It is now 5:59PM and I am listening to a new CD- Stella Ng's First Album.
I bought this CD today. Except for how I feel about this CD and interaction with friends by SMS, I feel extremely bored. Nowadays, there is this constant urge for something very refreshing and emotionally good feeling thing to happen to me. Even if it involves some kind of risk. I act by my feelings and the feel of the moment these days. It feels very dangerous but very easy as I seem to switch my operations to automatic.
I think I will start with my review of this CD first then just see what else to type.
My favourite song of all time is still Faye Wong's Eyes On Me of FFVII. It gives me this extremely thick, sweet and romantic feeling. But the best CD I bought so far is Stef Sun's Second Album- My Desired Happiness. However Stella Ng's Album is very good too. It does not feel as thick as Stef Sun's My Desired Happiness but there is a very naturally pleasing yet light feel to it. It is a very refreshing type of music. So my advice is to give it a try. On the other hand, the way I judge CD is very impulsive- If I hear any part of the album that sounds good I will just buy it.
Let me start with the original plan for this web site diary entry, I wanted to type yesterday's entry from my paper diary as it would be special and good enough.
But later on I felt it just won't be fresh enough. So I typed today.
Okay, Onwards with this day. The entire morning is totally boring. Doing miscellaneous things I need to do with so kind of drag and generally no motivation whatsoever except for the fact that these things need to be done.
By 1PM I was done but somehow I dragged my time till 2 PM then I got out of the house.
I was in the MRT station near where I live and I was messaging a friend whom I consider very good in my list. He is my primary school classmate, his name is YongTian. I feel so darn bored and alone that I naturally asked is he free, his location and whether he wants to have lunch together. Communicated by SMS and mistook one of his message for meeting up with girlfriend. Then girlfriend kind of talk started and he told me there is no hurry for that kind of thing and that it will come naturally. As in leave it to god.
Then I found out I left the Unit's Pager at home, so I had to go back and get it. As my sister was at home, I told her to bring it and meet me halfway. So I went back and got the pager and went to where I wanted to have lunch and catch a movie.
Yes, I had lunch but I just do not have the mode to watch a movie, any movie.
I heavily resent the thought that I will probably feel very alone. In the end, I decided to buy a CD. I wanted Stella Ng's CD simply because her show "Constellation", one of her people describe her music as writing diary entries. I wanted to hear how true it was. The only other CD that caught my attention was the original
"Eyes on Me" sang by Faye Wong in a very beautiful FFVII Cover, special CD Shape. But the price was over $10 for a single. Still I may buy it, I love this song and I love FFVII. FFVII is the only game I bought, played continuously, felt myself sink totally into it and enjoying the entire experience.
Then I decided to go home, I called Tan Z Y although I can message him simply because I was bored. But then later on used SMS as it was cheaper. I told him about the whole experience of buying the CD and the FFVII CD. He asked me why did I buy her CD as he felt she didn't have the looks or voice. Then I asked just for fun who is prettier- Stef Sun or Stella Ng. He said he was not sure as he was unclear of Stella Ng. I remember I said he can catch her(Stella Ng) on the tube at 7:30PM. I also told him that Stella Ng's busts are bigger then Stef Sun's. Oh, god if any of those pretty ladies see this, I hope they won't be angry.
After I got home, I typed out most of this entry, stopping only to quench my thrist and eat dinner. Now, I just want to relax then go to bed as early as I can.