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I feel very unhappy today. Nothing bad happened at all. Yet I feel so tired and down in the dumps. The female I long to at least hear from again still does not contact me at all. I dread to think the reasons why she does not want to ever respond to me again. I am also worried about the coming IPPT although I feel so much stronger then many weeks ago. Today, I did not get to go out at all. I was attached to the store. And there was some things to do but it was not a lot. And it was not very happening. There was some stuff to move, some patch cords to strip, some cleaning up and etc. Then the rest of the time crawled slowly. But the day still ended. Although it ended a lot later then yesterday. I got home and felt so grumpy and tired. Now I just want to try and enjoy myself as much as possible and recharge my batteries. |
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