04.25.2003
i'm feeling a whole lot better today considering that i've been feeling like hell the last few days. the only thing is, is my head's all stuffy. my ears. my nose. i feel like i'm in a bubble. and i've finally gotten some of my appetite back, having not eaten since sunday i was relieved that food appealed to me again. but my tastebuds are out of whack so everything tastes like nothing right now. my 7-up tasted like carbonation. and my soup tasted like ... well, it didn't have a taste at all. i want to sit down right now in front of a plate of chicken nachos topped with loads of cheese and sour cream and actually taste all that yummy goodness.
next week wednesday i have to go to another doctor to consult with her about my swollen lymphnodes (that's why my neck had been hurting so much before and which is what the lump ended up being). she'll decide whether or not i need to get it removed. i don't want to have surgery. i just want it to go back from wherever it came from and leave me alone.