I pull the covers to my eyes and wait for tonight, When the monsters mommy couldn't chase come out again. Crying and hiding, fighting for my life and mind, How can I survive in this cruel world, long since gone insane? Screaming to whoever will listen, praying for them to fill me To fill the void my innocence left when it fled on crimson dyed wings, can you see? Could you see? I tie my self to the cross which I'm crucified, Read myself my last rights and kiss myself goodnight My fingers tighten around my throat, and I look into my cold, cold eyes, Push myself from the edge of sanity, and plunge to the black water below. With my head held beneath the water by my past's memory, Everything seems so much clearer underneath the deep 'Hush little darling, don't say a word but breathe your last, And become the monster beneath your bed.