| May 19, 2002 | ||||||||||||||||
| I feel sleepy, blur, sort of frozen and not sure what to do right now. All I know right now is to type this entry. I woke up in the morning and I gradually pieced together how I will spend this day. I watched cartoons in the morning, had lunch and did some stuff on the PC. Then I decided that it was time to go for another Mini4WD race. I got there with the new Racer Box and more cars then I ever brought to any race. I did not feel like rushing at all. I took my time to adjust settings and used cars suited the track best. Gradually after much time, money and effort was spent- I got my timing of completing the race course. I observed others' setting, kept my ears' open to others' opinion and tactics and mixed it with my own. Someone I met again during the last race was here again. And I made some space for him and chatted with him. That same little boy was here again. Again he did not have any clues what he was doing. And he seemed really lazy as he constantly asked how to set his machine. And he did not even know how to use the screwdriver well. And he also did not spend time to practice. Up to now, I am not sure if I had won anything. I was too afraid to make the call to find out from the shop that held the event. I got to make the call in the morning, I just got to find out. And I told the owner's helper to take down my number. Not the owner himself. I know that he would call if I won anything. After I had spent a small fortune and had enough confidence that my race time was good enough. I went to see a movie. I watched the latest Star Wars movie- Episode 2: Attack of the Clones. I was fortunate to get a okay seat and I was just in time for it. The movie was a feast for the eyes more then anything. The scale of the movie was very large. The main actress looked very nice too. The movie was enjoyable. Then it was time to take a leak and have dinner. After I had dinner, I went home. I felt tired and late already. Maybe it is the weather or the constant thoughts of my worries that made me so tired. Then it was time to do some maintenance on my machines. But it was hard to do so as it felt really boring and pathetic to change the setting. You see I only had enough parts for 2 machines. And I had to move the parts back to the other 2 machines. Then I recorded the settings by sketching it out. After greasing up some parts of 2 machines I used, it was time to quit. Most of the time was spent staring at the TV then actually enjoying myself. I have so much on my mind. It is midnight already and I just want to enjoy the music on the radio. And pray hard that everything will turn out well. |
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