| AN INSTANT OF BLISS 12-28-01 how could you spoil a moment as sweet as this? when you couldn't taint this present-heaven with a simple kiss! your lips to mine, soft and strong, envelops my uncertainties my lashes flutter shut, my heart opens up i breathe in your comfortable, reassuring scent you speak to me a sigh, of disbelieving bliss and exhales, an inhalation of me yet your presence, so real, yet intangible my dream- so strong i could almost touch no, no time for earthly beings' sweet imaginings just an instant, a kiss couldn't corrupt. |
| Autumn Morning 11/01/01 Somber-sweet melodious hue. Calming me contrastingly as the sharp morning dew. Shocks my senses, chills anew. Eyes panning the parameter, I run forward, nothing to lose. Slippery cold spatters my toes I hug my jacket & escape to the car. Sans keys to one of my own... However far the dream may be My sister saunters over and when she leaves in may The car will stay Now I wait an eternity for her to simply unlock the door. |
| SINGING TO MYSELF IN A RESTROOM STALL 5-03-02 It's ok It's ok You're not normal, but you're not a freak You're just a child, but you're not a kid. it's ok, it's ok I am hurt again - I am naked again leaning my head on the cold tile crouched on the floor I don't know what's wrong with me Today, and everyday I don't think I want to know I know I don't like what they tell me I've forgotten how to tell myself "You've said something stupid" Has someone said something mean Or is it your imagination Is someone thinking how you're annoying Or are you paranoid This insecurity creates static I'm hating myself Not myself, but my actions I also hate how I feel it's ok, it's ok My actions don't determine myself it's ok, it's ok Nor the said thoughts of someone else This poem isn't ok This poem is crap |
| SHORT SAD POEM 4-7-02 watch out i'll forever be me gone and - here to stay happy frustrated, confused and upset the teenager forsaken fighting to grow up; yet stay forever hip The paradox that enstrangles us all. |
| THE BESSEMER PROCESS 7-21-02 The Bessemer Process Such progress preogression morphing Changing dangerously dangerously close to finish what came to mind The mind that will later mind The attraction to the ride. |
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