I did not feel too happy yesterday. I felt troubled over what to do with my future. Spent most of the day studying then going for the Fitness Instructor Course. Discussed with my classmates about my future and the answer became very clear that I do not really have a choice. The best thing for me is going to Poly to study a engineering course. One of the reasons for doing so is that I really do not feel like working yet.
My belly and face seem to be really thinning out. I have been eating as much as usual but I seem to be getting thinner. I wonder is it because I keep getting getting colds and flus. I can type some more and I may do so later. But for now, lunch and everything else first.
The time now is 8:44 PM, I have decided to continue this diary entry. There is no very smooth way to continue this part of the entry. So I will just type whatever I want. I wanted to buy a new sports T-shirt and a pair of sports socks. Then go to the gym after that. But after I was done with the shopping, I felt my eyes tearing. And I was a lot more tired then usual. So I went home instead.
It felt very good to do a little shopping. It really made me felt happier. Mum told me to buy another T-shirt as I was wearing the Reebok T-shirt a lot. I was buying something I like, useful and I can get a 35% discount due to my gym card. I took a closer look then usual. And the types of clothing Reebok produces seem to have a great variety. One of the more interesting clothing I saw had protection from the sun and absorbs perspiration. I bought the sweat absorbent T-shirt and a pair of Antifungal socks.
Before I went shopping, I had fried chicken with rice and vegetable soup at a foodcourt. It felt really nice to go out and do very simple things I want to do all by myself. But it also feels a tad bit lonely. The food was good and there were people near me. But they are nothing but galleries of pictures. I am all alone. I looked all around me. I looked mostly at the woman in red in front of me. She had very sexy bosoms and a nice looking body. Her face ain't bad either.
After I got home, I finally went to see the doctor after mum told me to. Mum said that the new T-shirt I bought looked a lot better then the last one. I got flu medicine, antibiotics and medicine for pain. I wanted to revise what was taught last time. But the medicine really kicked in and I felt too tired to hit the books and notes.
With the release of the 'O' Level results, it invoke some of the most painful memories of my life again. I really wished that I can be more then what I am now. And/or something special and magical happens. Then again, I guess I am just dreaming. But still without dreams then what will I be?
