01.09.2003
i haven't been able to talk to jon for over a week now. i didn't call him while i was in vegas because my cellular service doesn't include long distance and since we've returned, iris and i have gone out a couple of times, so i haven't been able to really talk to him. i feel so out of touch with him. i really do miss him. i miss his voice. i miss our talks. i miss our good-nights. what makes it worse is that he won't be coming in this weekend and the weekend after that my mom and my aunty is coming over from the mainland, so he probably won't come in then either.
i'm surrounded by friends and i feel like i'm having a great time, but when i really think about it, i feel so lost and alone without him.