1998
A short time ago I became yours
And you became the love of my life
Yet now here I am wanting to die
Because I don't know if it was all a lie
Was I ever really your girl
Was I really your world
For whatever reason
I thought you were the one for me
But now I see that I thought wrong
My love to you meant nothing
So now I sit all alone
Wishing for my poor heart a home
I can't seem to find any way out
I'll only be able to survive this with God's help
So now I plead for help from up above
That I can survive this dead end love
Falling in love with you happened so fast
Too bad it doesn't look like it'll last
You played me for a fool
I thought you knew that's not even cool
I thought we were friends
Maybe we should just let it all end
For whatever reason
I thought you were the one for me
But now I see that I thought wrong
My love to you meant nothing
So now I sit all alone
Wishing for my poor heart a home
I can't seem to find any way out
I'll only be able to survive this with God's help
So now I plead for help from up above
That I can survive this dead end love
You told me in looks nothing did I lack
Then you went and hurt me oh so bad
I just hope I can keep my heart intact
Can't stop thinking of the past and everything I heard
All that junk about what a dog you were
You were so gentle tender and kind
I could have sworn on my life
That your love was all mine
For whatever reason
I thought you were the one for me
But now I see that I thought wrong
My love to you meant nothing
So now I sit all alone
Wishing for my poor heart a home
I can't seem to find any way out
I'll only be able to survive this with God's help
So now I plead for help from up above
That I can survive this dead end love
To my friends and yours I should have listened
A lot of thought to this I should have given
I wish that I could turn back the clock
Maybe then all this pain and heartache will stop
All the times you told me I had nothing to fear
I realize I should have been fearing you my dear
For whatever reason
I thought you were the one for me
But now I see that I thought wrong
My love to you meant nothing
So now I sit all alone
Wishing for my poor heart a home
I can't seem to find any way out
I'll only be able to survive this with God's help
So now I plead for help from up above
That I can survive this dead end love
Dionne K. Kelly