by Kelly Fest
With the wind
To the fields of gold
Where it all began.
My heart and soul
Break every day,
But I will go on
Each tortuous way.
It was not all for nothing
This life that you lead.
Each night I pray for you
Alone in my bed.
What were you thinking?
Were you in pain?
The thought you were hurting
Drives me insane.
I tried to protect you
From the day you were born.
I failed you dear brother,
Myself I scorn!
Please forgive me
For all of my sins
Until the day I see you.
I'll mourn 'til then.