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I don't feel very happy. In fact, I felt happier last week. This new week felt like I should get something started already. Time feels like it is running out and there are lots of things to worry about. Even chatting with friends did not felt nice at times. Especially those that are in the same camp as me. They keep mentioning all those anger inducing things like IPPT and Reservist. I wished that I could charge down to Changi Naval Base and kill as many officers as possible. I did not do much in the morning. The main thing I did was phone M1 to find out about handphone upgrade. Then I did not felt like being at home in the afternoon. Staying at home would have felt lonely, my thoughts might run wild and it just did not felt like a good idea. I went to buy Gatorade before going to the gym. I did my workout and felt good. Had a meal afterwards. It is the simplest things that makes one feel happy. Then I bought Vitamins and a magazine. Then I went home. Now, I am typing this diary as I feel really stressed out.
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