06.06.2003
i have never had anyone close to me taken away. everyone that i know who has died had already lived a long, full, happy life before they past away. the only one who hadn't, a terrible and tragic incident, was an acquaintance, a good friend of a friend. i really don't know what it feels like to lose someone close.
i visited star's site today to find that dear little hunter has passed away. i can't imagine the loss she's suffering right now. i used to visit hypnoticx sometimes just to see his handsome face. he and sumi would've made quite the couple if they had known each other.
i couldn't imagine losing sumi. she's such a *huge* part of my life. i wake up to her. i go to sleep with her. there's no way i could be without her for very long. my day is spent being snuggled against, chewed on and chased after.
my deepest sympathies to star and jason for their lost. i am so very sorry.
dearest hunter.