Squall's Journal.

Sweet Darkness, Hold Me...








Day Eighty-Six: Saturday 9-21-2002

Early Evening: 5:39 PM
Listening to: The football game

   Hi everyone. You all know I would love to waste my time talking to you people and telling you of my day, and God knows I would love that more than participating in this party, but... God also knows we rarely get what we want. ><;; I'm at my cousin's hosue in Lansing (well, close to it...)and we are celebrating my little cousin-by-marriage's birthday (Hannah). you're lucky i'm even updating. I was about to kill for this weekend off, because it holds my fight with Neo-America (Don't ask, you don't want to know.) Oh, and pre-apology for all the damned typos, if they're still there-- i'm checking over this a couple times to take care of them-- but I'm on a strange keyboard, and it slags my typing. Oh well, whatever. Not my problem, ne?
   Spansih Class is truly corrupting me. I sound all preppy when i speak, beacuse that how spanish is: Preppy. And God knows I hate it. Oh well... It'll make college easier. ><;;;;;;
   Well, that's about it. I've been traingi like crazy for the fight with Neo-America, tongight at 10. Well, see ya.

    ...uh-huh, sure,
      Squall.


Day Seventy-Nine: Friday 9-14-2002

Early Afternoon: 1:43 PM
Listening to: ...

   Wow, Seems I've been to busy to update. What with my new training schedule, physical and mental training overrun everything else. Sorry. I have been up to way too much to define to you guys, but let's just say this: a lot. A guy-- who we will refer to as Domo'n-- has been just over-working me. I've been put under his 'practiced eye'. I was walking home, haven't had a sleep in nearing 25 hours , and he's just like,"Come on, keep going. You can handle this." and here I was, near passing out from exhaustion. o.o; ... ><;; Whatever. Then he has me do speed-dodge training, followed by stretches, then a warm-up (which I never did before because... I don't bother warming up my muscules) with five-pound weights ("You can't abuse your body and expect to work well under stress!") x.x; what stress? I'm a 15-year old who goes to school in a hick-filled 'palace'... anyways, then I can finally work with the 12 pounds, and finish with a cool-down on the five's again. ><; whatever. Gotta go... need to grab sleep before Domo'n shows up.

    ...whatever,
      Squall.


Day Seventy-One: Friday 9-6-2002

Evening: 10:14 PM
Listening to: "White Reflection" by Gundam Wing, repeat...

   I'm tired. Fuck an update. I've had a screwy week. ><; see you tomorrow.

    ...whatever,
      Squall.


Day Sixty-Seven: Monday 9-2-2002

Late Afternoon: 3:54 PM
Listening to: "Liberi Fatali" by FF8, repeat...

   Gotta go back to school tomorrow. ><; Damn. Oh well. But I started another story, I'll post it at Amnesia. I'm still writing Blessed, and I jsut needed something to do, and this popped into my head. *proud* yeah...whatever. I'll let you know. Oh, and I think I forgot to tell you all; I was camping that last four days. ^^ *had a really good time* It was wonderful. Really. I had lots of fun, and didn't have to talk to everyone. Go me. Well, update later. Bye.

    ...whatever,
      Squall.


Day Sixty-Three: Thursday 8-29-2002

Early Evening: 6:10 PM
Listening to: "May it be..." by Enya, repeat...

   ...okay. This should be a very long update, being as I slacked off for three days. ...Whatever. Firstly, I would like to comment once more on my hatred for humanity. Humans are so selfish. They make it seem like they want to annihilate the Earth... I won't let them. ><; No. I've decided I want to be a forest ranger. I'm not sure what to do, but I've looked into it and I think that it would work out for me.
   I lost control today. Everyone knows how much I hate cigerettes and hate whomever employs their use... Even Jeff. I lost it when he was smoking and walked over to me-- and less than an inch away-- waved it at me. My mind just screamed and my side-persona-- whom I've began calling Kahlissia, or Kahli for short-- just went ballistic. I hit him. Hard as I could, and I weight train so... yeah. I punched his shoulder, and just kept hitting him. I couldn't... stop. It felt like I was watching someone use my body. I saw from my eyes, and from Kahli's eyes. It was just... insane. I stopped when Kahli's burst of rage was spent and Jeff moved. Then I just... glared. The whole time I was freaking out and like "shit!".
   So, anyways... Jeff was mad at me. ><; *doesn't really care* ...Whatever...
   I'm tired. I know I had a lot more to say, but if I don't curl up and read a book then sleep, I'll pass out. Yeah. Whatever.

Oh, and Mr. Peters? If you're here, HI!


    (...Goddess protect me, that sounds far too preppy...),
      Squall.


Day Sixty-One: Tuesday 8-27-2002

Evening: 10:08 PM
Listening to: "Liberi Fatali" by FF8, on repeat...

   ...In Spanish, we usually have to work groups. I hate groups. And people. And stupidity. yeah. Update later.

    (...),
      Squall.







...The name Squall is copyrighted to Squaresoft, but nicknamed to me. Don't sue me. You won't get much. I'll more than likely kill you in the attempt.
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