Biog
Where to start? Well here goes! It all started in my teens when I started to get the desire to wear hosiery and would borrow my mum's stockings and a suspender belt. I could'nt explain why, but it gave me such a thrill to wear them, but always gave way to feelings of guilt and self loathing, and after a while I managed to put a lid on the desire to dabble.
Fast forward to my early twenties, where after a short lived and passionate relationship with an older married woman, I felt a void and would buy hosiery and heels and bits of lingerie to try and feel some intimate attachment to female kind (sounds profound and i'm not sure i've explained these feelings that well!). The problem at this time was that I would buy items, keep them for a while, and then throw them away because of the same feelings of guilt and self loathing.
I met my wife in my late twenties and we married when I was in my early thirties. I never shared my little secret compulsion with her and again tried to supress things. The thing that triggered my crossdressing was a Rocky Horror outing, where my wife suggested we go dressed up and promptly made me look like a tart, a great feeling. I started to collect a few items again and dress in secret where possible, but felt guilty about keeping it from her. I decided to tell all around xmas 2002. The initial reaction was quite good which was a relief, and she asked me to show her the items I had collected. I was so pleased, but things took a downturn on a shopping trip a couple of days later when she couldn't handle my looking at female clothes for Kelly. I let her cool down and come to terms with things in her own mind. About 2 weeks later she told me she accepted me as I am and had no problem with my dressing, once again relief. We now make great shopping partners, although to this day I don't think she really likes to see me dressed. I think the great lesson I have learned is to give thinks time, don't push too hard and k now where the limits are
So what about social life? Well I do get out once in a blue moon to Angellic, but I am a bit on the shy side with people I don't know, and still feel a little uneasy when outside my own 4 walls. If you see me out then please say hello, I may come out of my shell!!
That's it for now, i'll try to update when anything interesting happens
Luv Kelly xxx