The room spinning past my eyes
My thoughts fragmented and racing
Walking in to doors
Slow down, I'm getting tired.

My temper on a thin matchstick
Yelling at my girls
I wish they could understand why
Mummy is so angry

My skin crawling,
Beads of sweat dripping
Mingling with the tears
The tears of frustration

Expectations of normality
Feeling so lonely
No one feeling
My excruciating pain

Sleep eludes me
The dreams haunt my mind
Vertigo reigns absolute
Dancing in my eyelids

Trying to hold on
To stop the spinning
I just need something to hold
To keep me sane and still

Confusion reigns
Where am I?
Who am I?
Why??
 
 

10/3/02
 

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