3/4/04~Well i had to make a new webpage, The other one got screwed up some how, it wouldn't open at all. Oh well i like the new one better. Oh gosh today is such a nice day, it is hot outside, they said it was 75 on the radio. I went and got my hair cut today, Not short, just layered, and thined out also. It looks ok, i will have to get used to it. Well i gotta go clean up and take a shower.....bye..bye....
Ha Ha Ha, Jimmy, i can't beleive you, you r in trouble....and u know it! But i guess it is ok, only because of the bad thing that i did in 2002....so we are even..K..Thanks becky for the cd's....Well i gotta get in bed..later..bye...bye...
3/6/04~Ok, I am so unhappy...I am so sick, and Aaron is sick to, i feel like death.....And life just totally sucks right now! I am so sick of being the damn girl to hang out with until the right girl comes along, i am sick of being played with....And i really don't have anyone to talk to about what bothers me, it seems like my friends are just to busy...oh well....and the person that i am closest to has other things to do......I need some love :( ......... And i need someone to take care of me, i am going to the doctor monday, i think i need some good meds.....I have to blow my nose ever 5 mins...it really sucks! Oh yeah, sorry James for leaveing you out, thanks for wishing me a happy Birthday.... :) Well i guess i will go lay down, and wish i would just disaper....or however you spell it....lol.... Bye All!
3/7/04~Gosh today was such a boreing day, i was home and sick...Got in a wonderful fuss with my stupid ex husband..he leaves for the army this week, thank god!!. Well spring break is over, and i don't think i got one thing done all week. I have a huge paper to write, but i just can't get my self to starte it....i will tomorrow...lol.....Dustin what has happened to you..you are never on anymore...Oh and 3, that was a lovely little conversation..lol....Drool .....I am so bored...it is weird...why am i so bored...i need to find something to do...well for now i guess i will go to bed..and get some sleep...Night...Night...Bye...Bye.....
3/9/04~ Hum, shew i feel awful..i think the weather today, has made me feel worse! Ok, I give up, I really thought that you was a friend, But i was so wrong!... Well Austins Dad leaves for the Army tomorrow, It is kinda sad, cause i know that it really bothers Austin, He doesn't say it, but i can tell......... I kinda feel lonely, it seems like my friends never want to hang out with me, i guess they just don't have time. I just hate being by myself, i like haveing someone here to talk to, to spend time with, to cuddle up with, to just have by my side. I mean yeah i have my kids here, but i need someone that makes me feel like i am safe. I really miss the way i felt when i was married (i don't miss my ex though, that will never happen..lol...), i miss having someone beside me every night, i just felt so safe....I wonder if i will ever find that again! Well only time will tell...
I am gettin so tired of school, I just want to work...I can't stand waiting to make money, i need to be making it now...I put some applications in today at the hospitals, we'll see what happens....Well anyways...I had fun today, i played with Austin and my sisters 3 kids Kia, Sol and Jabbar, we all got in this little tent, it was so funny, we was all squashed up...lol...then i left them in there and snuck up on them and scard them...they made me smile it was fun..they are a silly bunch......Well i guess i am going to go, i was bored so i typed alot....lol...Bye...bye....he he he...
3/14/04~Hum, I am bored....Sitten in front of my computer at 1am..and i am bored, i am not sleepy....wish that i was. Well i tried to find someone to eat lunch with me today, but no one could..So i drove around for 3 hours, doing nothing, i did stop at one yard sale and got Aaron a little pair of shoes, they are cute. I am not sure what is going on with me, but i am just not very happy! Well i am going to bed..Night..Night...
Ya Know if you can't forgive someone, then what is the point! Theres not one then, I guess you just wasn't who and what i thought that you was! OH WELL FORGET IT!!!! ......Anyways.......I am forgeting about all that...I have been dweling on it for a while, but it is time to let go now! I guess i will move on....i tryed..and that is all i can do.
.....My mommy has to have 3 teeth cut out tomorrow, poor thang she is so scared, i gotta go take care of her after she gets home..Welp..i gots to go to bedy bye now...bye..bye...
3/15/04~Well i got alot more pics on my web page, so check them out sometime...K....Well i had a pretty good day, i have been in a better mood....I ain't going to let anyone bother me, i am better than that!
Aaron is gettin so big , he has 2 teeth, and he loves to eat....lol....he is such a good baby, he doesn't really fuss or cry much, he mainly just laughs and acts silly, like me:) He loves to play with Austin, i can tell that they will be very close. I love my kids so much, they make me smile when i am down..........they are my lil sweet peas....
Welp, i guess i need to get in bed, gotta go to school in the morning...so later tater...bye..bye..night......night.....
3/17/04~Happy St. Patrick's Day!! I ain't Irish, but ya can kiss me anyways!....lol....Night...Night.....Bye....Bye...
3/20/04~Welp, today was such a pretty day...I went to yard sales and road around , went to my parents....It was nice! Well i am not in a good mood, people just seem to know how to push my buttons....Oh and don't ask ..if you don't really care, you know don't even message me if you don't want to talk!! OK...I think i have had enough! Well i guess i need some sleep, i have been having weird dreams, i wish they would stop! I am going to bed now..Oh yeah and my little friend has ran away..actuall he is busy..ha ha ha...well night night..bye...bye....
3/21/04~Not done much at all today, just cleaned....I am putting Aaron in daycare next week, and there is only a month left of school..so ya know what that means...I need to find a JOB!!! Ha Ha Ha.....I might go to school during the summer though, it depends if i get my student loan or not...But we will see.....And Austin has to wait another year to start school..his b-day is 12 days after the cut off date..that is ok, he will older than the other kids so he can beat them up...lol...j/k..i wouldn't teach him to do that..oh but his daddy will...lol...He has been at boot camp for almost 2 weeks now, we heard from him, he is doing good..i think the army is just what he needs! I hope it helps him.....Austin is takeing it really well, he tells everyone about his daddy going to the army..lol...he thinks it is cool..he is so silly...my boys are so great...I really don't know what i would do with out them! Well it is time to start a new page, so when ya come back it will be different...Well gotta go lay down while the kids nap....Bye....Bye.................
