the began the silence
then flowed in the sadness
then my thoughts were clear.
My anger I could not handle.
My cutting no longer worked.
I've yet to find an alternative
My perfect life's a scandal.
I couldn't take it anymore
The pain, the rage, the lies.
I packed up all my shit and left
I've given up the war.
I sat and I thought about what to do
Homeless now for an hour.
Still sitting here thinking 'bout where to go
Still sitting here thinking 'bout you.
With no plan in y head,
No future in my grasp
No life I'd consider worth living,
I'm starving, I'm sad,
I know this is bad.
But I'm better off, Without you.
Kelly Wilson