For the past few days I have been able to keep myself busy. There are lots of interesting stuff that happened in my life for the past few days. Been writing my diary whenever I am on duty at camp.
Of all the things that happened, the best thing is meeting a female pen pal. And continuing to contact her after meeting her. She is not extremely beautiful but I feel at ease being with her. I covered meeting her in extremely great detail in the offline version of my diary. I told her a lot of things, some of which may be too naughty or personal. But I do not really care that much, just react and do things the way I feel. As long as I do not break the law or go against my values of Upright and honourable. I figured I will be just fine.
As for my other pen pals which are all female. I have not met them yet. And I have not been getting their mail for days. I really wish to meet them, not that I am lusting for girls. It is just that I do not have much female friends. So I seek some kind of balance and more people to talk to. But if I find that very special someone whom really clicks with me, having a girlfriend will not be a bad thing. I got lots of things to do even after I ORD. I must go and study to be a personal trainer and also make my body even better then ever. Although I say the word- must, I cannot help it but feel the need to really rest. Spend a few days not having to set the alarm clocks to wake me up. Days of doing exactly what I want, when I want it with no surprises. Days of nothing but bliss, bliss and bliss.
I am getting tired. So I shall end here.
