My Life Together
What am I that I deserve another's hope and will?
I am a damaged thing, cracked and broken still.
What I have lost I try to gain, but there is just pain
that I have earned in failure, torn and trackless strain.

Who am I that I would take another's love and care?
I am a worn and fruitless task, a tired, fainted wear.
I can not be what I am not, with me a black derision.
I wander up and down, confused, lacking in decision.

How am I that I press with need another's glad intent?
Do I lie to myself?  Do I write a selfish message sent?
I live only to pass the days.  But there is a passion in me.
I must write my words down to stare at the world so thinly.

Where am I that I clutch another's hand across the distance?
I have nothing of worth to offer.  What I own is forever instance
of my love.  I am a sailess ship on a silent sea of mirrored glass.
My reflection is a pointless image.  There is no value, silent pass.

When am I that I fall into another's time?  I think I will steal
my heart away to give it freely.  This is my open center, feel
the flames of bursting heat.  You must be my purpose, make
my life together.  I will pour into you all that I am, that you may take.

� 2000 DPMcClellan
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