Wallowing in my own despair
my life seems to be passing me by
Day by day I waste away
Never to recover from my losses
People laugh and I�m so frustrated
I can�t focus and my eyes are dilated
All I want is a place apart
From all the turmoil I�ve grown to hate
To spend a minute with you takes up another�s time
A bother and a burden, no one knows my pain
Not even the ones who say they do
Screw it, who the fuck asked you?
I see the smile you�re trying to hide
Piss me off sa�more
I�ve shed all the tears I can cry
All I have left is pain and hate inside
I feed off your loving hate
It powers me to act the way I do
�It�s only three months��true
But it�s 3 months I have to depend on you!
Wallowing in my own despair
my life seems to be passing me by
Every missed day is one less with you
And one more with my hated enemy