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I do not feel very happy today. Today is the start of my ITP and the place was far although getting there was not a problem. But it takes a lot of time. Then the very early part of the day was spent with not even a familiar face in sight. Same poly but different topics and/or departments. And someone said no when I asked if I could not come next Saturday as I had IPPT in the afternoon. At the end of the day I felt very angry about it. I am going to ask nicely about it again tomorrow. If the answer is no, then I am going to call my LO. If the answer is still no, I still ain't going to come on that day. As for the rest of the day, it was work at 2 different locations. It does not seem to be extremely hard work. But in some ways, it was hard. So many wires to unwind. At least it was much cleaner then my last ITP. There is something that is driving me nuts. My only female person whom I like very much has absolutely ignored me for a long time. I don't think she cares for me for even a little bit anymore. I feel very unhappy, lonely and cold hearted more then ever. Will I ever find a female person whom is not my mum who cares for me very much? Still got many days ahead. Sometimes I just wished that I got hit by a car and died or something. |
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