and scenes were flicking past her eyes at lightning speed.
But there’s more, there’s something else, something very,
very important. What? "Huh,"
said Taura, folding her arms. Tara
bent forward, folded her arms.
It was coming, she could feel it, more knowledge. And
she remembered. The garden,
Buffy with Xander, Willow, Willow with blood, the cold, the dark rushing
wind, blackness, blankness.... She
looked up, “And also,” she said, “I think I’m dead.” Taura
frowned. “You don’t look dead,” she said suspiciously. “I
don’t feel dead,” said Tara tentatively.
“But I remember...” She
pulled the white shift away from her shoulder and looked down.
Her skin was unflawed. “It
doesn’t make sense,” she said, “but this isn’t my time, and it
isn’t my place.” She
looked up, “I’ve been somewhere else, for a long time I think.
I remember dying, and I remember my life, and my friends,” she
swallowed as their faces flicked by in her mind’s eye.
“But it feels..... old. Like
it happened long ago.” She
looked down at her hands - pale, long fingers, slightly bitten nails.
They didn’t seem ghostly at all. “I died in the summer of 2002,
she said firmly. “In Sunnydale, California, Earth.” She looked at
Taura. “What year is
this?” “1011
standard clock,” said Taura, “but I’m guessing you’re talking
Earth years. I don’t know the Earth year date, but it’s been 300 Earth
years since some guy stepped on the Earth’s moon - there was a big
hoopla on the news feeds a while back. Although measuring things in Earth
years doesn’t really make sense - except on Earth I suppose,” she
added belatedly. Tara
looked at her dumbly. 300
years? Chapter
5 - It Doesn't Make Sense
Bang! A dull metallic clanging sound reverberated through the pod.
Tara jumped convulsively. I
may be dead - but apparently I can still have the crap scared out of me.
Oh good. "Looks
like we got picked up." Taura's
voice was calm, a little distant. The
Pod began to move at a sideways angle, pulled by an outside force. "Tractor
beam, said Taura, "they're being pretty careful.
That's hopeful." The
pod continued to move through space. “Can’t
we tell who it is?” said Tara. Taura
shook her head. “Only one
way we’re going to find that out,” she said calmly.
The pod began to vibrate. "I take it back - we're being pulled
through an atmosphere, so it must be Bathory. Things are going to get
pretty hot in a moment." Tara
felt a strange tugging sensation, as though her stomach was moving
sideways; after a moment her feet touched the floor, and she grabbed the
wall beside her, startled. “Time
to strap ourselves in,” said Taura, pressing herself back into her bunk. Tara
backed gingerly into the bunk space, remembering to place her hand over
the plate this time. But
before the webbing engaged, the pod changed direction abruptly, and the
gravitational effect shifted 90 degrees.
With a scream, Tara fell, face downward, and smacked into the
immobilised form of Taura in the bunk that was now abruptly below her.
In a moment, Taura disengaged the webbing, pressed a firm arm
against Tara’s back, and engaged it again, cocooning them together.
The pod reversed direction a split second later, and Tara gasped as
Taura’s weight pressed against her from above, then swallowed bile as
the pod shot forward, driving all the blood in her body abruptly downward. A moment later the pod moved abruptly sideways again, then
back. The webbing creaked, a
little, and Tara imagined for a panicked moment what would happen if it
snapped, and the two of them were thrown about the inside of the pod like
a pair of dice in a tumbler. “Somebody’s
trying to soften us up,” growled Taura.
“Not so friendly after all.” The
pod landed with a clang, then shuddered to an abrupt halt.
The dizzying gravitational forces steadied, and it became apparent
that the pod was lying horizontally, Tara and Taura dangling helplessly
from what had now become the ceiling.
Tara imagined them falling. It
was only a distance of about seven feet, but she was going to be mashed
between the wall, which was now the floor, and 300 pounds of Super
Soldier. Not good. But
the pod hadn't finished moving. It rolled abruptly, 180 degrees, and then
settled in a screech of metal. “Seems
we survived.” Taura was lying on her back on the floor, Tara on top of
her. She reached out a large hand, and released the webbing covering them
both. Tara looked down at her, feeling the trembles of shock rolling
through her. We made it, somehow!
She scrabbled hurriedly to her feet. “Sorry I landed on you.
Are you okay?” A
strangely fey grin rippled across Taura’s face.
“Yeah - yeah, I think I am." She felt the back of her head
gingerly, then winced. “You
got quite a bump,” said Tara anxiously. “Oh,
my head is all right,” said Taura.
“Solid bone." She
twisted, and looked up at the pod hatch. "It would be really smart to
get out of here before anyone shows up with a gun." “I
think you’re right,” said Tara. Taura
heaved herself painfully to her feet, bent almost in two, and staggering a
little, and then stamping her legs on the ground, and slapping her arms
against her chest. “First
things first,” she said, and reached into her pocket, drew out a handful
of ration sticks, and offered one to Tara, who took it without comment.
Tearing the foil from the first bar, Taura limped to the hatch, and
released the seal. She put her hand on the underside, and heaved. ............. They
were outside, in a field of tarmac that was covered in roiling smoke, and
a rain of debris. Another pod lay beside them, also cracked open, the
interior steaming slightly. Taura set off at a steady lope, and Tara
stumbled after her, trying to readjust to gravity, and to the sudden,
unexpected chill in the evening air. Within a few yards the smoke began to
clear, and the view opened before them.
A long empty stretch of gray, marked into bays, and runways, with
hangars, and parked vehicles dotted across it in the distance.
They stumbled to a halt. There
was a gentle whirring sound behind them, and Tara turned.
A flat bedded cart loaded high with baggage was approaching them,
puffing along unaffected by the chaotic scene only feet away. “We
have a ride!” said Taura, and took two quick strides, then swung herself
up on the pile of baggage. Tara
ran after her, panicky, and flung herself in a tangle of arms and legs,
onto the pile. The bags began to slip underneath her, and a heavy arm fell
across her back, and scooped her neatly into a safe position.
A couple of cases, dislodged by her scrambling, bounced off the
cart, and Tara regarded them guiltily.
Lost luggage - I hate it when that happens to me.
And now I’m causing it! She
shifted position, as Taura’s arm released her, and looked back at the
ship - rising huge and awkward above the billow of smoke and dust,
grounded where it was never meant to land, among what looked like the
remains of a warehouse, under a sky itself beginning to turn grey with the
approach of dusk. “Well,
we missed the spaceport, but we hit the yard of the shuttleport,” said
Taura thoughtfully. “Someone
in the space traffic control office with their hand on that tractor beam
is a genius.” She grinned down at Tara, the sunshine glinting off her
burnished dark hair, and picking out the bruises, and dirt, all over her
face, then hugged her suddenly. “This
is crazy fun,” she said. Tara’s
face was crushed up uncomfortably against Taura’s chest, making it hard
to breathe. Fun?! She just
got kidnapped, and beaten up, and nearly killed - is she crazy?
Taura
released her abruptly, and looked around, eyes glowing.
“Now we just have to look for a chance to slip away.
Soon as we get inside the baggage claim we hop off - okay?” "Okay,"
said Tara nervously. And here was the baggage claim, most likely - large
and boxy, with six shuttered doorways in its side. As she watched, the
second left shutter began silently to lift, and the baggage truck veered
gently to aim itself toward it. There
was a faint glint of silver from something just inside. “Taura,”
she said nervously. “Do you
see someone just inside that door?”
Taura’s head swivelled abruptly to stare. The baggage train
trundled serenely forward. Tara peered forward apprehensively.
I thought I saw something, but.... Taura reached out a huge
paw, grabbed Tara by the shirt front, and rolled from the cart.
Tara felt a stinging sensation in her cheek, and saw a bolt of blue
fire from the corner of her eye. The suitcases they had been resting on
burst into flame. And
then they were rolling across the tarmac. Sizzles and hisses sounded all
around, and in a confused blur of motion Tara saw two men detach
themselves from the cover of the doorway and run towards them, still
firing. Blue uniforms and
a patch with a stylised cat's head on it...
oh great, now we know where the guys in that other pod got to. She
felt herself being jerked to her feet, and began to run, stumbling to
regain her balance. She could
hear shouts, and screams behind her, and the whirr of an engine - as the
port security’s attention was attracted by the fireshow. Taura pulled
her into the lee of some kind of huge metal cylinder, and a second later a
hover car shot past them, lights flashing. One of the two men went down on
one knee, and fired directly at the car. There was a crackle of blue
light, which splashed off the car’s carapace like water.
“Armoured,”
said Taura, with satisfaction in her voice.
“Now he’s in trouble.” And
as she spoke the car spat a bolt of fire, which enveloped the man in a
ball of flames. His companion
turned abruptly, and ran the way he had come, ducking into the cover of
the doorway entrance, just as second bolt of fire shot in his direction,
and hit him squarely in the back. Someone
somewhere must have hit an emergency switch because now all six shutters
on the hangar were rolling upwards. The
hover car swung through the nearest gaping entrance, closely followed by
two more police vehicles, klaxons blaring. Taura
drew a deep breath, “Okay,” she said, “now we run.” ............ Tara
wheezed to a halt. It seemed
they had been running forever. As
dusk fell they had run across the tarmac, past yards full of piles of
mysterious freight and supplies, around anonymous buildings, and a huge
fuel dump, up ladders, down steps. When
they met with a fence Taura had simply ripped her way through it, and she
had followed breathlessly behind. Eventually, as night closed in, they had
left the shuttleport and begun to pick their way through scattered shops,
and houses, until they were moving rapidly down a main street, and then a
smaller one, and finally this dark alley full of looming shadows and
pungently unpleasant smells. And
now, she could run no more. Her
lungs were bursting, her vision was blurred, and as she doubled over sweat
ran off her nose to plop onto the pavement beneath her. “I’m
done,” she said. “No
more.” “It’s
only another two blocks.” Taura stepped up to loom anxiously over her.
“We’re so nearly there.” “So
nearly where?” said Tara. “Seems
like I’ve spent the last two days just running after you, never knowing
why, or where, or what the hell I’m doing!”
She ended on a shout, and a cough, and bent double again. “Oh,”
said Taura. There was a
pause. “I’m sorry. I
forgot there’s so much you don’t know.
We - that is the
Dendarii - have a safe address just around here for covert ops.
That’s where we’re going.
There’s a shower there,” she said encouragingly, “and
food.” “A
shower?” Taras looked down at her filthy, blackened self.
“For a shower I think I can do two more blocks.”
She stepped forward again, her legs trembling under her, and with
Taura loping silently at her side like a giant shadow, she moved wearily
forward into the darkness. Chapter
6 - Welcome to Bathory
“Here
it is.” They
had reached an apartment complex - an anonymous white box shining ghostly
pale in the darkness. Taura
indicated a short flight of stairs and jogged up them.
Tara stood at the bottom, utterly drained.
There was a click, then a small hiss as the door at the top of the
stairs opened. After a moment
Taura jogged down again, took one look at her, and swept her neatly off
her feet, then jogged up the stairs again, and into the room.
The door hissed closed behind her and the lights clicked instantly
on. Tara felt herself being carefully placed down on a sofa. “Right,”
said Taura. “Food first.” She disappeared from Tara’s line of sight.
Food is good, thought Tara mistily, food is good. ........... She
woke suddenly, and stared around her, disorientated for a moment.
How long have I been asleep? Taura
sat opposite her, two empty trays and a knife and fork scattered at her
feet. Her elation seemed to have seeped away. She slumped into her chair, her face grey with tiredness. Tara
looked at her, then down at herself.
They were both filthy, and bruised, and stinking of smoke, and
tired. But considering Taura
had just escaped her kidnappers and survived not just one but two
spaceship disasters, she seemed a bit... well, a bit depressed, really.
What happened to crazy fun? Tara
straightened up on the sofa, and looked about her.
They were in another off-white room. Seems white is in this year
- whatever year it is. The
furniture was minimal - a sofa, two chairs, what she thought must be a
computer terminal sitting on a desk, with the second chair before it, and
a blank plasma screen hanging on the wall like an empty picture frame.
Three doors in three of the walls, and a window on the fourth side,
currently shuttered against the dark. Cosy. Not.
She looked across at Taura, “So, this is a safe house?
As in, really actually safe?” Taura
nodded. “It should be -
Dendarii covert ops are quality.” “Covert
ops? Super soldier, super
spy?” Tara tried a smile.
“You’re multi-talented, aren’t you?” Taura
blushed slightly, “Well, I haven’t actually done any covert ops,
myself.” She gestured at
her eight foot frame, “I’m not the covert type.
But I’ve done pick-up and mop-up.
So I know the address here, and the code.” “Can
you send a message to your buddies from here?
The Dendar-whatsis? Tell
them where you are, and what’s going on?”
Taura
ducked her head defensively. Hmm, something’s going on there. After an awkward pause, Tara tried again. “Later maybe. And
wow!” she tried to get some enthusiasm into her voice. “You sure can run fast!” Taura
sighed, and shifted uncomfortably in her chair, large clawed hands
dangling between her knees. “Horse
genes,” she said glumly. “I’m
very good at jumping fences too.” Tara
looked at her doubtfully - was that a joke?
She got off the sofa, and pulled up the apartment’s solitary
other chair to sit opposite Taura. She
leaned forward, and placed a hand on Taura’s knee.
"I've always liked horses." Taura’s
knee twitched under her hand. “My
shrink said I should make jokes about it.”
She looked down, still avoiding Tara’s gaze.
This close Tara could see the pattern of bruises darkening on her
face, under all the dirt, together with the angry red welts on her wrists
from the razor ties, and a whole host of scratches on her big clawed
hands. You’ve been in the wars, sweetheart. And she felt like they really, really should be worrying
about other things right now, but still...“Your shrink said you should
crack jokes? Who’s he, Mr
Chuckles the Clown?” “She’s
the ship’s counsellor,” said Taura seriously, suddenly looking up to
catch Tara’s eye with her own glowing gaze.
At this distance, the effect was overwhelming.
“She said people were going to notice, and comment and stuff. You know, with the whole being eight foot tall, and having
fangs, and claws. And the
best solution was to joke about it yourself, first.”
“Ah,”
Tara paused. I wonder if
that might have helped me along? With the stutter, and the whole magical
power thing. “Does it work?” she said cautiously.
Taura
shrugged, massively. “Sometimes.
Sometimes it falls flat and I just feel even more like a giant
freaky dumbass.” She looked
away again. “Yeah,”
said Tara, “I get that.” She
stared gloomily at her ill fitting boots. “So, do you know what kind of
horse it was?” Taura
looked up, her attention dragged back from whatever unhappy place it had
gone to. “It never occurred
to me to wonder,” she said, sounding surprised.
“Are there lots of different kinds?” “Oh,
sure,” said Tara. She
smiled at Taura. “There’s
everything from Appaloosas to Arabs to Lipizzaners to Shires to
Thoroughbreds. Then there’s
ponies - lots of kinds of ponies.” Taura
leaned back in her chair and looked into the middle distance. “I
didn’t know that,” she said. “But
then I’ve never seen one. Not
a real one, anyway. Not much
room for horses in space.” “I
can see how that might be true.” said Tara solemnly, “but it’s a
pity you haven’t had a chance. Horses
are cool.” She let a few beats pass.
“Taura,” she said gently, “are you going to tell me anytime
what the hell is going on - why you were kidnapped, and why those other
guys are trying to kill you - and why you won’t contact your friends to
try and get some help with it all?” There
was another long pause. Taura
leant back further, her knee moving under Tara’s hand again, and her
arms crossing unconsciously. “I
expect they spliced lots of different kinds of horse,” she said.
“A bit of this, a bit of that.
I was designed by a Committee - I’m lucky I didn’t wind up
looking like a camel.” She
looked abruptly across at Tara. “That
was another joke by the way.” “A
camel is a horse designed by a Committee,” said Tara automatically. And
you’re avoiding the question. “That’s
right!” said Taura, "that’s what Miles said!
I didn’t realise it was a quote.”
Just for a moment her face lit up, enthusiastically - then she sank
back again, the moment past. “But
I haven’t seen a real camel either, so that one’s kinda lost on me
too. And at that point, her huge shoulders began to shake, and her body to
rock, and she was bawling like a big - a very big - baby. Tara
stared, and then rather tentatively leaned forward and patted Taura on the
shoulder. When that had no
effect, she got up, perched on the chair arm, and hugged Taura as hard as
she could. "I
don't understand how I got here, or why on earth I'm on a spaceship three
hundred years in the future," She paused, "That doesn't make
sense does it? I'm not on Earth. I'm on a different planet.
Literally." She paused again, trying to get her head around the idea. "You're
not far from Earth," said Taura tentatively, "No more than two
jumps away, with a little bit of shuttling in-between. And I've been
thinking about the why." Taura wriggled, a little guiltily, “I
think maybe, possibly, I might have summoned you.”
She looked over at Tara, and bit her lip. “Summoned
me?” said Tara, unconsciously taking her arm from Taura’s shoulders.
“Summoned me how?” “I
did a ceremony,” Taura said, shifting in her chair, “to seek a
Guardian Spirit. A guy called Duvitiski told me about it,” she went on
hurriedly. “I was, I was upset about not having a mom and dad, or
grandparents, you know, or great-grandparents.
No family. No one to
burn an offering for me. But
Duv, he said I do have ancestors, lots of them.”
She grinned briefly, “He said where he came from I’d be counted
mighty lucky, because I had more ancestors than anyone else.
Hundreds of thousands, maybe.” “Because
of the gene splicing.” said Tara, interested despite herself.
“Yes - every gene, and bit of gene had to come from someone.” “Or
something,” said Taura quietly, “but yes - I’ve got more
ancestors than almost anyone, ever.”
She shifted uncomfortably, “Anyway, Duv said when his people had
something hard to face, they did this ceremony to invoke a guardian spirit
from among the spirits of their ancestors.
Someone to help them through it all.”
She looked hopefully at Tara. “You
think that's me?” said Tara slowly.
“You think I’m your great-great grandma or something?” “Lots
more greats,” said Taura, “if you’re from the Earth’s twentieth
century.” “But
I never had any children,” said Tara doubtfully, “so I’m not sure
how I can be your ancestor - not directly anyway.” She frowned. “Maybe
my brother had kids.” “Or
maybe somebody got a DNA sample of you sometime, said Taura, “Looking
for a witchy gene or something. It
could have been in the Jackson's Whole databanks a whole long time.
They had some pretty amazing stuff.” Tara
looked at Taura’s hopeful face. They
told me I was a monster too. And
maybe somewhere along the line someone in Sunnydale had believed that, and
thought they could grow their own pet monsters to order. She
shied away from the thought. She
looked at Taura sitting uncomfortably in the chair.
“So, what’s the hard thing you have to face, that I’m here to
help you with?” Chapter
7 - Misunderstandings “It
has to do with a ceremony,” said Taura evasively.
“But, but maybe we should, you know, shower, and eat first.
I can tell you about it later.
I mean you’ve had kinda a lot to take in, all at once.” Tara
stared at her - rather a lot to take in?
Well, yes you could put it that way. Gene manipulation, time
travel, spaceships, guardian spirits, and most especially, Life After
Death. It’s quite a lot to
get the mind around - maybe a shower would be a good start.
Taura
gestured towards a closed door, and Tara stepped over to it, and waved her
hand doubtfully over the keypad. The
door slid open and she stepped inside to find herself in a tiny cubicle. There was a silver box on the wall, another on the floor
facing it. Sink, toilet,
maybe? If so, where was the shower? Could
be embarrassing if I pick the wrong one.
She turned back to Taura. “Sorry,”
she said, “you’re going to have to show me what goes where.” Taura
quirked an eyebrow, then heaved herself to her feet with a sigh, and
ambled over. ............ Tara
stood alone in the bathroom. Taura
had conducted a brief tour, seeming to fill every inch of the tiny space,
and then withdrawn. Turned
out the silver box on the wall opened to reveal a sink, with a mirror
above it. The silver box on
the floor had a lid, which flipped back to reveal what was recognisably a
seat. She’d used that first
- all the fleeing, and the persistent terror had made that a priority.
And now for a shower.... for a shower, you closed the two boxes,
and the bathroom door, and stood in the middle of the space, said
“begin” - and a fine spray of water hit you from every direction.
Of course that meant it was smart idea to put your clothes outside
first. She
slipped off the purloined boots, and pants, and then the white cotton
shift, and regarded it for a moment.
It was the first time she’d really looked at it.
It was off-white, with white stitching, completely plain, no
collar, no cuffs. Well, at
least it’s not a shroud. It
hung loosely from her hands - utterly baffling.
One more mystery in a sea of mysteries.
She slid it to the floor, revealing bright red bands around both of
her wrists, left by the Minoan mercenaries’ razor ties.
She rubbed her left wrist thoughtfully. Seems a bit hard I can
still get hurt, when I’m a ghost. And
dirty, and tired..... She
opened the cubicle door, and tossed her clothes out in a heap, closed the
door, and then spoke firmly, “Begin”.
Hot water laced with some kind of soap sprayed her vigorously, in a
constantly moving stream from head to foot.
Aaaah! It was like
standing in the fine spray from a waterfall. Wonderful.
Until the force of the water made her aware of a whole
catalogue of aches and bruises - on her shoulders, her hips, her shins.
And there were blisters on her feet, worn there by the stolen
boots, and now stinging from the soap.
Taura must be in much worse shape.
I should let her get a shower, and then I should take a look at
her. As the thought took shape she felt her eyes closing, her body
sagging. She was shocky, and
exhausted - and if she didn’t get out of here soon she was going to fall
asleep on her feet. “End!”
she said sharply, and grabbed the door and stepped out.
Taura
was seated at the terminal keyboard, typing efficiently, her back turned. Tara
looked down self consciously - she was stark naked and dripping wet.
She grabbed up her filthy clothes from the floor, and held them
against across her chest. Across
the room another meal tray sat on the table, steaming gently. Her mouth watered. Taura
turned round. “Ah,” she
said. “I forgot to tell you about the dry cycle.”
She pressed a last couple of keys, and then levered herself stiffly
to her feet, went to a closet, and pulled out two fluffy white robes.
She stepped over to Tara and held the first robe open, and Tara
ducked gratefully into it. “Thanks.” To
her newly sensitive nostrils, Taura stank.
Of smoke, and sweat, and other things.
Every visible part of her was streaked with soot, or dirt, and her
bruises blossomed through the dirt like purple stains.
On an impulse, Tara stretched up on tiptoe - and discovered that
she couldn’t even reach Taura’s chin, let alone her cheek.
She pressed a kiss against her collarbone instead, and Taura shied
backward like a startled horse. Tara pulled away, disconcerted.
What the hell did I do that for? Maybe it was the shock; shock
makes people behave strangely, doesn’t it? Taura’s
hand rose doubtfully to her neck, and she stared down.
Tara gave a weak smile. “Your
turn in the shower,” she said, “Oh - and where’s the bed?”
A long silence stretched between them.
“That is,” said Tara, “I didn’t mean... there could be two
beds.” Idiot, idiot! Taura
pointed silently, then stepped very cautiously around her, as though she
was dangerous wild animal that might bite at any minute, and headed for
the shower. Tara picked up
the meal tray, and headed for the bedroom.
She heard a faint rustle behind her and turned. Taura
stood by the shower door. She
had slipped her jacket off, and now she slowly unbuttoned her shirt, and
slid it carefully off her no doubt still sore shoulders.
Her skin was tan, with a glossy sheen to it, her muscles long and
smoothly defined. Her hands
went to the waistband of her trousers, and Tara’s breath caught in her
throat with a little gasp. Taura
turned suspiciously towards her, catching her squarely in the act in
staring. Tara
looked away, blushing bright red, and headed swiftly for the bedroom with
her tray. So now she
thinks I’m some kind of voyeuristic pervert - great going.
She slammed the bedroom door shut, and rested her back against
it, her heart pounding. There
was a large bed, nearly the size of the room.
Maybe things will all feel better in the morning.
Or, or more stable - or less weird anyway. I’m too tired to put it right now; if I try I’ll just
screw it all up even more. She
pulled back the coverlet, and tried to make herself comfortable in the
bed, the tray on her knees. The
food went down in moments, the sheets were soft and comforting.
Just for a moment she was reminded of home.... she closed her eyes,
and fell instantly into a deep well of sleep. Chapter
8 - Deeper and Deeper Mmmm,
she was comfy. She lay with
her eyes closed, buried deeply under the covers, snuggled up to something
wonderfully warm. She
snuggled closer to the warm bulk beside her - which moved abruptly,
sliding downward and away. She
opened her eyes a crack- oh, it was okay, Taura was just shifting on to
her back. Taura lifted her
arm as she turned, and Tara tucked her head under it, rested her cheek on
the softness of bosom, grasped a handful of fluffy robe, and pressed it
against her cheek. “Mmm,”
she said. Taura’s
arm pressed against her back, and her hand moved lower to splay across
Tara’s ass and press her more tightly against her side.
Tara rolled obediently, and her knee touched Taura’s leg.
The hand continued to press, and she moved her leg to drape it
across Taura’s thigh. She
felt her robe open, and her body press against smooth firmly-muscled
flesh. “Mmm,” she said
again. The
hand was moving now, it spread across her buttocks as big as a baseball
glove, very gently squeezing and pressing.
She felt her legs splay open more.
A second huge hand appeared on her waist, pushed her robe away, and
then slid up her body, to her breast.
A large thumb ran across her nipple and she gasped, then she felt
her whole breast swallowed in a firm grip, and her nipple caught between
finger and thumb, which began to rub gently together.
The sensation was incredible.
The hand on her ass grasped and lifted her, and she was riding
Taura’s thigh, which rose up to meet her.
She felt a long clawed finger running down the cleft between her
buttocks, sliding deeper, running swiftly downward, and then burrowing
down to where she was splayed against the long length of Taura’s thigh.
Every drop of blood in her body seemed to have settled in her
pussy; she could hear her herself distantly, groaning, and rocking, her
face buried in the softness of Taura’s robed shoulder, her body
suspended on Taura’s strong limbs.
The waves of feeling were so intense she was having trouble
thinking, until the hand holding her breast relaxed its grip, and slid
down her belly towards her legs, and the hand already there lifted her up
to meet it, long, long fingers slid inside her and there was no thought
left. Tara
lay sweating, breathing ragged, body trembling.
Taura's right arm rested loosely across her back.
As she caught her breath, she nuzzled against Taura’s robe, found
an opening to her skin, and planted a kiss.
She could feel Taura’s heart pounding, not quite as wild as her
own, but faster, deeper. “Ungh,”
she said. “That was....
unexpected. But very, very
nice.” There
was no answer. Taura still
lay beneath her. Has she
fallen asleep? I must be
giving her pins and needles at least. She
slid very gently off Taura’s recumbent form, and out from under her
right arm, and wriggled up the bed to poke her head out from under the
covers. Taura lay on her back, her head pressed firmly against the
pillow, her eyes hidden in the shadow cast by her brows.
Tara pulled herself further up the bed and rested her head on the
pillow beside Taura. Her
profile was formidable - jutting planes and angles, an outline of an upper
fang. Tara reached out a hand
to gently brush away the tangles of hair from Taura’s forehead.
Her braid was undone, and dark hair frizzed in every direction.
After a couple of vain attempts to smooth it down, Tara desisted,
and ran her fingers instead over the heavy brow ridge, across Taura’s
eyebrow. She turned and kissed Taura lightly on the cheek, “Sleep
well, sweetheart.” “I’m
not asleep.” Taura’s head
turned to face her, eyes glowing, face unreadable as a Easter Island
statue. “Oh,”
squeaked Tara, “I thought...” With the silence, and the not-hugging
and the not-kissing. “I thought you must be asleep.” She
leant over and kissed Taura on the lips, a little awkwardly - the fangs
tended to get in the way. Taura
didn’t respond. “Taura,”
said Tara gently, trying not to feel hurt, “Is something wrong?” “No.” Taura shifted in the bed.
“You wanted to have sex, didn’t you?” There
was something accusing about her tone.
Tara felt a humiliating blush creep up her cheeks.
She pulled away, and sat up in the bed, pulling her robe around
her. “I - yes, I did.” There were a hundred things she wanted to say, all angry.
She bit them down, tried to understand what had gone wrong, started
again. “Didn’t you want
to? I mean, I just woke up,
and, and you started it.” Oh
God - I said ‘you started it’ - I can’t believe I said that. Taura
rolled onto her back again, breaking eye contact.
“Yes, and so, we had sex. And
nothing’s wrong.” Tara
drew a deep breath. Yet
again, something was going on here that she didn’t understand.
And I’m tired - I’m tired of always being somewhere, doing
something I don’t understand. I
don’t understand why we just did that, and now she’s angry at me.
And it’s not fair. She
felt tears prick under her eyelids, and squeezed her eyes shut to stop
them. She opened her mouth, “Well, we didn’t really have sex,
as such, did we? You just,
you know...” She stopped, angry at herself for not being able to be more
explicit. She drew a deep
breath. I can say this,
“You just gave me a hand job, basically.” Taura
drew a deep, ragged breath. “Not
good enough for you?” Her
face turned cold and angry, “I can go down on you if you want - it
you’re not afraid I’ll bite something off.”
She threw back the covers and got abruptly to her feet, sliding off
her bathrobe, magnificently naked, seeming to fill all the space in the
tiny room. “I’m having
another shower,” she said. “No,
you’re not!” Taura
turned, her hand on the doorknob, her brows drawn formidably together. Tara
trembled slightly. Wow,
that came out louder than I intended.
“You are not leaving until we can sort this out a bit more,”
she said firmly. “Stop
me,” said Taura, and she marched out of the door, and slammed it behind
her. ………… Tara
sat in the bed, robe clutched at her throat, her stomach churning.
She wanted to leave, now, and be as far away from Taura as
possible. Only if I did
run, where would I go? I’m
trapped here, chained to Taura by her summoning.
And if I lose her, will I disappear?
The terror of that thought caught in her throat. She beat it
down. So, I can stay here,
take whatever Taura dishes out, or run off down the street like an idiot,
or... she drew a deep breath.... or, I can make her talk to me,
explain what the hell is going on - with her, and, and with everything.
God, I really, really don’t want to do this. But
she got up, pulled the front of her robe together and belted it firmly,
then walked out into the main room and over to the bathroom door.
She hesitated, listening to the hiss of water the other side of the
door, then hit the keypad firmly. The
door drew back, and the shower turned itself abruptly off.
Taura looked around, startled, and then ostentatiously turned her
back again. “Go away,”
she said, the muscles in her back tensed, “I’m showering.” “No
you aren’t,” said Tara. “The
water won’t come on unless I shut the door again.” Taura
swung back to her, her fangs showing in a ferocious snarl.
“I can make you shut the door.” Tara
stood her ground, despite an almost overwhelming desire to run. “And I
can burn a hole in it if it you do. I
don’t know what this morning was about,” she said, hoping her voice
didn’t tremble, “but I think you owe me an explanation about a lot of
things. That included.” Taura
took two angry steps towards her, soapy water running in streaks down her
breasts and belly. Her
shoulders were rigid with tension, and her hands were clenching and
unclenching unconsciously. This
close, her height, and sheer bulk was overwhelmingly intimidating.
The ancient part of Tara’s brain was screaming at her to run, run
now! But I’m dead
already, she thought stubbornly, she can’t kill me.
And I need to know stuff. Taura’s
huge hands closed around her shoulders, and she jumped. Taura’s
head tilted on one side, “You’re in my shower.
Uninvited. I think
I’m entitled to move you.” Her
hands tightened, and lifted Tara slightly off her feet. Tara
shook her head stubbornly - it felt like a bag of sand, bobbing on her
shoulders. Her teeth were beginning to chatter. “You summoned me,” she said, “now you deal with it.
In your shower, and out of it.” Taura
stared down at her, the muscles in her arms bunching and trembling.
Tara felt nails digging into her.
Taura growled - a deep terrifying noise from deep in her throat,
then she abruptly released Tara’s shoulders, turned away, and slumped to
the ground, her back against the bathroom wall, her head in her hands.
“What do you want me to do?”
she said. Tara
was gasping, adrenaline pumping through her.
“I want you to finish your shower, she said.
“And then I want you to talk to me.
Because you really, really need to tell me exactly what is going
on. I can’t help you
otherwise.” She bent
forward, and tilted Taura’s huge chin very gently upward, and looked
into her eyes - she was slowly getting accustomed to that hypnotic glow,
it only made her jump a fraction this time. Taura
straightened up, and wiped her arm over her eyes and mouth, avoiding her
still sore nose - looking just for a moment like a cute little kid.
Then the hand moved away, and her dramatic features sprung back
into prominence again. “Nobody
can help,” she said miserably. “They’ve
done real good already. But
they’ve hit a full stop now. I
thought for a long time I was probably going to die around thirty, thirty
five, of old age. But Super Soldiers just aren’t built to last.” She
took a deep breath, “The soft tissue in my body is breaking down. The
walls of all the vessels and organs are getting weaker, and my metabolism
is crazy, even with all the drugs. It's going to go critical very
soon." She sniffed a
little more. "I’ve been riding my luck for more than a decade,
anyway - none of my clones lasted past sixteen. But Miles got me medical therapy and stuff, and I made it all
the way to twenty-six.” She looked away again. "He thinks he can
fix it again, but he can't. So I did the ceremony with Duvitiski and asked
for guidance." Tara
stared at her in shock, Twenty-six?
No one should have to die when they were twenty-six.
She sat down beside Taura, regardless of the wet floor. “This is
why you did the ceremony to call on your spirit ancestor,” she said
suddenly, “because you knew you were dying?” She put her arm around
Taura's shoulders, “Oh sweetheart, I think you really ran out of luck.
I’m not being any use to you. I’m
just running around, clutching at your coat tails.” And every step I
take it seems I get more lost. “No!”
said Taura, “It’s my fault, dragging you into the middle of this
stupid dogfight I’ve gotten myself into.
You shouldn’t drag a civilian into a war. I just didn’t really
think about what a Guardian Spirit would be like - except,” she burst
out, “I didn’t expect a real person!” Tara
stood up again and began to pace in the tiny space.
“No, you were expecting your spirit ancestor to be smart,
weren’t you? You know, all
kinda Tao and Karmic - there to help you prepare for death and all?
But I’m no smarter than the next person.” She paused, “And when, when I died, I certainly wasn’t
ready for it - and I don’t seem to remember anything at all about being
dead - no getting all enlightened, and at one with the universe or
whatever.” She stopped and
looked at Taura again, “I don’t know how I got here,” she said,
“or what’s going to happen to me, or even how I can help you with what
you have to face. But I’ll
try, if you’d like that.” She
drew a deep breath, “and now, you need to rinse off, and get dressed,
and then you can tell me about the dogfight, and we’ll take it from
there.” “You’re
right, about all of it...” said Taura.
Her arms dangled loosely in her lap, her hair clung about her face “Thanks,”
said Tara. “....except
for what you said before, about me being out of luck - that’s wrong, I
think I am lucky. “When
I asked for an ancestor spirit, I was lucky to get you.”
Then a tentative little smile lit her face, “Just think, I could
have ended up sharing a room with a ghost pony or something!” Tara
laughed despite herself, “Cimarron, Spirit of the Wind!” she said.
“That would have been way more dramatic.” Taura was grinning back at her, although she couldn’t
possibly know what that meant. Maybe
that therapist chick had a point, thought Tara.
Maybe joking about stuff is the only way to get through it
sometimes. “I’m flattered you think you’re lucky,” she went
on, as cheerfully as she could, “but so far I think it’s you doing all
the helping. And,” she said
gently, “I seem to have screwed up on the... personal front.
I was looking at you because you’re so beautiful, but I didn’t
think I was entitled or anything.” Taura’s
eyes flickered sideways, and away. “I’m sorry,” she said, “I
shouldn’t have.... but most often people act like I should be grateful
if they want me. And then
they’re scared I’ll hurt them - bite them or crush them to death or
something. Not Miles,” her
face became distant, “but he’s gone, and anyway, he was a kind of
freak himself.” She rose to
her feet, arms clutched about her, and shivered a little. “You’re
not a freak, and you’re not a monster,” said Tara firmly. “Let’s
be very clear on that.” She
smiled, “And now, I’m going to try and figure out how to make coffee
in this place. If I haven’t
figured it out by the time you finish your shower, you get to make
breakfast.” Chapter
9 - Rescue
They
sat facing one another over cereal and drinks, still dressed in their
bathrobes. Taura had taken their filthy clothes and put them in some
kind of futuristic washing machine, which was now whumping softly in the
background. Tara
had finished eating some time ago, and now sat watching in silent
fascination as Taura shovelled down plateful after plateful of cereal,
until she swallowed her last spoonful, lifted her mug, and sat back with a
sigh. “So,
can you tell me about the mess you've got yourself into?” said Tara. Taura
straightened and nodded, her expression becoming serious.
“Okay, I have to go back a bit,” she said, “to when the Fleet
doctor found out about, about how I was dying. He contacted Miles, who got
me a place at some experimental gene therapy clinic on Beta that's really
cutting edge and famous." She fell silent, and looked at her plate. "That
sounds good," said Tara, encouragingly. But
Taura shook her head. "No, I didn’t want it.”
Her face was stern, and distant.
“Spending the last of my time in hospital, on a drip - seemed
like a waste. But my captain
didn’t see it that way - he’s scared of Miles of course. So he made it
an order for me to go. So, so I deserted. And then of course I
couldn’t use my credit chip because they’d trace me.”
Her eyes flickered up for a moment.
“I got currency chits out, she said defensively, “before I
went. But everything is so
expensive. I didn’t realise.
And the Dendarii - and the Barrayarans probably - have been chasing me all
the way to Bathory." Tara
held up a hand. This was the
second time Taura had mentioned Miles, who apparently made all things
happen. Who was this man, who seemed to be pulling all the strings that
were dragging her and Taura left and right?
“Miles is the guy who isn’t scared of you crushing him, or
biting him, right?” she said. “I’m
guessing from that you were... close at one time.” Taura
bit her lip. “He’s
married now,” she said, “to someone else.”
Her impressive jaw jutted. “And
I don’t want to see him,” she said firmly.
“He’ll only persuade me to do whatever he wants me to do, which
is go to Beta, and I won’t.” Tara
blinked. That didn’t
exactly make sense. Okay, back a step. "And what have the
Barrayarans got to do with things?” “Barrayar
is this planet in the middle of nowhere." Taura shrugged, "They
wouldn't matter much, but they've got control of a wormhole. That's where
Miles is from - and he was our - I mean the Dendarii's - Admiral. Now he's
retired back to Barrayar. I went there once. It's nice. Green.”
"But
he still kind of runs things? If your captain is still taking his
orders?" Taura
sighed. "Everyone does what he says. He's just that sort of man. So,
I wound up on Chrysoprase with no money, just ahead of the Triumph
- and first this man wants me to whore for him, then the next man, he
wanted me to kill his wife - for a thousand Betan dollars would you
believe? And then I met Gul
Sanford, who said he was a merchant looking for a bodyguard as far as
Bathory, which was the right direction for me, so I said yes - but then it
turned out he was a smuggler, which I should have thought of, since this
was Chrysoprase after all.” She
was silent for a minute. “I
don’t do very well out on my own,” she said sadly. Tara
wondered what had happened to the first two men.
Maybe Taura just cracked their heads on a convenient nearby
wall? “So, there you
were working for the smuggler....” Taura
nodded, "And we arrived on Bathory, and met up with his business
contacts, and I was just thinking they seemed awfully familiar, when all
four of them turned around and hit me with their stunners, turned on high,
while Royston just stood there and watched, grinning. When I came round we
were in orbit, and I was in their filthy so-called medlab getting shot
full of something else, and some grinning sadist pretending to be a doctor
told me the next time I was going to wake up was at an illegal auction on
some asteroid in the outer quadrant." She shook her head. "The
Pelete are very bad people, Tara. Space scum. Pirates, slavers, gene
traders. I'm glad we blew up their ship." Tara
shifted uncomfortably. She wasn't at all sure she was glad. But she was
glad that Taura hadn't been killed, or sold somewhere. "Well, I'm
glad we got out of there, and made it here safely." Taura's
long lips quirked "It's a good thing they didn't know how fast my
metabolism is running right now. Or that I was going to meet a witch who
can cut through reinforced doors by thinking about it. We gave them quite
a surprise." Tara
shivered, remembering, "The door thing surprised me too. But you were
awake within five minutes of them dumping you in that cell with me. " "Yeah,"
Taura looked at her claws for a moment. "A silver lining for every
cloud, I suppose." Tara
took a large hot hand in hers. The
door of the apartment hissed open. Taura rose to her feet impossibly fast,
dragging Tara with her, and then stopped. Five soldiers in grey and white
uniforms came through the door, stunners in hand.
Two of them stepped forward and aimed their stunners, the second
two closed the door neatly and stood either side of it.
The fifth figure, smaller and lighter than the rest, walked into
the room. “Hi,
Sergeant Taura!” she said cheerfully.
“You’ve been having a lively time, I hear.
Hands on the table, where I can see them, please.”
She gestured with her stunner, and Taura sank back down into her
chair again, and placed her hands on the table’s flat surface.
Tara mimicked her, heart racing in her throat.
Welcome to your new life, Tara - never a dull moment.
Just like the last one.... The
soldier stepped forward, pushing back her hood.
Her hair was dark, her face beautiful.
Taura’s hand twitched towards an abortive salute.
“Admiral Quinn!” “In
person,” said Quinn affably. “You’re
being detained for going absent without leave.
Any questions?” Taura's
face, after its first expression of shock, had now settled to a quiet
wariness. “I’m not going to Beta, Sir.” “No,”
agreed Quinn, her affability unaffected.
“You are coming back to the Triumph, under military
escort. Which may prevent you getting your big dumb head shot
off. Possibly.
There seem to be a bunch of guys running around here, real keen to
poach them some werewolf.” Taura’s
jaw stuck out. “I’m not
scared of them.” Quinn
tilted her head, “Fancy going out in a blaze of glory, huh?
Butch and Sundance stuff? Speaking
of which...” She gestured
with her gun towards Tara, “...where did you pick up Sundance here?
And is she up for this glorious suicide idea?” Tara
cleared her throat, “It’s complicated....” A
beep sounded, and the soldier on Quinn’s left put a hand to his ear,
listening to a message. He
looked up. “Time to leave, sir,” he said urgently. Quinn
turned back to Taura. “Going
to disobey a direct order, sergeant?
Because if so I’m going to stun you right now.” Tara
looked across at the four soldiers by the door.
Their faces were expressionless.
Four of them - they might just be able to carry an
unconscious Taura out of here and down a flight of stairs, but she bet
they weren’t looking forward to the idea. Apparently it wasn’t going
to be an issue, though. Taura had hunched defensively over her cereal bowl, staring
down at her huge clawed hands. “No,
sir,” she said in a small voice. “Then
let’s go.” Quinn gestured
with her stunner. Tara
looked across at Quinn, who stood at a kind of easy attention, bouncing a
little on her toes. “Our
clothes are in the washing thing,” she said, feeling like an idiot even
as she said it. “Well,”
said Quinn, “I suppose if you’re lucky they might be dry before the
police arrive to take you for a ride.” Taura
looked up sharply, "Tara comes with me.” Quinn
frowned, “You are not in a position to dict...” Taura
surged to her feet, hands clenched - even the fluffy bathrobe failing to
make her less than terrifying. Five
stunners trained on her nervously. “Tara comes with me,” she said
again, emphasising each word. There
was a long tense silence, then suddenly Quinn grinned, “Shouldn’t that
be, Tara comes with me, Sir?”
She looked at Tara, frozen in her seat, and Taura looming in front
of her, and shrugged. “Okay,
we’ll bring along a passenger - but we have to move now!” ........... Tara
sat squashed uncomfortably in what seemed to be the luggage section at the
back of a shuttle as it powered away from the city centre towards the
shuttleport. The soldiers sat ahead of them in two rows of seats, while
Quinn regarded them from the gangway.
Tara was pressed up against Taura’s side from knee to shoulder.
At some point Taura had taken her hand again, and now it lay
swallowed in a huge hot paw. She adjusted the skirt of her bathrobe nervously with the
other hand. One of these
days I am actually going to get some underwear. Quinn
came down the aisle of the shuttle, and sat opposite them, a headset
dangling on her shoulders. “Time
for a little talk,” she said pleasantly. Taura
shifted, and Tara could feel her whole body quivering with tension.
For herself, being found by the friendliest of all the players in
this game seemed like a big relief. But
it couldn’t be that way for Taura.
These were the people she had run away from originally. Quinn
pointed a stern finger at Taura. “You,”
she said, “have caused a whole heap of trouble.” “You
didn’t have to come after me,” said Taura quietly. “Ahem,”
said Quinn, “I beg to differ there.
Had we not come after you, we
- I - would have had to explain that to Miles.
Which would have been.... difficult, to say the least.” “I
don’t want to go to Beta,” said Taura again. Her hand tightened on
Tara’s. “No,
I’ve got the message, there,” said Quinn.
She leaned back, her arms folded.
“I must admit I assumed you were just going off somewhere to open
a vein or something, but instead you apparently went off looking for a job
minding a gun runner.” Taura
stiffened, offended. “I had
a plan,” she said. “I
just didn’t realise how expensive everything is, so I needed a job for a
week or two. And I didn't know what he was doing. He said it was medical
equipment. And I still would
have got there,” she said broodingly, “if those crims hadn’t got in
the way.” “Where
would you have gone?” said Quinn gently. Taura
sent a little glance Tara’s way. “I
was going to Margulis Station,” she said defensively, “to meditate,
and commune with my spirit guide, and make offerings to my ancestors.” Quinn
looked concerned, “Well, that’s.... kind of appropriate - but surely
you didn’t want to die in some pisshole of a space station, all by
yourself - without your friends?” “I
didn’t want to go to Beta,” said Taura. “Miles would have made me.
I know he would. Because he thought it was best." Some
sort of understanding passed between the two women.
“Maybe,” said Quinn with a sigh, “he is very inclined to
think he knows best, it’s true. And
very often he’s right, of course. But
I think you could have fought your corner.” “No!”
Taura
banged her fist on knee in frustration, “Don’t you see?
I’m dying, I’m sick.
He’d have persuaded me, or you’d have persuaded me, or
someone.... because in the
end I’d have been too tired to keep saying no.
And I wanted to go to Margulis Station - and, and meet my
ancestors. And that’s what I'm going to do, unless you lock me up or
hand me over to the Bathorians. I'm going to Margulis station with
Tara." There
was pause. Tara looked doubtfully at Quinn, trying to gauge her response
to Taura's words. The Admiral’s face was a miracle of harmonious planes
and angles, her skin flawless, her eyes dark and liquid, and everything
little thing in perfect proportion. The
effect was stunning, but in repose her beauty was a mask that made her
face largely unreadable. “Well
now," said Quinn, “you haven't yet explained who Tara is.” Tara
felt Quinn’s gaze settle on her, coolly assessing.
She shuffled back in her seat.
You knew this was coming, eventually. “She
seems be your girlfriend,” said Quinn, as the silence continued. “No!”
said Taura and Tara together. Quinn
raised an eyebrow, and looked at their clasped hands.
“No?” Tara
dropped Taura's hand and cleared her throat, self consciously.
She drew a deep breath, “Like, I said, it’s rather difficult to
explain,” she began. “You
don’t have to explain anything,” interrupted Taura, scowling at Quinn. Quinn
shook her head. “Actually, “you do have to explain - everything.
The local authorities here have got an exploded ship in their local
space, cluttering up the space lanes and bumping into their satellites,
and scans indicate it was carrying a cargo of explosive ordnance, which
presents them with a nasty little contamination problem; plus they've got
two dead Pelete crew in their station, and another six live ones
kicking up a fuss in their jail. And they know you've got something to do
with it." "You
need to tell them about Sanford," Tara said urgently, "He betrayed
Taura." "Yeah,"
Taura's lips curved back into a snarl. "He needs catching, and then
he needs to have his head twisted right off his shoulders. And I'm
volunteering." "Oh,
I will." Quinn nodded. "But what I do with you two is still a
very open question." She looked at Taura. "Especially you."
Tara
looked at her doubtfully. That didn't sound good.
She squeezed Taura’s hand convulsively and felt an answering
squeeze. Something inside was closing down. Too many shocks, too many new
things, too little sleep and food. She
knew she had to try and deal with this new thing too, but right now she
really didn’t want to. She shifted in the cramped space, and leaned into
Taura’s neck, closing her eyes. There,
that feels nice. She
heard Quinn sigh. “I am
going to need answers from you, and soon, blondie.
Closing your eyes and snuggling up to your not-girlfriend isn't
going to cut it.” There
was a low rumbling growl from Taura, sounding amazingly loud against
Tara’s ear. She opened an
eye and saw Quinn twitch back slightly.
Really, thought Tara blearily, Quinn looked like a cover girl, not
a soldier. But the way Quinn
held herself, the authority in her voice, and above all, her rank, told a
different story. “Okay
- I’ll wait,” said Quinn levelly, “but not for long. And sergeant?
Growling at a superior officer is insubordination.
Don’t do it again.” She gave a big sigh, and leant her head
back, cricking her neck from side to side.
"I am going to need a lot more answers, and soon. For now we
have to get off this dirtball without getting a laser cannon up our
tailpipe, and when we get to the ship you need med care, and I need a nap.
After that, it's question time." Chapter
10 - Triumph "After
you." Sergeant Kimura stood by the opened door of the medlab, and
gestured them inside. A trooper followed them, and stood stolidly by the
door, weapon drawn. “Yes,
sir,” said Taura, sounding subdued.
She stepped through the door, enormous in a one-piece suit of pale
grey, flicked a glance at the man sitting with his back to them at the
console, then looked away. The
man turned. "Ah, sergeant. Still in one piece, I see." "Yes
sir, sorry sir." "Sorry
you're in one piece?" He came across the room, and took hold of
Taura's wrist, feeling her pulse. He frowned, and reached up high to press
a thermometer against her ear. Taura
shifted her feet. "Sorry I messed up the treatment, sir. I know you
worked very hard on it." The
doctor rolled his eyes. "The only person damaged by you not taking
your meds is you, sergeant. Anyway, come and sit down. I always get a
crick in my neck trying to treat you." He turned to Tara and gave her
a brief, thorough look up and down. "Anything major I can't see,
young woman? Apart from the burn on your cheek and the bruises?" Tara's
hand went up to her face, remembered the blue flash, and the faint sizzle
in the air. She'd forgotten that somehow, with everything else going on.
"No, that's it." Nothing else apart from being dead, anyway. "Fine."
The doctor waved for a medic, who had come into the room behind them,
towing a tray of instruments that floated behind her. "Norwood, you
fix this young lady up, if you will." He pointed to the couch.
"And the sergeant here will lie down and let me take some tests, and
put her drip in, and not twitch around and bitch about how bored she is
for once." A
faint smile twitched at Taura's lip. The first since they'd been found by
the Dendarii, thought Tara. "I don't bitch, sir. We in the Dendarii
never bitch. Against company policy." The
doctor snorted. "As far as I can tell, no-one here ever stops." Tara
let herself be led to one side, noticing out of the corner of her eye that
the trooper at the door was following her with his stunner. I suppose
it's kind of flattering to be considered more of a threat than Taura, if I
want to look at it that way. Norwood pointed her to a chair, and once
she had sat down, tilted her head to one side. “You
guys found me real fast,” Taura said, from behind her. “ I suppose I
didn’t hide my trail very well.” Kimura
laughed, “Sarge, you couldn’t have been more traceable with a flashing
light strapped to your head." Norwood
give a little amused snort of agreement, as she ran what seemed to be a
small light over the burn on Tara's cheek. "You’re eight feet tall
with fangs," continued Kimura cheerfully, "and anyone who pisses
you off winds up in hospital. Plus,
when you got to Bathory there were so many crims with guns charging around
in your wake, it’s a miracle there hasn’t been a traffic jam.” He
leaned back against the wall and grinned, “Except that the bad guys’
ship seem to have been wrecked.” Tara
opened her mouth to explain about the pirate ship, then thought better of
it. "Hold still," said Norwood. The burn on her cheek grew warm. Kimura
looked at Taura and shook her head. “We
were late to the party, ladies, even though the Admiral ran us at max
speed all the way across six wormholes.
The only reason we got to you first is we didn’t stop to try and
shoot up anyone else. Even when we spotted the Pelete." "And
then it went 'boom!'" anyway, said Norwood, grinning. "Made our
day." "No
loss," agreed Taura, her lips rippling into a terrifying snarl.
"Slavers. And gene traders." "With
a bit of pirating on the side," agreed Kimura. "Bad boys all
round. If we could think of a way to mark that as a kill for the Dendarii,
without getting into any complicated explanations with the Bathorian
authorities, we could claim a very nice little bounty." "I
don't see why you can't claim it," Tara spoke, surprising herself.
She'd planned to keep her mouth firmly shut. "Taura's your
sergeant." Norwood gave her an amused look, and applied a gel to the
burn. Taura
shook her head, "I deserted. So I'm not technically a Dendarii
officer right now." "Hmm,"
Kimura steepled her fingertips together. "The Admiral hasn't actually
cashiered you, yet, Sergeant. You're still officially AWOL." Tara
brightened. "And being kidnapped by a bunch of pirates is a very good
reason for her not to have made it back to base.." "Apart
from the whole part where Sergeant Taura was travelling away from
her base when this kidnap took place." Kimura pointed a finger.
"I don't think the Admiral can be bribed into letting that one
drop." "No,"
Taura hung her head. "We're
all looking forward to hearing exactly how you crashed an entire ship from
your prison cell, though." Kimura's grin took in the other three
Dendarii in the room, "Sergeant Taura here gave the Admiral the short
version when we were coming up from planetside - what was it... oh yeah,
'We broke out of our cell, and there was a hull breech. We ejected in a
lifeboat pod.'" Everyone
in the room grinned, and looked expectant. "Let's
just say they didn't count on Tara," said Taura, her lips curving
again, this time into something distinctively wolfish. "She fixed
them." Four
sets of coolly assessing eyes swivelled to look at her. Tara blushed. "And
in an hour or so you get to explain all about that to Admiral Quinn."
said Kimura, "I'm sure she'll be interested." Then her head came
up, "Hey, we're stopping. What's happening?"
She strode to some kind of communicator on the wall, and started an
urgent conversation, then looked up, "Well, shit. We're being
blockaded. Who knew the Bathorians could be that damn speedy?" ................ Quinn sat at the comconsole,
hesitated a moment, and then flicked the button. She had a very brief,
very expensive window of opportunity for a face to face talk with her
ex-Admiral. A long shot of Miles appeared briefly on screen, and then he
disappeared to one side. She gazed at the picture of an empty seat being
beamed to her console, and thought briefly about the past. A little thing
like being blockaded by a pissed-off local administration wouldn't have
stopped Admiral Naismith. But Miles
wasn't Naismith anymore, and never could be. She was the Admiral and he'd
been swallowed up by the demands of Barrayar, where he was a very big Barrayar cheese, with an
Imperial Auditor's pips to prove it. Though that hadn't stopped him
chewing his nails, she noticed, or put a stop to his habit of pacing
manically around the room when he was tense about something. She heard a tactful cough on the
other end of the broadcast. Some crewman, letting his Lord know that the
connection had finally been made. Miles scrambled into the shot, dumping
himself heavily into the chair. "Quinn? What's the
latest?" "We've found her, sir." "Great!" Miles beamed, and
then he hesitated. "That is to say, I hope it's great. How is
she?" "She's
surprisingly good. I'll have Doctor Depalma's report for you soon, but
from a non-expert point of view, I can say that she's still extremely
active. Vigorous, even. She's
been out on her own less three weeks, and she's already smashed a
smuggling ring; she's uncovered a corrupt official in the Bathorian space
authority; and she's destroyed the Pelete, which is crewed by some
of the nastiest people this side of Jackson's Whole. All before we even
managed to catch up with her." "Ah, said Miles, "well,
good. I'm glad. Sounds like she's got some, er restlessness out of her
system." He cocked his head, one eyebrow raised, "And is she
ready to come back to Beta now? It's really becoming quite difficult to
persuade the doctors here at the clinic to keep a place open on their
schedules. They're used to patients clamouring at their doors, rather than
running to the other side of the galaxy to get away from them. The
Director seem to be taking it rather personally." "Ah we have a bit of a problem
there, sir. Well two, actually. For one thing, Taura is still determined
not to go to Beta - she wants
to go to that wacky place on Margulis Station that's built in a crater.
And for another, the Bathorian authorities are determined that we
shouldn't leave their local space. At least without delivering Taura - and
her new friend - to them first. We have two battleships in front of us,
and several warheads pointing our way from the surface. "
"Tricky," said Miles,
mildly. "Just a little," admitted
Quinn, "but hopefully I'll think of something." "I could send out a few feelers
... actually, no - I don't have any favours to call in on Bathory. No one
in their right mind goes there. The Embassy may be able to help,
though." Quinn sighed. "As a last
resort, sir. I don't really want anyone wondering why Barrayar is so keen
to help a Dendarii ship." Miles nodded, and he doodled on the
pad in front of him. "So," he said casually, "Tell me more
about Taura's new friend." Quinn leaned back in her seat.
"Tara - one letter different to Taura, which they both seem to think
is cute." She made a face, and Miles grinned for a moment.
"Second name, Maclay. I've no real idea who she is, despite sending a
ret scan and a swab of her blood to the ImpSec office while we were still
on the surface. So far all they've told me is that she appears to be a
healthy human female, genetically unimproved, id not registered." She
flicked a switch, and Tara's picture came up on screen. Miles gazed at
her, interested. "Which means," Quinn
continued, "that she comes from some backward dirtball somewhere -
such as Barrayar, for example - which has not yet fully embraced the
galactic wide web. Apparently she was a fellow prisoner on the pirate
ship. Which inconveniently is now in tiny pieces, sir, with no records
remaining or crew available to us to interrogate." "I expect Taura got
annoyed," said Miles absently. "She's very opposed to the whole
slavery concept, especially when applied to herself."
He gazed critically at the picture of Tara, who had been snapped
with a blanket wrapped round her and a gel bandage on one cheek, looking
very pale and shocky. It was look he recognised. But then, a spaceship
crash would do that to you - assuming it didn't just blow you into little
pieces, that is. "She doesn't look anything out of the
ordinary." "Apparently, she's absolutely
amazing." Quinn grinned,
and leaned back in her seat. She was starting to enjoy this. "From
what Sergeant Taura tells me, at least. According to her, Tara is a witch,
and her spirit guide. Apparently she can make light, and she can also burn holes
through reinforced security doors, all with the power of her mind. That's
how they got out of their cell." Miles'
eyebrows were climbing up toward his hairline. "Elli..." "And
when I asked the young lady in question just how she could make
light and burn through doors, she blushed and looked modest, and said she
was only a very minor witch, but she had a few powers - and they seemed to
have become more powerful since she died." Miles'
brows had drawn together. "Is she delusional, or is she playing some
game we don't know the rules of yet?" Quinn
held up her hands. "No penta, so no guarantees, but from my
experience I'd say she was entirely earnest. And Taura believes it too - they've bonded big time. Of course it seems
they were both drugged with something very nasty from the Pelete's
pharmacoepia at the time - Taura certainly was. I've ordered medical tests
on both of them to try and find out what." Miles stared at Tara's picture
again. "How convenient
that Taura should meet a spirit guide just when she was looking for
one." Quinn nodded. "And of course
she thinks meeting this Tara woman is a sign that she's on the right
path." Miles rubbed his forehead. "I
can see it would be rather hard to argue her out of that idea. Especially
if this Maclay woman is reinforcing it every which way she can." "And anyway, questioning
others' religious beliefs is contrary to the Dendarii Fleet Equality and
Diversity Policy," said Quinn, smiling blandly. "Introduced by me in my
idealistic stage. You needn't remind me, Ellie, damn you." Miles
tapped his fingers on the console, "Well, you need to sort out this
little local impasse with the Bathorians, and I need to find out more
about this Miss Tara Maclay, and what's she running from. Where does she
say she's from?" "She's from Earth," said
Quinn, "Old Earth, that is. Due to the whole 'being a ghost from
another time' thing." Miles raised an eyebrow.
"Couldn't you do better than that, Quinn?" Quinn shrugged. "She's chosen
her story and she's sticking to it. And besides, every time I so much as
raise my voice to her, the sergeant starts growling at me. It's very
off-putting. And before you ask - no, I can't separate them, They're
attached at the hip. But not girlfriends, apparently." Quinn
shrugged, leaning back in her chair. "Despite the fact that blondie
there was sitting on Taura's lap at this point, and I'd bet good money
they're screwing like bunnies right now in their cabin."
Miles blinked, and shifted
uncomfortably. "Ah, I see. Or rather I don't see. But fast penta is
sounding more attractive by the second." He waved his hand irritably
as Quinn's mouth opened. "I know, I know - we have no grounds, and
besides Taura would kill someone." He wrote a few notes on the page
in front of him. "Send me a recording. I'll find a lingual expert
here. And light a fire under Imp Sec." He stared at Tara's picture
again. "She has something to hide, and we're going to find out what
it is." Chapter
11 - Leaving Bathory Tara
looked around the cabin. Taura's treatment had taken a long time, and
involved a lot of scary needles, but she at least looked better for it.
Less strung out, and she no longer felt quite so feverish. And they'd
eaten, actual hot food that tasted of something - and though she knew that
Quinn would be questioning them again tomorrow, and probably the next day
- she put that gloomy thought aside - for now everything was peaceful
again, and they were safe. Though not if Quinn had to hand them over to
the authorities on Bathory - but Taura and Kimura had said she'd work her
way out of that. They seemed to think Quinn could do most anything. Worry
about it tomorrow, Tara. She
turned back to Taura, “So basically, we’re stuck here for the next
twelve hours?” “Confined
to quarters,” said Taura, not sounding too sorry about it. “We
should really get some more sleep," said Tara tentatively. Taura
nodded. "We'll crash soon, once all the adrenaline wears off." "Um, maybe we should try and do some meditating and
stuff, meanwhile,” said Tara, “I am your spirit guide after all.” “We
could do that,” said Taura. “Or
we could make out,” said Tara. “That
would be good,” said Taura, ducking her head. Tara
took Taura's hand, and met the sudden glow in her eyes without jumping.
She continued her look all the way down to Taura’s toes, and then up
again. She could see a blush starting Taura’s face, and feel an
answering blush on her own. “But we do it properly,” she said, her
voice getting hoarse. “You know, fifty-fifty stuff.” “Yes,”
said Taura, her voice nearly a growl. Tara
stepped over to her and put her hands on Taura’s arms. Her heart was
beating crazily. But there was a basic problem here. Even if Taura bent as
far as she could there wasn’t going to be any lip contact. “You
could sit in my lap,” said Taura hopefully. “How
tall are you kneeling down?” Taura
promptly fell to her knees. “This tall.” Tara
grinned and stepped forward. “Hey, short stuff,” she said, although
Taura still topped her by several inches. She laid her hands on Taura’s
huge muscular shoulders, and rubbed them gently, feeling the slopes and
curves beneath her fingers. Taura had gone very still, her face slightly
downturned to look into Tara’s eyes. This close she seemed both more and
less human. Intelligent, and yet Other. Werewolf, Bear man, Centaur,
thought Tara. She moved her hands to Taura’s face, stroked her fingers
over her brow, her cheeks, her jaw, ran a finger tip along Taura’s long,
long lips. Taura’s mouth opened, and Tara leaned up to kiss her, gently
at first, and careful of her sore nose, then more insistently, tongue
meeting tongue. Taura’s great canines pressed against the outside of her
mouth, sharp and adamant. As their mouths melded, the pressure grew more
insistent. When she pulled back Taura’s expression was withdrawn again. “It
doesn’t work right, does it?” Tara
didn’t pretend not to understand. “your fangs do get in the way a
little,” she said, “but we can find a way round that.” She ran her
hands down the sides of Taura’s neck, trailed them over her collar bone,
and down to Taura’s breasts. She could hear Taura’s breathing quicken,
feel her rise towards her hands. “I
want to take your shirt off.” “Okay.” Heat
was rising from Taura in waves. Tara fumbled at the fastenings, her
eagerness making her clumsy. Everything was on such a massive scale - a
wonderful flesh and blood bounty of femaleness. She
eased the shirt off Taura's shoulders, and slid it down her arms.
"You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," she breathed. "Too
big," said Taura, her head turned slightly away, her jaw clenched. "Hey,"
Tara touched her gently. "Bullshit. You're just right." She let
her hands stray across Taura's skin. "Too
tall," said Taura, her eyes closed. "Tall
is good," said Tara. She let her lips follow her hands, and then
moved up again to kiss Taura's throat. "Monster,"
breathed Taura, her breasts heavy in Tara's hands, her fangs pressed
against Tara's neck. "Lover,
said Tara, "if you want to be." "Yes-s,"
said Taura, "please." ................ Quinn
looked at the doctor's report in her hand. It didn't actually have the
words 'Death Sentence' written across the front in black, but it might
just as well have. Taura's metabolism had cranked up to dizzy levels, and
everything down to her individual blood vessels was wearing thin and
breaking down. All of which, the doctor's report suggested in careful
medical terminology, was no more than he had expected to happen and had
been telling them would happen for the last few months. All the king's
horses and all the king's men are not going to put Sergeant Taura together
again. She
clicked the little data disk into her console, dialled a code and pressed
'send'. Miles would get it in the morning, Beta time. Meanwhile, Doctor
Depalma would have the job of telling Taura. But later, she
thought, no point waking her up just to give her bad news. Assuming
that she was sleeping, that is. Because if two people had ever looked like
they needed to get a room, it was Taura and her mystery friend. Or maybe
they were reciting mystic verses and chanting 'Om', and she was just being
shallow. She
swore, and pulled the data disk out of her console, pushing it into her
top pocket. What was happening to Taura was inevitable, yes, once she'd
declined a drink at the last change saloon offered to her by the Clinic on
Beta. But maybe, she thought, it had come a little sooner than it might
have done if Taura hadn't been on the run from her friends, out alone in a
big bad world she'd never really experienced at first hand before, and
where she'd been exploited, tricked, stunned, kidnapped, shot full of
drugs, blown up, and perpetually under stress. We've
screwed up. And Tara Maclay, whoever she is, is the only person who's
helped Taura ever since she left. I need to think about that. I need to
think about a lot of things. But first things first. She had an interview with the Bathorian Head of Security to deal
with next. And I have no idea what to say to get us out of this mess.
None at all. ............. Tara lay on her back in the cabin,
waiting for Taura to come back from her visit to the doctor. A large
glowing globe the size of a beachball was floating above her chest. If she
lay back, and closed her eyes, and felt outwards up and beyond the
confines of the ship, she could feel the strange flickering forces that
she knew was wild magic, buzzing and crackling out in the vacuum, much
stronger than she had ever felt them on earth. They'd been tapping at the
door of her consciousness all along, ever since she'd summoned them when
she first awoke - but after that she'd been busy being chased and shot at,
or being with Taura, who tended to blot out all Tara's thoughts of
anything else whenever she was in the room. Tara moved her eyes from side to
side, and globe bobbed obediently from side to side in a perfectly
synchronised mirror movement. A satisfied smile curved her mouth. Now that
was a globe that would have impressed even Willow. The door of the cabin shushed open,
and then shut, and she heard footsteps. She closed her eyes, and the globe
faded, then disappeared. She opened her eyes again, to find Taura staring
down at her, shoulders hunched. "Honey?" Taura tossed a little data disk on
the bed, and sat down, wrapping her arms around herself. "Looks like
we might not get to Margulis station in time, after all." "Oh, sweetheart," said
Tara, helplessly, and she pulled Taura down onto the bed beside her. ......... Taura traced an idle little figure
of eight pattern on Tara's hip with the tip of one claw. Tara gave a
little shiver, and sat up. Taura stayed laying on her side, her hair
fanned out in a dark cloud against the pillows, her skin tawny gold
against the white sheets. "You're so beautiful, said
Tara, wonderingly. "How can anybody not see it?" Taura's eyes flickered shyly back to
Tara. "You think I'm beautiful?" Really?" Tara nodded. "Really." She
traced a gentle hand over Taura's face. The bruises from yesterday had
darkened and spread, despite the doctor's treatment, and her nose was
still swollen. But her beauty was breathtaking, once you managed to see
past the parts that made up the whole, and see Taura entire, for what she
was. Taura looked away again. "It's
a stupid thing to be worrying about, when I'm going to be dead soon
anyway. It won't matter what I look like then, right?" She frowned,
"I sort of expected the little things to stop being important, once I
knew it was all coming to an end. But I'm just not very
philosophically-minded, or something. I still want my hair to be clean,
and my socks not to go into holes - and for you to like the way I look,
and to want to sleep with me, and to not make a single dumb werewolf joke
while we do it." Tara stroked her hair, "You've
been hanging out with wrong people." But Taura was still not looking
at her, and her muscles were tense. Distraction, that was the thing. She
leant down, and took hold of Taura's very large left foot, and looked at
the wickedly curved claws on the points of her toes. "These are ones
that don't retract, yes? So you must be pretty hard on socks." "Tell me about it," said
Taura morosely. "I mainly just don't bother." She flexed the
foot demonstratively, and the claws splayed out in a wicked five point
radius, making Tara jump. "Good for climbing trees. Not that I've
ever climbed a tree. Though I did see one once. A little one, on Barrayar."
Tara shifted the foot carefully in
her hand, and tried the point of a claw. It was sharp, very sharp.
"Cool." She rubbed the foot for a moment. "Are you
ticklish?" She bent down and very delicately licked the instep.
Taura's leg jerked in her hand. "Oh ho," Tara said wickedly,
"you are ticklish - on your feet anyway. I think we should
find out where else." She bent again, and placed a kiss on Taura's
ankle, then her calf, her shin, her knee. Before she could get any
further, Taura had slipped down the bed to meet her, her whole body arched
hungrily upwards and her legs wide open and her pussy was pressed against
Tara's belly, hot and wet. "Hey, I was planning to drive
you crazy slowly," said Tara, teasing, beginning to move, "You
know, build up the anticipation, make you wait a bit ..." "I can't wait," said
Taura, moving with her, taking her hand and pushing it between them.
"I can't wait for anything anymore." ................ Quinn sat at her console, waiting
for a stroke of inspiration. None so far. She looked across the room to
where Taura and her blonde friend were sitting, carefully out of shot.
She'd been right about what they'd been up to all night; they couldn't
stop touching each other, even with Sergeant Kimura and a trooper standing
silent guard over them. She smiled encouragingly their way,
"Okay, remember, this little chat is just to sound them out. No one's
going to give any concessions this time round. I just want you to listen
very carefully to what the Colonel has to say, and then tell me if you
think you know any more about what happened than he does, or if he's got
anything wrong." She tilted her head a little to one side, and laced
her fingers in front of her. She hoped it made her look earnestly
concerned. She flicked a switch, and Colonel Igor Roskovensky, Head of
Bathorian Internal Security appeared at the other end of the Comm. She
smiled. "Good morning, and how can I help you, Colonel?" "Very easily, Admiral," he
said. "You will pass over to our custody the individuals known as
Sergeant Taura and Tara Maclay, both of whom we know are on your vessel.
To help you make your decision, I point that you are blockaded, both by
our ships and by our planetary defence network. If you do not comply with
our request, we will blow out the engine of your ship, and wait to see how
long it takes for your life support systems to fail." Quinn winced. "That would be...
most unpleasant. And probably illegal. We're not at war with you,
Colonel." The Colonel shook his head. "In
Bathorian local space military law applies. As you know." "But I still can't see on what
grounds you could possibly justify such a draconian action, sir. After
all, my sergeant has done you a favour. You could have had a ship of
unregistered buccaneers in your local space, buying materials suitable for
assassinations and sabotage, patently with the connivance of a number of
your spaceport officials, since they could not have got there otherwise -
and have known nothing whatsoever about it." She paused, "Until
the bombs started going off ..."
Give them a conspiracy theory to worry about, that would
distract them. The Colonel shook his head.
"There is no terrorist movement here on Bathory, nor any large scale
criminality." "Not that you know about,"
said Quinn smoothly. Colonel Roskovensky was unmoved,
"We have no evidence to suppose that those materials were being
anything but moved through our space to elsewhere. That is what our
prisoners have told us was happening, and I see no reason to doubt it,
since they were also admitting to murder, rape, kidnap and a whole host of
other disgusting crimes at the time." Colonel Roskovensky wrinkled
his nose, as though he smelled something bad. "Well, I'm sure the best place
for them is your prison. But I do wonder if all the Bathorians involved in
this affair are in prison likewise." Quinn shook her head. "I am
most reluctant to pass over my crew member, who is in need of constant
medical care, or my passenger.." Taura gave Tara's hand a little
squeeze. She hadn't been completely sure that Admiral Quinn wouldn't give
up Tara, even now. ".. to a system where I cannot
be sure either of their care or their safety. It would be all too easy for
them to disappear." "Not that easy in Sergeant
Taura's case," said the Colonel, drily. "I've seen the
surveillance footage." He leaned back in his chair. "You know, I
can understand why you're reluctant to surrender a member of your crew.
It's even commendable in its way, although I assure you that we
could fully meet her medical requirements, and that we would not be
seeking to lock her away if her actions were innocent. But I do wonder why
you will not send back the other young woman, since so far as I know you
had never met her before yesterday afternoon. Would you like to explain
that to me?" Quinn nodded, "Certainly. Miss
Maclay saved my sergeant's life. We regard her as a friend." The Colonel smiled.
"Commendable again. You're a quixotic crew it seems, Admiral
Quinn." His expression hardened, "But still, if those two women
are not on a shuttle down to the surface within the next hour then I will
blow a hole in your ship. The Bathorian military is not quixotic at
all." Quinn made a gesture of protest,
"Colonel Roskovensky... " "One hour," said the
Colonel, and he flicked his comm off. Quinn leaned back in her chair,
letting out a long breath. "Well, that went well ...." Taura was looking at her hands.
"I'll give myself up, sir. I don't want to endanger the ship. Or any
of you." "Nor do I, sergeant, believe
me. But I still hope we can find a way to keep you away from a Bathory
jail. They're famously hard to get out of." Quinn looked at Tara.
"How about you, Miss Maclay? Got any special reason why you're
really, really reluctant to land on Bathory?" "Oh, I go wherever Taura
goes," said Tara, a little absently. "That's given." She
had a puzzled frown on her face. Quinn's smile was a little wry,
"A given is it? Seems it's not only the Dendarii who are
quixotic." She rubbed her forehead, "Well, don't worry. We'll
think of something - and I suppose I could always send you down there and
see what cunning plan Miles came up with to get you out. It's always
entertaining seeing him at work." "No!" said Taura. "No
Miles." "That name - that Colonel's
name." Tara was holding her head in her hands now, barely hearing
them. "I've heard it before, on the Pelete. Or at least I
think I have. Roscowinski? It's Polish, isn't it? Quinn shrugged. "Everybody on
Bathory has Polish names, or 90% of them do anyway. And of the 90%,
probably half of them start 'Rosco'. They got settled by a very small
ship. Which explains a lot of the jokes about Bathorians. And the Colonel
is called Rosko-vensky, not -winski." She paused, "Wait, you
heard a Bathorian name on the Pelete?" Tara nodded, "Yes, the men who
brought Taura in were talking about him, said Taura was a free gift from
Roscowinski. It was almost the first thing I heard anyone say in this
world. And when you said, Roskovensky..." She turned to Taura,
"I assumed Roscowinski was your smuggler guy." "He was called Sanford,"
said Taura, puzzled. "Oh was he?" said Quinn,
leaning back in her chair, a smile starting on her face, "Oh was
he?" ................ The Comm flicked back on. Colonel
Roscowinski was sitting in his chair, a cup of coffee beside him. He
smiled, "Made up your mind, Admiral?" I have a question for you,"
said Quinn, "if you'll bear with me." The Colonel looked at his watch,
"You have 30 minutes left, so certainly." "The smuggler, Sanford - you
haven't found him yet, have you?" The Colonel frowned. "No, but
it's really only a matter of time. There were a great many flights out of
Bathory in the twenty four hours before the Pelete exploded, but
we're tracking all of them." Quinn tilted her head. "What if
he never left Bathory?" The Colonel looked up at her
sharply. "If your people know something...." "What if he is actually a
Bathorian citizen, who took on a false identity to move those arms to your
local space, and then, when he couldn't transport them any further by
commercial route, hired the Pelete to take them on to the next point in
their journey? What if you really do have a traitor?" The Colonel sighed. "I have
already told you that there is no anti-government movement here on Bathory.
You are simply wasting my time, Admiral Quinn." "And I said 'not that you know
about', " added Quinn, "Yes, I remember. But Tara just
discovered something, which we all knew, but she didn't, about Bathorian
names. I'll give you a name, Colonel, in exchange for your word that you
won't fire on us until you've found out if it turns out to be as valuable
as I think it will - and if it does, you give me what I want. Safe passage
out of your local space for my crew and my passengers." Chapter 12 - Consequences The first half hour had ticked by,
minute by minute, while the crew of the Triumph stood at red alert.
After an hour, with no shots being fired, Quinn had downgraded code red to
code amber, and sent Taura and Tara back to their cabin. Now, the lights
were out, and the room was shrouded in darkness. They were lying side by
side, looking up at the bobbing light globe Tara had summoned, small and
yellow and comforting. She'd got it nicely under control now, it hardly
took any concentration at all. Tara looked at the patterns the
globe was throwing on the ceiling. "Think they're going to let us
go?" Taura shrugged. "They just
might. If Sanford really is some big guy in the government, they won't
want anyone watching when the knives come out." She shifted
uncomfortably, "I just hope it's soon." Tara rested a hand on Taura's wrist.
Her pulse was racing, but then it was always racing. Maybe not this
fast, though? "So," said Taura,
"What's it like being dead?" Tara shook her head. "I don't
remember being dead at all. I sort of remember being shot, but I can't
feel it you know? And I can remember Willow, and my friends, and my
life before. But I can't feel that, either. It just seems really
long ago, and a bit like a dream." She shrugged, helplessly. "Willow?" Taura had turned
to look at her. Tara turned too, and smiled, and the
globe bounced a little, into her line of sight again. "My girlfriend,
when I was alive. She was a witch too, and a really amazing one. I'm just
a kind of okay witch, but she was so full of power..." Tara shook her
head. "I wonder what happened to her, what she did with her life. It
would have been amazing, whatever it was." "Seems to me like you've got
plenty of power. You can make light," Taura gestured to the globe,
"and cut through metal just by thinking about it - and there's
probably a whole lot of other stuff you haven't mentioned yet." Tara nodded, "My access to
magic is easier here, for some reason. But still, it's small stuff. Willow
could have cracked a planet in two if she really tried, and if she didn't
care about the consequences." "Wow." There was an odd note in Taura's
voice. Tara looked across at her, at her heavy features softly outlined in
the glow of the light ball. Was that the faintest suggestion of a frown
wrinkling Taura's brow? She'd been getting better and better at reading
Taura's features. She reviewed the conversation so far. Ah yes, going on
to your new girlfriend about how super-special your old girlfriend was -
not recommended. Of course, she'd only ever had the one girlfriend so the
matter hadn't arisen before... until Taura anyway. If she could call Taura
her girlfriend - surely she was here to be a spirit guide? Could she call
Taura her girlfriend? Taura was pretty clear to Admiral Quinn that they
weren't... But that was before they did it the second time - and the third
time, and then there was ... could she call that a fourth time?
She blinked, her thoughts were getting tangled. "Anyway," she said,
"the point is, I'm not much use to you, since I can't remember
anything about the afterlife, assuming I ever got there. And I haven't got
any really clear religious beliefs or anything." "Me either," said Taura,
"Though I've been trying really hard." "I know there is an
afterlife, though." Tara sighed, remembering, "Buffy - that's
another of my friends - she died and came back to life. But she never
really said much about it. Maybe she didn't remember either. And then,
there were Angel and Spike and all their buddies ...
they were dead, but still walking." "Coming back from the dead
seems to be a big thing in your part of the universe." Taura frowned
- properly this time. "Here people pretty much just stay dead, as far
as I know. Unless you can get them into cryo them really quickly, and they
have a lot of money." "I don't think it was actually
that much of a good thing," offered Tara, rather weakly, moving to
rest her head against Taura's shoulder. "And even Buffy never said
what death was like. Sorry." "Ah." Taura placed an arm
over her and pulled her close. Tara could hear her heart racing, and the
heat was rising off her in waves, "Well, I guess I'll have to find
out the hard way, then." She huffed out a long breath, "But
first I have to talk to Miles." ........... Tara
sat nervously at the console, Taura's knee pressed against hers. The comm
channel was about to open, and they'd be talking to Miles on the other
end. The Miles everyone seemed to be so scared of. The Miles Taura had
said was a bit of a freak himself. I wonder if he's got two heads or
something? The
channel opened, out of her line of sight, and Quinn lifted her chin. She
looked as immaculate as ever, but there were dark rings under her eyes. It
had been six hours now since they'd passed the name to Roscovensky, but the Colonel had not come back to them, and the
warships off their bow still had their weapons primed. Tara chewed her
lip. Quinn
was nodding to the person on the other end of the comm. "Evening,
sir." "Evening,
Elli. And congratulations. I have some news for you from the surface, from
a source who shall remain anonymous. Your Colonel came storming down to
the Military Prison after your conversation with him, and stuck all six of
the Pelete crewmen under fast penta again - which is rather
ruthless of him, because two of them died immediately. He then showed the
survivors some action shots from the latest Military Council meeting.
Didn't take them long to point out Gul Sanford." He paused,
"Nice to know you still have the knack." His
voice didn't sound that scary, at least. And he had a rather pretty
accent, different to everyone else on the ship. That must be Barrayaran.
He sounded tense, though. "But
have you read this thing?" There was a faint tapping noise. "You
need to get Taura back to Beta now. No more delays. This has gone too far
already." "I'm
afraid Taura still refuses, sir." "I
still think we should try and make her look at the options," the
voice said doggedly, "Make her another offer, now that she's seen
this report - she has seen this report, hasn't she?" Quinn
nodded, "She has, and she's busy plotting the fastest course to
Margulis station on her own console, and pestering Nav Division with
questions. They're being very patient with her." She glanced at
Taura, who gave a little disgruntled huff. Quinn turned back to him,
"You can speak to her yourself, Miles." She shifted her chair
back. "Sergeant Taura?" Taura
swallowed, then she shifted her chair into the line of the camera,
dragging Tara with her. And there was Miles. NOT what Tara had expected,
not at all. He couldn't
be more than five feet tall, and his body was twisted, beneath a
head that was too big for him. Plenty of personality though - she could
feel the force of it from here. It was unnerving. She drew a big, shaky
breath. How had Taura managed to stand up to him? He
was looking at her, and not with a friendly expression. She
looked across at Taura, who was sitting frozen in her seat; seeing her
with Miles' eyes for a moment. This evening Taura was finally looking
sick. There were bruises and splotches marking her face, and the way her
clothes hung on her suggested a lot of
weight lost. And now Tara noticed, she was holding herself
gingerly, as though something hurt. "Taura,"
Miles was groping for words. "I'm very glad to see you, and to talk
to you about Beta. I know you have a plan, regarding Margulis station -
and certainly, prayers and, um, spiritual guidance are very important. I
wouldn't want you to think that I didn't realise they were important...
but you really, really do need to come back to Beta. The doctors here
could save you." Taura
unfroze, and her long lips quirked into a half smile. "Could they,
Miles? Really?" "They
might." It sounded threadbare, even to Tara. And Taura was shaking
her head. "Miles, I know you're trying to help. You've always helped me.
But I'm going to Margulis station. I'm doing what is right for me, with
Tara's help." Taura looked at her, and she gave her a little
encouraging smile. "Oh yes, and what does the mysterious Miss Maclay have to say
about spiritual matters?" She felt a pair of dark eyes boring into her.
She squeezed Taura's big hand, and looked back at him, trying not
to be stared down. "I say that Taura should do what she wants to do -
not what you want her to do. And I'm going to help her. I hear you're a bad enemy to make,
Mr Vorkosigan, though it also seems like you're mainly a good
person." Quinn gave an exasperated snort, but Tara pushed on.
"But right now you're wrong, and I'm right. Taura prayed for a
Guardian Spirit to help her passage into the next world. That's me, and
I'm doing what she asked me to do."
He was listening at least. She took a breath, "I knew
someone else who had a lot of power and thought she could use it to fix
everything and everyone around her. But some problems can't be fixed. They
just have to be faced. I'm sorry, really I am." "And I'm not going anywhere but Margulis
station." That was Taura, the heavy frown back on her face. Miles
stared at them both blankly, then turned to Quinn, a faint sheen of sweat
on his face. "Admiral Quinn, I order you to bring Sergeant Taura to
Beta." Quinn
rubbed her forehead, tired. "I hear you. But Miles, I'm not taking
her to Beta." "You're
not taking her to Beta? I'm ordering you to take her to Beta." Quinn
was looking at Miles now with something that looked suspiciously like pity
in her eye. "Then I must respectfully refuse. Sir. I'm going to take
the pair of them to Margulis station. Let Taura do her ceremony and then
see what she wants to do next." Miles closed his eyes for a second,
and Quinn pressed on, "It's what Taura wants. It's what she wanted
all along. It's what I should have done all along. I was wrong, you were
wrong." "But
if you go there she's going to die." Tara blinked, just then he'd
sounded like a little boy. He really did care for Taura, then. It wasn't
all ego. Quinn
seemed to feel it too. Her tone was gentle as she replied, "Yes. My
responsibility, Miles." "No,
mine." That was Taura. Quinn gave her a quick glance and dipped her
head, acknowledging the point. Miles
looked at them all, a small figure made even smaller by the Com, and Tara
could almost see his mind racing. Then he put his head in his hands,
"Gods, I hate being this helpless. Okay, Elli, Taura, what can
I do?" Tara
saw Quinn relax. "Well, you could fix Imp Sec for me. I'm meant to be
somewhere else right now. And, assuming they actually let us go, it would
be nice if you can stop Bathory from impounding our ship again on the way
back. They're bound to have thought of it by then." "Done."
Miles looked at the time glowing on the console, and Tara looked down too.
Two minutes left. "I'd
like to talk to Taura. Alone." He looked at Taura's face, still
expressionless. "No persuading," he said quietly. "I
promise." "Okay,
then," said Taura. And, after a gentle squeeze of her hand, Tara got
up and followed Quinn from the room. ............. Quinn and Tara stood outside the
bridge, waiting. Quinn
was reading the little data disc Miles had just sent her. "Ministry
of the Interior, eh?" she said absently, "Tsk, tsk. Ser
Roscowinski is a bad boy." She read on, and blinked, "This next
bit is about you," she said, gesturing at the screen. Tara leaned
forward to read, startled. "Not a single trace of you or your DNA, or
of anyone else sharing some of your DNA, anywhere. And the linguist Miles
sent the tape of your interview to is baffled, though that's not a word he
used - not scientific enough. He says earth is more likely than anywhere
else, but as far as I can tell that's only because there are more accents
on earth than anywhere else. And your blood work is bizarre. You have
antibodies they don't recognise, for diseases I didn't know existed."
She read the report again, frowning. "Chickenpox. Do you catch it
from chickens? From touching them or something? Or from eating them?"
Her lip curled a little in distaste. "Um,
I'm not sure about chickens," said Tara, doubtfully, "most
people get it from other people. Or they did. I got it from a little girl
called Cathy Saenz, in third grade." Quinn
looked at her. "On Old Earth? Three hundred years ago?" Tara
nodded, "Yes. I know it's hard to believe." Quinn
raised an eyebrow. "Just a bit ..."
But she was interrupted. The Comm in front of her beeped, and she
flicked the switch. "Quinn." She listened for a moment, then
nodded. "Standby, Mr Nevin." She turned back to Tara, a smile on
her lips. "Both our guard dogs have gone. I expect a call from the
Colonel any minute." There
was a heavy thud next door in the communications room. Quinn sprang to
open the door. The comm had gone dark, and Taura was lying on the floor.
She looked up at them, a grimace on her face, "Umm, I think maybe I
need the doctor." Tara
fell to her knees beside her, and touched Tara's face, Quinn beside her,
already speaking urgently on her communicator. The
comm screen above them flickered to life. Captain Nevin appeared in the
place of Miles, standing on the bridge. "We have a incoming call from
Colonel Roscowinski, Admiral." Quinn
nodded, "Patch the Colonel through to the Comm next door. And in two
minutes time be ready to fly, Mr Nevin. Top speed for Margulis, no
stopping to admire the scenery on the way." "Sir." Quinn looked at Taura, lying on
floor, Tara bent over her, whispering something, her fair hair brushing
Taura's face. "Let's just hope we get there in time," she
muttered to herself, "we've
screwed up enough already." ................ "Welcome to Margulis
station." Quinn waved a demonstrative hand. Tara looked around. They were in a
large, dark metal hangar, smelling of tinned air and motor oil. There were
crates stacked at one side, some rusted and oil spattered signs which
seemed to be about the dangers of radiation, and one battered counter
labelled 'Arrivals', with a
bored clerk sitting behind it. Kimura was making her way towards the desk,
dataclip in hand. A couple of motorised trolleys clattered past, piled
high with freight, making Tara step back abruptly to save her toes. She
looked in vain for some sign "Um, is this all of it?" Quinn nodded. "Pretty much. Not
living up to your expectations?" "I'm not sure I had any
expectations. Only, I suppose I did - because this is disappointing
them." She looked behind her, "I really hope Taura wasn't
expecting some... you know... some kind of ..." "Some kind of civilised spot
with a decent restaurant?" Tara frowned at Quinn. "Some
kind of manifestation of the spiritual. Because it isn't here. At least
not yet." She felt outwards with her newly discovered witchy sense,
seeking a spark. Nothing. What
was with Quinn, anyway? she thought absently. But her attention was
distracted almost at once. Taura's float bed appeared out of the shuttle's
freight entrance, tiny in the huge hangar. After that first heart attack,
it had taken another three days for the next to come, but there had been
more since, and a minor stroke, and now, tiny blood vessels were rupturing
almost everywhere as she moved, and the bed was the only way to transport
her.
The drip bag was twisting on its
hook, shining in the harsh overhead light, and casting a dramatic black
shadow across Taura's face. No, it was another bruise. "Oh,
sweetheart," said Tara helplessly, a bolt of pain running through
her. Tara barely heard an indrawn breath
from Quinn beside her, as she ran to the float bed, and took Taura's hand.
"How're you doing?" Taura's
yellow eyes opened, no longer glowing, but sunken in the shadow of her
heavy brow. As Tara leant
over her, yellow light fell on her face, picking up the sheen of sweat. "Been better." "We're nearly there." Tara
turned to Quinn. "We need to go now." But Quinn was staring at
her as though she'd grown an extra head, and she had her hand resting on
her gun. "Now," said Tara impatiently. She looked around.
Everyone was standing still, staring at her. Quinn, the doctor, the
guards, the station staff. She
looked down self-consciously, and then startled. Oops. A faint, clear
nimbus of golden light surrounded her.
She was glowing. "Oh," she said, clearing her throat
self-consciously. "Um, it's nothing to worry about, really. I'm just
a bit tense." She looked down at Taura, who was
grinning up at her, fangs gleaming. "Now that's my golden girl,"
she said, her hand tightening momentarily on Tara's, her voice only
slightly slurred. "So beautiful she glows." Her eyes closed
again, and the doctor moved forward, frowning, to adjust the level of the
drip. Tara closed her eyes and
concentrated. She found the strands of magic she'd gathered up without
even noticing, unknotted and released them. "See?" she said,
trying to sound as harmless as possible, "No more glow." Quinn moved towards her, and took
her arm gingerly, pushing her sleeve up her arm, and turning her wrist
upwards. Tara tried her best, most friendly smile. "How the hell... Later,"
she said, her tone angry, "You are going to explain to me just how
the hell you did that." Tara shrugged. "I already told
you I'm a witch, days ago. You just didn't listen." Quinn stared at
her, hard - and she could hear a rising chorus of whispers behind her
back. Her ears were getting hot. But hopefully there aren't any
actual flames. That would freak them all out again. Kimura came back from the arrivals
desk, oblivious to all the drama that had taken place behind her back.
"Uh, sir, we have a problem. The Lovelock Hub is closed - they've got
a big magnetic storm due, so everyone's here hunkered down in the
station." Quinn frowned. "Damn. Okay, we
need to get everyone back on the shuttle. We'll ride the storm out in
space, and Taura can have her meds." Tara drew a deep breath; her sense
of urgency was growing, the tingling of prescience becoming stronger until
it was almost painful. "It'll be too late. Taura's going now, soon.
Very soon." Quinn stared at her. "We can't
get to the Hub, Tara. Unless you want to magic us there. No arguing with a
magnetic storm. And we don't want to be stuck here when it arrives.
Getting back to the shuttle is the smartest thing." It was Kimura again. "The
Director of Lovelock Hub is here, sir. Says he'd be happy to help."
She lowered her voice, "He seems to be pretty much royalty around
here, or head priest anyway. I think it would be smart to talk to
him." Quinn drew a deep breath and turned
around on her heel. Advancing towards them across the hangar was a large
man in a flowing white robe, matched by a flowing white beard. His hands
gleamed with silver rings, and his eyes were a piercing blue.
"Greetings, Admiral. I hear you have returned a Gaian daughter to
us." Quinn's back stiffened.
"Actually, sir," she said stiffly, "Taura is a Dendarii
..." Tara drifted quietly back towards
Taura's float bed, leaving them to argue it out. Taura's eyes were still
closed, and the dark blotch on her face had grown. Tara looked at the doctor,
"She's getting worse." He nodded grimly. "I'd insist
she goes back to the medlab, but I couldn't do anything for her there
either." Tara looked around, at the drab grey
plascrete walls, the crates, the fuel and feeder tanks, the puddle-stained
oily floor. It didn't look much like heaven. But, as Taura had earnestly
explained, the Lovelock Hub was meant to be a confluence, a place where
invisible swirls of spiritual energy mixed and converged, with the crater
catching and concentrating that energy like a giant satellite receiving
dish. And Margulis Station itself couldn't be far from the Hub, since it
served nothing else. She reached out with her newly
powerful witch's senses, seeking some hypothetical great swirl of energy,
trying not to have any preconceptions about what it would be like, lest
she overlook it in all the confusing noise and sparkle that she saw now
whenever she closed her eyes. And there was something, scratching away at
her, tapping at the door, trying to engage her attention. But there was
too much interference here - metal, plastics, the dull roar of the engines
underneath them, and the hiss and sigh of all the artificial systems
keeping the little station running. She shook her head impatiently.
"Is there a window anywhere on this station?" One of the station crew coughed, and
bobbed his head nervously. "Uh, yes, ma'am. At the top - there's a
little viewing bubble. You won't see much today though - there's a real
big storm out there." "Oh, I don't think I need to
see much," said Tara absently. She looked back at Quinn and the
Director. They seemed to have reached a rather strained accord. She walked over to them, and they
turned, identical frowns on their handsome faces. "We're going to the
viewing bubble," she said, trying to sound as decisive as possible. "You are not in command of this
expedition, Tara," said Quinn marching over. "We are going back
to the shuttle." "All of us would be delighted
to pray with your friend, said the Director quickly, "and the bubble
sounds like an excellent choice, since the Hub is closed to us." He
had reached the float bed now, behind Quinn. As he reached the bed, he saw
Taura for the first time. His face paled. "What is that?" "She is Sergeant Taura of the
Dendarii Mercenary Corps, and your 'daughter of Gaia'." Quinn folded
her arms. "Got a problem with that?" His face became stone. "That is
no one's daughter. It is not a natural creature. It's an abomination. And
it should not be here. You suggest that leave in your shuttle at once,
Admiral Quinn, as you intended. But do not return." "And I suggest you shove it up
your ass." Quinn gestured to the six troops
behind her, who formed up around the float bed. "Let's go and find
this viewing bubble, guys," she said pleasantly. "Looks like we
all have some praying to do, since the folks here aren't willing." ................. Tara stood in the lift, crammed
uncomfortably against the wall by the floatbed, its paraphernalia, the
doctor, Quinn and six troopers. "That asshole," Quinn was
vibrating with anger. Tara could feel it radiating from her. And grief,
that was radiating from her too. Tara placed a hand on her arm, and Quinn
blinked. "He's not important, or his
prayers," she said quietly. "I've spent the last few weeks not
knowing where I was, or what I was doing, or why I was here, but this is
it. I'm sure." The lift thumped to halt, and the
doors opened. Facing them was a grey door, with the words 'Viewing Point'
stencilled upon it. The nearest trooper touched the keypad. It remained
red. He touched it again. Quinn pushed him aside and tried
herself. The door remained stubbornly at red. "That holier than thou,
hypocritical son of a bitch has sealed it," she said, furious.
"Right." She drew her gun, and turned back to the lift. Tara coughed, "I think I can
sort it out." And let's not just burn a hole in it this time. Try
for a bit more delicacy. And
then if delicate doesn't work, blow it to hell.
She placed her hand on the lock and concentrated, drawing the
energy towards her. "Be open." The light clicked to green, and
the door drew back. She walked through it, the troopers in the way backing
away from her nervously. The room was circular, and domed, the clear
plasteel walls scuffed and whitened by the dust, which she could see being
thrown continuously against it, in patterns and waves of force. There was
no sound, only the continual ominous ebb and flow of the dust particles
down and across the transparent walls. "Gods," one of troopers
shivered. Quinn flicked him a reproving glance and he fell silent,
shifting his feet anxiously. "It's perfectly safe, said
Kimura, tapping the window, "this stuff will withstand a
vacuum." "Still creepy as hell,"
murmured another trooper. Tara listened, to the storm, and to
the swirling patterns beyond and outside it, and the great solar wind
beyond. It didn't seem conscious to her, but she could feel the threads of
magic, even closer and stronger than they had been when she was in space.
Perhaps the Gaians felt it here too, and called it spiritual energy.
Whatever it was, she thought it was what they'd come to seek. "This is it," she said,
her voice grown hoarse. She barely heard Quinn herding the troopers out,
ordering them to hold the lift. Taura stirred a little, and Tara bent over
her. "Journey's end, sweetheart." She took her little bag out of
her pocket and began to mark the circle, lips moving as she spoke the
words. As she came to the last mark, she bent over and kissed Taura, then
moved back and completed the pattern, and bent over Taura again. Broken
blood vessels had bloomed in Taura's lips where she had touched her, and
Tara felt tears starting in her eyes. But she closed the circle,
nonetheless, and ended the ritual. Taura made a huge, painful effort,
her body creaking, and raised herself on one elbow. The doctor moved
forward to the drip, his foot in the circle, and then stopped, as a large
claw pricked the skin on the back of his hand. "No more drugs,"
Taura said, faintly but clearly. She turned, one eye now red.
"Bye Elli, and say goodbye to Miles for me. Bye, Tara, though
maybe I'll see you again soon. I hope so." There was pause.
"This really hurts like crap," said Taura, sounding annoyed. And
then her eyes closed, and she slid back into her pillows. Tara closed her
eyes to pray, and Quinn knelt down beside her, awkwardly. In a few
minutes, she knew that Taura was dead. She opened her eyes and looked
across at Quinn, who was crying silently, and the doctor, who looked more
angry than anything. Then she looked down again at Taura. "Peace,
sweetheart. And safe
passage." ............... The storm was continuing, beating
the sand against the walls, creating abstract patterns that formed and
faded and ran. The doctor had filled out a death certificate, and was now
using a desk outside, filling in forms in triplicate for the Margulis
authorities. Quinn was outside too, engaged in a viciously polite exchange
with the Director. But in the viewing bubble the silence was absolute. Tara got up stiffly from her
kneeling posture by the bed, and brushed back a lock of Taura's hair, then
stopped; the hand in front of her was growing transparent. She looked at
her fingertips, which rested on Taura's heavy ridged forehead. They grew
paler, more nebulous. Pale skin, long fingers, chewed nails - all fading
away. "I wonder where I'm
going?" thought Tara, "I wonder if Taura will be there, and all
her thousands of ancestors. And Willow, and everyone. Or if it doesn't
work that way at all." And then she faded entirely and was
gone. The End
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