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Like a needle to a balloon, my life shattered
Never to be put back together
How could you have done this to me?
To what do you owe this pain?
I gave you all I had and more
Put my dreams on hold
But you betray me like no other could
To what do you owe these feelings?
Regret is a strong word, but how I love it so
I forgive you, but I will never forget what you have done to me
The pain is far too real.
To what do you owe the tears I shed?
I lie awake at night wondering how life would be
Would you still be here with me?
You ripped my heart out as if I had no soul.
To what do you need to cause me this pain?
Where are you now; do you even care?
The heaven we created; burnt in the flames
Charred nothing left inside.
To what do you smear the ashes?
Do you cry too; all alone in a little room?
Do the memories haunt every waking moment
As they do me?
To what do you owe this torture we feel?
Cast aside all that we know
The world is different now
We live on separate paths; but mingle at the same places
To what do you need to see me?
The pain I feel when I look into your eyes
Is like a knife to the breast; the pain is too much to bear
How you have hurt me so.
To what do you feel the need to cause me pain?
I see you all the time
Yet I never do
The world around us has a funny way of making us pay
To what do you bring to the table?
My words used to flow
Like a river without a dam
Now I struggle to keep my head up
The darkness is so welcoming
To what do you owe the children?
Small drops of water turn into many
Overtime the river begins to form
Till its too late and carries you away
To what do you feel you need to conquer?
Was I not enough for you?
Was there more I could not give?
I tried as hard as I could
�to make this work.
To what do you owe my failure?
Never again.
You were the first.
You were the last.
To what do you want me to end this?