Save Me From Myself

why......this is so unexpected i toil with my thoughts

how can i keep playing this game of tug o' war

please save me from myself

as the sweet salty life wich flows through my viens

now pools and drips from mine eyes

please i beg you

save me from myself

all i want to do is go and run and flee

leave all this chaos behind me

yet you are there you take me back

to shade me from His grip of death

why must you care and love me

it was so much easier alone

i know not this feeling called love

yet i lust to drink it's essance

i locked away all that was lost

i gave it to you in a brown wooden box

i gave it to you with your future in mind

so i'd forget it and be left behind

but then you took me by the hand

your showed me you could understand

you touched my face all stained blood red

you cried with me and then you said

that all wanted was to care

your soul was open, yet in dispare

you knew not what to do

we held eachother in the dark

in confusion black and stark

both of us fearing the same thing

both of us hearing demons sing

we want to run

we want to hide

yet all this madness must subside

because i looked into your eyes

and found the purest thing there is

the thing the scholars write to find

the thing great questors keep in mind

the golden glow of a human soul

the innocence that has kept us whole

and so i look around to see

that you will always be with me

even if you're far away

you will be with me here to stay

and so i try to beat my fear

and keep away the blazing spear

so as not to peirce my heart once more

where in your arms i'd die forsure

so here i end the words with this

an untainted silver kiss

to place apon your noble brow

please write again don't leave me now........

please save me from myself