1998
I never thought I'd be in this situation
I never thought my heart would be breaking
So many times I thought about what the future would hold for us
But never did I imagine our future would be changed because of lust
Oh but how I wish I could change it so that we'd never met each other
Maybe then I wouldn't be feeling like the un-loved lover
Never you said would you make me cry
Though I can't help but wonder if it was all a lie
You hurt me in the worst way
It hurt so much I didn't want to face another day
So many tears fears and aches
I guess this is what it feels like when your heart breaks
I gave you all my love
For you I would have given my life
I would have died
But I guess my all just wasn't enough
Instead of being happy with just you and me
You decided you'd rather have it me you and she
Never you said would you make me cry
Though I can't help but wonder if it was all a lie
You hurt me in the worst way
It hurt so much I didn't want to face another day
So many tears fears and aches
I guess this is what it feels like when your heart breaks
For you I didn't want to care
Baby because I knew this burden I wouldn't be able to bear
What happened I didn't want to think about
Didn't want to think about you sleeping around
And because I love you baby
I decided to continue being your lady
Never you said would you make me cry
Though I can't help but wonder if it was all a lie
You hurt me in the worst way
It hurt so much I didn't want to face another day
So many tears fears and aches
I guess this is what it feels like when your heart breaks
I'm willing to put this in the past
I'll give you just one more chance
But I don't want to go through this again
Down heartbreak road I've already been
Dionne K. Kelly