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| Legacy |
| If you make even one meeting wrong, Then even the feelings of love become thorns.. The pain I submerged deep within my heart screamed, and was revived Sometimes I try to blame myself, saying, "why did I do that??" Sometimes I even asked my friend,"But why?" Reflected in the flowing water, a fragment of memory I swore in my heart That I would never repeat those thoughts again Reflecting in the flowing water, there is sorrow, so with this power, with this life, I shall protect all What I lost was my belief But now, I know that all forms of love like friendship, family, and significant others, is unconquerable!! Even if it's miserable, and the present doesn't lead anywhere |
| Of Awakening to your senses, and atonement |
| That is whywe help each other... When I see my heart's shadow in the mirror, I realize that is the birth place of love just another face for all that is precious I won't turn away from pain anymore for all that is precious I won't turn away from pain anymore!! |
| The Story... Get comfortable.... :) |
| My childhood was a mix of surprises, most obstacles were hard to handle, but I made it through... if you want to hear about that, it's on another page..... Anyway, it started when I met a group of people in high school... They seemed pleasent enough, always laughing, smiling, joking around, I enjoyed my time with them, yet never knew their histories, and that I was in store for a lot of trouble... the names have been changed to protect the innocent... WARNING: DO NOT COPY AND PASTE THE FOLLOWING... especially onto white paper..... :). 1.) Nakago -classification- female Erin 2.) Tasuki -classification- female Jess 3.) Chiriko -classification- femaleAngie 4.) Nuriko -classification- femaleSharon 5.) Amiboshi - classification- male Tim 6.) Suboshi -classification- male JB 7.) Tomo -classification- male Roger 8.) Soi -classification- male Greg 9.) Tamahome -classification- male catfish bob 10.) Mitskake -classification- male spike |
| School wasn't so bad... I enjoyed it, I was top of the art class, and felt accepted by my friends. But then, trouble began to arise... Nakago and Tasuki always had it out for each other, and I believe that sometimes their sole purpose was to make one another miserable... (By the way, I'm gonna play chichiri here ya know??) I was always there for them when they felt that there was nothing left. They always succeeded in hurting each other emotionally. Nakago always handled it much better naturally, but his anger was something to be reconed with!! Sometimes I would allow myself to be the target of his frustrations, because I knew it would make him feel better... not only that, but I didn't know anyone else who would take it without offense... Chiriko knew how things were, and explained to me time after time to just let them destroy themselves, and that it would be pointless to get involved... But how could I stand there and do nothing when I knew I could help the situation? So time after time I stepped in to calm things, hopefully stopping disaster, because Tasuki had a rage that could have burnt the school down!! not to mention the damage inflicted by those fangs ;)... Nuriko eventually stepped in, and told me they weren't worth saving... but... No matter how evil something may be, you just don't have the right to decide whether it lives or dies!!! You can't just kill all of the spiders to save the butterflies!! You would wreck the delicate balance. So I still offered myself to them as a means of escape from that which they have created. I mean, why couldn't we all live in peace? Time passed Things hadn't changed much, Nuriko introduced me to this guy named Amiboshi, he was rather full of himself, but he also had a very nice side to him, one that made me think that everyone has a good side... I trusted him, but instead he forced himself onto me... I feel bad if he can't have children after I kicked him off, but I felt very betrayed and scared at the time... I allowed my fear to engulf me.. It was wrong, and I have forgiven him, so it is in the past... but it only forshadowed what was to happen next... A few months later, Nakago had found what he believed was the love of his life, Soi... Soi was the friendly sort, very thoughtful, and pleasant to hang out with. But that soon changed as time flew by, Soi was tainted by the love she had for Nakago, who was always on the lookout for another girl. He tormented Soi with his incesant cheating and flirting. Soon Soi became the jealous type, nothing mattered to her except Nakago, classes were failed, friendships were broken, and fights broke out. I used to feel very sorry for the poor kid. I tried talking to Nakago, but as time passed, Nakago gave me the cold shoulder.. No longer was I of use to him, and that was when I believe he subconciously decided, that I must be taken care of... I understood he was going through a lot with Soi, so I never pushed the issue of our friendship... This is to be continued ya know?? I gotta get some sleep... ZzZZZZzzZZZzzZZ ZzZzZzZzZz "NOOOOOOOOO...... vash says more sleep please... ZZZZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz |