NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: hey jared told me he talked to you
Asianic415: yea
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: so why did his ex. go over there
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: laura said there was a reason
Asianic415: just to talk to him, but he didnt even know that she was coming over, she came over unannounced, and then when she got there, jared told her that they werent boyfriend and girlfriend, and she started crying,
and you probably already know about all of this because he said he talked to you about it
Asianic415: when you told me about it, you made it seem like she was over there doing stuff with him
Asianic415: and it was hard for me to believe, but then when you went and told my girlfriend, it changed my perception, because i wanted to believe my girlfriend, but still i was in shock, that jared would ever do something
like that
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: no i did not know what ahppened
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: he got mad
Asianic415: well he hasnt flirted with her or anything
Asianic415: he doesnt want to have anything to do with her
Asianic415: he's been true to you
Asianic415: and he's been faithful
Asianic415: he's just been busy with a lot of schoolwork, al ot of catching up because he got sidetracked when he was down here with school, and also he's been helping his family out with the business
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: oh ok
Asianic415: that's why he hasnt called a lot, and he doesnt even call me alot, , i know there's a big difference between bestfriend and a girlfriend, but he hasnt called me either, so dont trip cuz he doesnt call that much
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: ok
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i mean i just get scared
Asianic415: i know that he likes you so much, he would never cheat on you or anything, he's always been faithful, i see it in his eyes when i talk to him
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NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: can u keep a secret
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: or give me advice
Asianic415: okay
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: ok luke wants me to start dating him right well if i do then when jared comes back here we may be dating and going to prom if i date him now so i should just tell luke i wanna be with
jared right?
Asianic415: i think that if you really like jared, then you should tell luke that you dont want to date anyone else right now and that you just want to be with jared
Asianic415: the problem with dating is, you are still free to see whoever you want to, but you arent free from hurting people
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i mean i know i like jared more but thats cause i dated himand got to know him and i mean i don't think i could even like luke more than a freind anyway cause jared means alot to me
Asianic415: then be faithful
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i know
Asianic415: just like he's being faithful to you while he's down there
Asianic415: if you could only just wait for him
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: so i should tell him that me and eric talked nad that we might date again?
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: don't take that the wrong way
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: its just i need to see if i even like him for the new person he is or if what we have is just lust
Asianic415: who you talking about?
Asianic415: eric or jared?
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: eric
Asianic415: i cant believe you want to get involved with him again
Asianic415: but if that's what you want to do, then go ahead, you might as well tell him now, it'll spare him much heartache
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i mean he is changed and he was my fisrt love what is so bad that you can't believe that i loved him
Asianic415: i thought you changed too
Asianic415: but obviously not
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i mean i am changed what do you mean
Asianic415: i cant believe you would get involved with someone else, if you werent ready to change, or if you still had underlying desires for another pesron
Asianic415: especially with one of my best frends
Asianic415: you got his haert, and he's back in new orleans waiting for you
Asianic415: and here you are wanting to get bcak with your first love
Asianic415: julia was jared's first love
Asianic415: you dont see him wanting to get bcak with her
Asianic415: do you?
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i don't knw if i want eric and i wish everyone owuld quite pushing me to put the past behind me !!
Asianic415: okay then, dont listen
Asianic415: and go do what you want
Asianic415: but on the side
Asianic415: dont hurt my friend
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i just want to see who i want to be with
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: you know you first love could be your last but i need to figure it out for myself
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i need to see if there are still feelings there so if not i can be true to jared
Asianic415: i used to think i had found my first love, but now it's all changed, laura has become my first love, and she'll be my last. it's the only way you can ever get over the past, when you totally drop everythign else, and
start over with life, with love, totally forgetting about where you've been, but always remembering what you've learned from past relationships, and applying them to the new one
Asianic415: if you give eric an inch in your life, you will have feelings for him
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: and not have somthin else on my mind saying that i would never know
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i know i know
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i know what i have to do
Asianic415: if you give anyone an inch of your life
Asianic415: you will have feelings for them
Asianic415: so that's why you shouldnt
Asianic415: if you really care for someone
Asianic415: if you really care, then prove it, then show it
Asianic415: i really care about jared, so taht's why i am looking out for him
Asianic415: for the time that he was here, he was the best friend i could ever have here
Asianic415: he listened to me, and he put up with my shit every day, and he was still there
Asianic415: if you think you can find a better guy than that, then you are free to do so at your own cost, you dont know what you'll be missin
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NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: tahnks i need you to help me out i was getting caught in the past
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: its just hard with him back ya know
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i mean i go into burger king and there he is
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i didnot know he even worked there
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: and i mean its just hard
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i just gt caught up
Asianic415: why didnt you just leave
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: can't helpit i just still get that feeling when i first see him that says i miss him but i don't
NHSCUTIEPIECHIC: i think i am going to let both of them go cause i am being unfaithful to both of them
Asianic415: no i just think your being unfaithful to jared
