(the unrestrained go anywhere, write anything version) has not stopped. I am feeling very tired right now but I really want to type this entry. It is now 1:36AM.
Some news for the people:
A) I have moved home
B) Made some pen pals, extremely happy
Actually there is so much I can say to the entire world but I am a bit worried as to what will happen if I really cut myself loose. But I promise there will always be something about me that is true and maybe a bit personal that the entire world can read about.
Ever since I moved home, there has been so much to do that it is unbelievable. It is incredible how much junk and stuff the entire family has. Then the unpacking, organizing, moving of my stuff took up a lot of time and sweat. All that has also made me sick due to the huge amount of dust that is also brought along. Made me tired and sick from flu and slight fever.
But no matter how tired or sick I felt I wrote back to my pen pals right away as I really wanted to make more female friends and the fact that I moved home. So I need to respond back as soon as possible. Girlfriend? Yes, I want one very much. But I never had enough girl friend at all. So Girl friend is a good start. Girlfriend? One step at a time first. I got the letters and e-mails after I placed my info in Teenage Magazine. Then my info appeared in the June Issue of Teenage Magazine after a long wait. I only knew about it when the male friend- C S Lim told me about it. I even placed this web site of mine in it so that people can know a lot about me. I also noticed more hits to the pages in my web site and more people signing my guest book. All that has made me very happy. I have not felt so happy in a long while.
I still have much to set up in this new home but I am sure it will all take shape in time.
Yesterday had been very well spent. Morning was spent at camp- nothing really, really interesting to report. Went to the gym for workout with trainer Benedict, picking up stuff at the old home, I also spent a little time playing the toys I have while I was very little. Yes, the memories of playing with toys were sweet and without sorrow. Found a notice at the front door of the old home, left by the mailman saying I got a large article that he tried to deliver to the old home. And guess what the date he tried to deliver the large article was today! But delivering time was in the morning for Saturday. I really wonder what the large article is. Somehow I manage to carry the big bag of stuff which included 2 radios and magic tricks which I used to practice and perform to my primary school classmates and friends. Due to the time I must pick up the large article, I asked mum to pick it up for me as I just not free during those times.
Mum did not fail to make another otherwise excellent day end with a sad note. She really ranted when I asked her for pocket money. She said she gave me over $100 and how the heck did I spent it so fast. She never gave me so much money in the first place. And I am no spendthrift. I swear I will return all the money I own my parents. But I also use my NSF pay to spend on whatever I need or wanted. MY MONEY NOT HERS. In the end she gave me money anyway. She has not been all there for days, forgetting where she placed things, accusing me of saying or executing certain actions and basically being unpleasant. I am still sad and scarred from the times she called me stupid. Okay enough already, I do not want to type so much that I cry. Sweet dreams.
