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I am typing this entry early. I feel stressed. Saturday is when I feel most relaxed. But yesterday was not the best Saturday that I had. The morning was kind of used up due to the 3rd year project briefing. I believed that I spent yesterday in the best way possible already but I just don't feel that I had enough fun. And I slept late last night. So I woke up feeling tired and with a slight bit of temperature. I did not feel like doing anything at all. Improper planning lead to much readjusting before I even touched my books. I watched cartoons more then anything else in the morning. Lunch was cooked by mum early in the morning and it was good food. I had vegetables during lunch but I sliced and ate 2 oranges to make sure that I was healthy. Then I took a nap, showered and finally touched my books. I did some revision and tried to do a tutorial. Then I stopped, I simply did not have any motivation. I felt so scared and stressed of what will come in the near future. I really do not want to fail poly. Although studying engineering in poly was never something that I wanted to do. Poly diploma is like a good backup to me. When I stopped, I felt like going out and getting some air. I also felt like buying a great game I wanted for some time. But that game's score wasn't as high as another game I wanted. But that other game won't be arriving soon. If I had a lot of money, I probably would buy them both. And I wanted to buy the Feb issue of FHM Singapore but I did not felt like going on. One of the reasons for not going out is because I did not feel so well. So I stayed home and played one of my videogames which were still quite new. I never quite had time to play videogames for hours at a go. I want to just unwind during chinese new year. Then mum came home with food. And it was great food, it was fried rice. Now I am typing this diary. I ain't going to study at all for the rest of this night. Tomorrow will be Monday and Thursday will be chinese new year. I hope to have lots of fun and feel refreshed and ready for the rest of this year. |
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