I find myself thinking of you constantly, every part of my being is connected with your spirit. I often dream of you, bits and pieces of memories framing my desire to be with you. I pray for your safety and comfort, I send angels to you for protection and peace. I want you to be happy and take comfort in the knowledge that you have happy moments and that you have eachother. I have asked God to bring you home to daddy and me. There are times I spend hours imagining all the things we will do when you come home. I plan the welcome home party, inviting all the people who love you in your family and your friends. I plan the party to every last detail and picture the both of you in my arms and all of us so happy we are in tears. I can almost feel myself squeezing you so tight and you squeezing me just as tight. I can see you helping me cook all of your favorite foods, all of our hands covered in dough laughing, allways laughing. Just happy to be together, loving eachother.
I imagine we are connected and thinking of eachother at the same time. I send my love and strength to you this way. My life is no life without you. I move forward and keep fighting but the days are empty without you. The only thing I can do is work to bring you home.
I want to do my best for you, you are what drives me forward, even though we are apart, I want to make you proud. I want you to know in your bones that your mother loved you with everything she was. I know this is so very important to give you for healing.
There are so many people who care about you and miss and want you home.
I love you more than words can say, you are everywhere inside me. Daddy and I miss and love our precious and special little girls completely.
Mommy