Confusion

It's midnight
And I'm pacing the floor
Eyes looking at my bed
Then back to the door.
Do I leave
Or do I stay?
Is it worth it all
To be here another day?
Bittersweet
Is my confusion,
I cant help it anymore
I cant contain my emotion.
Tears streaking down
Leaving trails over my cheeks.
If I don't leave now
I may not leave for weeks.
I need a change
Let me live in my dream
Hands balled in a fist
I'm ready to scream
My anger
Is way to violent
But for now
I'm silent
The only sound
Is the restless
Pounding
of my heart
An occasional
Sob or two.
All because
I don't know what to do.
Maybe one day
I will grow wise
Become happy like I want
And stop my nightly cries.


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