A Slap on my Face

.In the name of Allah, Most Gracious Most merciful

Alhamdulillah...a new beginning phase of my life has just begun... Well,i am rescheduling and putting my life back on its "supposed track"...... I was somehow sad after the last incident but as time passed by, I’m gaining back my strength , will and focus - little by little, hour by hour and day by day. It is not an intangible lost anyway becoz some of you might not even realise it or maybe i am good at hiding my feelings..hehe..which ever you prefer..........

Urmmm..i have done a lot of things lately..... and there are a lot more to come in my to-do-list...smile..smile..smile.. ....suffice to say that insya allah , a fruitful future is awaiting me.....hopefully.......aminn.... =)

Yes,indeed..... it hurts to think back what had happened but...to waste ur time and effort to peoples who ruined your life is not wise. In short, i am the only one who is most responsible of myself and define myself and determine my own future. To let others dictate ur life is soooooo lame and stupid.

Urmm..despite of being busy...i still manage to blog somehow....whisch i dont really get to understand and know why i did......maybe last few days i lead a pretty mundane life (including today...) ...*sigh....

By the way, i happened to blogspot an interesting article. =)

. It’s something about the presence of a person (or people) in our life. It does apply to my situation whether it’s yesterday, today or tomorrow.

“People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

I must say that i must have been a season, and a reason to some people....maybe it happens for a reason or maybe not.....only God knows why.....

I must also admit that i am prepared to be a lifetime in someone's life before but my wish and dream dissappointedly never immaterialized....I hope one day my prayer will be answered.... =)

Last but not least....whoever you are and where ever you are...thank you for reading....and for those out there who knows me.....thank you for being a part of my life whether you are a season, a reason or a lifetime......

	Blog Classification: hope Date Blogged: 2006 Sept 06 Time Blogged: 18.33 Acknowledgement :not- ex-exis