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	December 16, 2004 I still feel like I'm chugging along through 2004, just waiting for it to be over. I wonder how disappointed I'll be when 2005 gets here and the only thing that has changed is the date. I actually think as long as the calendar rolls over, I'm not going to worry about it. That '5' on the end of the year will be enough for me. In the spirit of it being the end of the year, I thought I would compile a list of major events that have happened this year. I'll have to work on that and get back to you. I don't really feel like thinking about it now. Although, the end of the year is a good time to take stock of things and see where we've landed at the end of the year. And now we're back to something I don't feel like talking about. I have been harboring high hopes for the future. I feel like something is going to come along and I'll be able to start working at a job where I feel good about what I'm doing. And make lots of money while I'm doing it. It's not that I don't love the make-up part of what I do. I love doing make-overs and helping people with color and skincare. But I hate the retail part of it. That part really sucks. I feel like I have nothing to show for being 30. Funny how that never really bothered me before. But now, I feel like I should be accomplishing more with my life. I've definitely learned a lot this year. About myself and the world around me. I suppose I can add that to my list. I've definitely learned a lot about people. Mostly that when it comes to others, I didn't cause it, I can't control it and I'm not responsible. This has been a year of disappointments. But I know that everyone goes through bad years. I'll have some good ones, too. Hopefully soon. I don't want to work at Neiman's forever. This is getting depressing, so I'm going to go. I'll have to see if I can come up with some good stuff that happened this year.

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