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another reason.
another choice, another right. something that makes you want to fight. lost memories or another dream. words you've said, not knowing what it means. anything that is worth more than you. putting it above the truth. you'll never waste it, but you'll have to face it. find the time, find the day. anything that makes you want to stay. lying and hiding wont bring it here. accomplishing regrets through out the year. something minutes away. something a foot to high. one more thing to give. one more time you'll try. living on a let down. another time you'll come around. it's never too late to say good night. it's never too late to get the things you like. mountains never too high to climb. something in you that you'll have to find. it's never too late for another time. it's never too late for another season. it's never too late to find. it's never too late for another reason.

twisted nightmare.
when i look back at my life. i never thought it would end this way. for some strange reason i knew it wasn't right, but now i know that i could never stay. instead of living for tomorrow, i knew i had to live for today, hiding all my sorrow's. i never wanted it to go away. all the time through out the years. i always hide behind my fears. i always blamed myself for others mistakes. i never stood up. i never gave. without giving myself time, the time i had was left behind. always impressing someone else. never had a chance to think for myself. i didn't know what was going on. all the stupid shit that i've done. i've tried so hard to be your friend, but in time it had to end. but why did it go this way. today it had to be the day. why did it take so long to see. i wasn't trying to be me. i was a stooge in your game. a depressed person with no shame. so i had to go out with no brain. don't think i'll be the same. it will never happen again. never again. never happen again. it hurts so bad the way i felt. my life just started to melt. so maybe now i'll start to try. start to try. maybe now i'll start to try.

6 day's after the expiration date.
i'm sorry for being me. why did i start to believe. when i'm alone sitting at home i'm sorry for picturing you by my side. why did i start to try. late at night i'm sorry for dreaming you were my girl. i'm sorry for giving you my world. i'm sorry for loving you all that i can. i'm sorry that i could never understand. i'm sorry for letting you hold my life in the palm of your hand. i'm sorry for wanting to be your man. i'm sorry for giving you my heart. i wish i could go back to the start. maybe you wouldn't have to be disgusted with my face. back then i should have been replaced. wuth someone you could care for. i'm sorry for loving you even more than before. i'm sorry for dreaming of you last night. i'm sorry for giving you my life.. i'm sorry for all that i said. i'm sorry for picturing you in my head. i'm sorry for doing all that i could do. i'm sorry for loving you. for you, you're the one that i loved. i'm sorry for loving you, i didn't know what i was thinking of. did i mention i'm sorry, because i am. i'll kill myself for you, so you wouldn't have to see me again.

king of the world.
what if i was king of the world. i will do anything i wanted. i would make everybody grovel at my feet. i will go out with anybody i wanted. all the girls at one time. i'll drive as fast as i was wanted. i wouldn't work at all. i would hang out with all my friends. i would build my own club. my club would be all ages. playing only punk and ska bands. i would make my own record label and every band i liked would be on it. i would write, direct, produce and star in movies. i would be the good guy. i would be the bad guy. and good or bad i will always get the girl. i would have everybody i don't like taking to an island. so i wouldn't have to look at there stupid face. i would do anything i want. right here and right now. that would happen if i was the king of the world.

instant results.
what do you want. how can i give you everything. what is the right way. how do i give that to you. what do i have to change. how should i speak. how should i dress. what should i do to make you notice me. what should i eat. when do i sleep. where should i live. teach me all the things i need to know. at what time should i call. do i call you all the time or four times a week. where should we go out to eat. how much do i spend on you. what knid of friends do you want me to have. how should i brush my hair. what kind of music should i listen to. what should i watch on television or should i throw my television away. show me away. should i eat healthy or should i eat junk food. what can i do to make you happy. what do i have to do to make you love me. whats the answers to the questions you ask. what do i have to do.