I tell this girl a lot of things even very private things. But I think I have not shared my deepest feelings with her yet. I communicate with this girl on a very regular basis using SMS. Then there is also the other female pen pal which I have not met yet but shared my deepest feelings. And this other female pen pal is 20 yrs old, working, more mature and daring, I like both of them a lot but not love as I am not sure. I kept saying I want a girlfriend but my heart is a litttle scared.
I felt like going to the gym again, the last time was yesterday night. But I do not want to wear myself out too much as I am going tomorrow night for workout session with trainer Benedict.
Okay, enough already, no point typing when I do not feel the flow.
