Indy

he's all i ever wanted

i know this but he disbelieves me.

his life lives like hell

for all he ever wanted is far away.

they point and giggle

what is their little game?

lust charring like hot dogs left too long on the grill

the sounds so loud, almost thundering

the lights that are colored and spin like tornadoes

the laughter overflowing.

what the hell are their names?

he doesn't want them

problem to problem

he sounds so distraught

i want to hug him

my arms just don't stretch that far.

i know what i had was too good to be true

why?

because i felt what was real

then it slipped through my fingers and back to Indy

i love him more than life

but even he said faith doesn't travel through phone lines.

i wish there was warranty in wax that seals letters

tea that ages my parchment

but i still sigh

15 hours in a red geo

that's all it is.