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| .'.When I saw him, I liked him. When I liked him, I kissed him. When I kissed him, I loved him. When I loved him, I lost him. .'.No matter how many times you tell me he'll break my heart, or how many times he does, I'll never give up. Why you ask? ...Because I love him. .'.I hate myself for thinking that I could fall in love and just forget about him...but I can't. He was too special to just drop. So until he wants me back, I will keep waiting. .'.How come whenever I'm over you, then you talk to me and make me feel like I'm the most loved person in the world. And then I realize I still love you and I can't or won't get over you. .'.I finally realized that I loved you, but there was nothing I could do. I didn't want to ruin the friendship that we had. And so now, I just sit and watch as you fall in love with someone else. .'.Why does it hurt so much to be HAPPY for you? .'.A person can never get over a broken heart if they aren't willing to let go of all the pieces. .'.How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already does? .'.You loved me even before I had a chance to really know you, I didn't give you the chance that you deserved. Now your love for me is fading and my love for you is growing. Please, can't you just look at me the way you used to? I'm begging for your heart, but all that I am seeing is the back of your head as you slowly walk out of my life .'.I know as long as you are happy, I can get through this...but it still kills me to see you with her. Not because she is perfect for you, not because she makes you smile, not because she is what you need, but because I know that she deserves you more than I do, and that pain is undesirable. .'.Did you ever notice how every time you like someone they don't feel the same way about you, they feel that way about someone else who in return doesn't feel that way about them .'.You walk by me every day and say hello. Every day you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh at me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile, and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend. .'.Love is almost like suicide. You give so much to that special someone you sometimes end up killing yourself inside. .'.Isn't it funny how a heart is shaped like two upside-down teardrops? .'.My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at their best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would take just one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of "getting over you" advice they'd ever given me and realize you are my life, you were meant for me, and moving on or giving up is simply not an option .'.Being friends with someone you would rather be in love with is like being invited behind the barn to look at the stars and only looking at the stars .'.It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does. .'.I never knew that it would be so hard to lose something that I never really had in the first place .'.Do you want to know what one of the worst feelings I can imagine is? Falling for your best friend in the entire world, and then sitting by and watching him fall for someone else. .'.I hate you, I hate you for not loving me the way I love you. Yet, I love you so so much for just being you, and I hate that. .'.I guess I should move on...but something keeps telling me not to...all my friends say I'm too good for you, that we have nothing in common, just to forget about you, cause you're not worth it...and to just move on...it's easier said than done. Maybe it's because I don't see you as the jerk they do. Maybe it's because I look at all the good things in you, not the bad. Maybe it's the little things you did for me that makes me keep loving you...the phone calls from the simplest of two minutes or to our two hours. The sweet words you told me, and the time we spent together. I didn't see you for the playa you were, or how you treated me like a nobody at times, not the jerk you were, or the one people made you out to be...I say you for you, and nothing less. Maybe we weren't that close...but I felt something...there was something special I saw in you...and I still see it, and that's what makes you love you...even if you never loved me back. .'.They say to listen to your heart, but what if you don't understand what your heart is trying to tell you? .'.When your heart gets broken, you tend to see cracks in everything else. |
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