why are you the only part I see in me?
my imperfections
i screw me up and then I do it again and again
push me too far
tempt me to punch the wall and break my bubble
do you want that?
no one wants it when they get it
i thrust my hand within you and was not disappointed
i found something softer than wine-soaked cotton balls of cloud
i too am a vineyard
though when it�s over
i am distant from myself
never touch me again
special
am i? yes no
does it matter? yes
no
See through my eyes
blocks of color
black white so much gray
see you acting stronger
see me living better
don�t let the moment lapse into a million moments you never touched
i know what you�re thinking
my breasts are soft and sweet and pink and perfect
like candy canes
like sponges
like silk and icing�butter cream
like petals and prickles
like moon and crescent
don�t put a finger into me
i�ll bite it off
or soak it with a honey kiss � too sweet I�ll ruin you
just a sugar coated hell
if you will
or maybe you won�t
you need more, don�t you?
i watch the blood pool in my palm with detached curiosity
what does it mean to feel numb nothing
painless empty vessel
my mind�s eye is popping like flame and fireworks
tell me the world is ending�mine isn�t
white panties sheer and lacy
now i bite you
does it thrill you?
does it scare you?
blood red and not how you think
what do you think?
now or later
always and never
speak it again but softer
be crazy
paint me again
my skin is cold and glowing
every color you pick is different on my palette