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| July 21, 2003 So I leave you all with these words until the next time I update. Never sacrifice your 'self' for someone else. Never give up your heart, for less than you deserve. and finally... I wish you all enough.----K.T.B. |
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| May 9, 2004 Here I sit, alone I stand, a sea of people surround me here, so many just like me, so many so different from me, so many, that I'll never know, so many that I wish I didn't. And yet, even amongst the small community of friends that I've grown attached to, I seem not to even really be a part. I'm someone to 'be there' in the interim, until something better comes up. Maybe I'm too malleable, maybe I'm too dependant...maybe I just get too attached to some people and I'm seeing things that I really shouldn't see there anyway. Maybe, just maybe, I should just... disappear.... before I sink even further into this funk, this hole. Maybe I should just... drop off the face of the 'Net. Sweet, innocent, naive, idealistic, they're all words that get applied to me, but do they get me anywhere? Ever? No, They get me walked on, stomped on, and generally ignored, so when I go zero to bitch in 2.0 nanoseconds, people are shocked, and think I'm being down on myself, in my eyes, I've come to see it as me being realistic, being me....Being the person people seem to want people they want to be around to be... It never works... |
| July 2, 2006 : So, it's time for another update on me, and how things are going. I'm a five time Auntie now, and a two time godmother, to my nieces no less. A few years ago, we did one of those old wives' tales/tests about how many kids and what gender theyd be, and whatever whatever, we laughed at the results and shrugged it off. Well, I did until recently. According to the 'reading' I had, I was going to have three daughters. Now, with a whole bunch of things that I know about me, and that my family knows about me, we kinda glossed over it, and my brother cracked a joke or two. As of June 18th, I have two goddaughters. Two out of three of my supposed 'daughters', and still no sign of children of my own. Just one daughter to go either way. I'm anxious to see if she'll be 'mine' or if she'll be someone else's... I suppose, since I'm still alone, and really, not seeming to even bother looking, it will be someone else's daughter, and I'll be a godmother again, I can't see me raising a daughter alone, or a son, either. For now, I think that's all I have to say... except maybe a few words my late grandmother used to say, a lot. Live well Love much Laugh often. ---K.T.B. |