The early part of the morning went very much the same way. I woke up, showered and ate breakfast. I packed my things and went for the attachment.
Today was about learning to use Cardio machines and Stretching. Things did not went as good as I anticipated and my performance was lousy. I was too nervous, made things too complex for myself and it just did not feel good. And the attachment was also a series of test too. I have to demonstrate the entire thing tomorrow. If I fail then the attachment would be extended. Anyway I had time to practise during the attachment this morning. And I felt pretty confident. Another thing I was not too pleased was that the stuff they taught seemed different. No matter how lousy it felt, it was only 2 hours.
After today's attachment, I went straight home. I felt like just stuffing my face. The lunch that mum cooked turned out to be better then what she said. And I felt nice and full. Then I watched a little TV before waking up to do some stuff. Only today then I realized how much time I wasted with the nap and everything. Maybe I will skip the nap tomorrow. I have to get something for reservist. I have to tape up the darn SBO. After much time was wasted, I went to the gym. Actually it wasn't exactly wasting time but the things I did took up a lot of time. And the time after that seemed really late already.
I got to the gym and I was still thinking about a lot of stuff. I talked to Trainer Benedict about the attachment. Felt like telling him about a lot of other stuff too. But he was working out his shoulders today. And I also felt like working out more then anything else at that moment. Then I did my cardio and spilled some of my grouses to someone else. It was to another Trainer there. I felt so unhappy that I looked sick. And he thought that I was ill. At first, I joked that it had been a long time since I went out with any gal with big breasts. Then I said that it was the attachment, the poly enrolment and reservist that was making me unhappy. Then I went to buy bottles of Gatorade before going home.
I got home and I took my supplements along with what mum had bought for me to eat. It was Roti Prata. After I had all that I felt very full. So I did not have dinner. I spent my time preparing the clothes to wear for tomorrow. Folding my clothes and packing for the next gym trip. Then I typed this entry. A friend had just left, he came to return a game he borrowed. And I returned his game. Right now, I am totally out of things to type. Whatever else there is to type is rather dirty so I won't type it. I hope that tomorrow will be a better day.
