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P.s. The Background is Rath Illuser from Mineko Ohkami's "Dragon Knights". Snatched it from this nifty place called Dragon Knights Sanctuary. Go, check it out!


09.12.2003 | Friday

Afternoon/morning | 10:26
One of those days...

  Today's just one of those days, where I can't do it. I want to scream, I want to just scream at the top of my lungs. I can't stand it, nor do I want to. I want to die, I want to feel blood on my hands, and there's no one here to hurt. I already promised my life to someone, I told her I'd never kill myself, but I just want to. I want to really bad. Please.. please just let me go?

   ...shit.
      Sin


09.08.2003 | Monday

Morning | 10:17
That was SO fucking hot ^^

  << Okay, this is another at-school update. ^^' It's third hour and I'm doing my Geogrpahy of Michigan research on Huron County in Michigan. >.> Hey, minna, if you have any information on fun things to do in Huron County, Michigan, 'mail me and let me know, okay? (Here: [email protected]). ^^ Arigatou, minna-chan!
   It's a little rushed and kinda hurried, because I'm not supposed to be doing this while I "work". ^^' Yeah... So, just let me just say HI! I live!!

GO YOU, JAMI-CHAN!!!!! XDDD That was SO fucking hot!! ^^


   Ja!,
      Sin


09.04.2003 | Thursday

Afternoon | 14:07
Just really quick....

  Okay! Updated Sano's journal, so I finally got around to updating my own. ^^; gomen ne!! I'm so easily distracted, and what with school, Rollercoaster Tycoon and RPing (XD AFLEEGI!!) I get all amused and completely ignore my journal. And then when I do work up the energy to update, I then remember the HTML and that like... x.x;; Motivates me away from doing the update. n.n;; ANYWAYS. Excuses put aside...

  Well... As for school lately, Not much to really say, just working and trying to get it all done. @.@ A little rough, but no big problems. Online time increased to 11 (Which I stayed on until anyways, so now i'll just increase it to 12. ^^ >>;; I do so obey my mom. You all LIE!!! >> << >>;; ) o.O But I can't make it any higher than 12 cause o.O O.o I go ta bed then. Cause @.@ if I don't that would mean I wake up at 3, instead of 2. I need my two horus, damnit!!

  >>; And Jami. It is so NOT my fault you swear so much. ^^ I've cut back a lot. There's only like.... three curse words in a nine word sentence now!! XD YES! GO ME!! Er... I've got like... 14 minutes left, and I still have to long on to Amnesia and like... let them know I'll get to the RP-Page eventually. >< Such violent flames!! NOT cool. Anywho. Ja ne, minna-chan!!

   Ja!,
      Sin


08.31.2003 | Sunday

Evening | 18:03
Bound at every limb by the shackles of my fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears,
Lost from within, pursuing the end..
I fight for the chance to be lied to again.

  Okay... so the update was a day late, and a dollar short. Well, not really, because you get a new background! Aren't you all special?? ^^ feel it. I made the bg, and the main image in the bg is Kai-Stern, from the front of Dragon Knights, book 10 and the lyrics are Evanescence's "Lies" and it's only temporary, so you won't have to suffer long. *yawn8 just until I find something good. o.o not to say Kai-Stern isn't seksi or anything. It's just... not what I want and I made it on Paint. o.O O.o bbl, better update, want to seek bg's.

   x.x oops. Messed up. n/m about the up top thing. *~. 18:12 .~*

   ~.~,
      Sin
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