Fitting in

I often find myself trying this
Trying to fit in a place that
I often do not belong
Why has the thoughts return
I do not belong in anyone's world
I guess you can say that
I have grown tired of this feeling
I grow tired of trying to fit in
Fitting in is something that
I will never be able to do
I don't know how I know this
To be true but unfortunate for me
It is very true
Fitting in is something that
Everybody else can do
Either as themselves
Behind a mask
How unfortunate this is for me
Who knows maybe it is the best thing
I need to just go and disappear
Maybe I need to learn more
The ability to disguise myself better
If I can't like myself
Why should I expect others to do it
Who am I fooling I am a loner
I have become the biggest bonehead
Who wants to be a friend to me
They say they do
Their actions speck louder than words
I realize that to do something
That you are not capable of doing
For me that is fitting in is wrong
Fitting in is something I will never do
For from now on
I will disappear into my own world
A world that has no room for
Fitting in

Richard K. Wilcox

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