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And if you've never had depression. Lucky you. But don't tell me that it's all my head. It's not. It's chemical. I can't help it. And the weather doesn't help. Ok, I know that living in Western Washington is probably not the best choice being as that it is overcast a lot (but not as rainy as the stereotype proclaims). But Washington is also a Blue State, which means it will actually help the people who have it amongst other maladies.

I do wish people wouldn't say, oh all you need to do is think happy thoughts and do stuff with yourself and blah blah blah. Have you ever actually read anything about depression? Are you a Scientologist? Because if you haven't read about it then you are misinformed. If you are a Scientologist, then you are just an idiot.

So I've been out of the swing loop a bit. I've been trying to do things around the house and yard. We have started tiling again. This is hard for us because we fight all the time. If anyone wants to help The Warden with the tiling, I will promise you sexual favours. Because sex is cheaper than The Warden and myself losing our minds and perhaps killing each other.

Now The Warden (Roomie) is a jerk most of the time, but he does have his good points. And if he weren't so seriously ill, we'd probably get all this done ourselves. However, he has severe Muscular Dystrophy, Diabetes, Gout, Heart Problems, One Kidney (he had renal cancer), a bad back and any number of other things that just seemed to show up for no apparent reason. So this is not an unreasonable desire of asking for help.

Or if tiling is something you hate (I know I do), we sure could use someone to put a new timing belt on his 86 Tercel Wagon.

He's just not strong enough to do these things. It took us forever to paint the majority of the house (I did not choose the colours) and build the back deck and we have other unfinished projects staring at us.

Oh well. I'm just ranting. I don't actually expect help. But it does make me feel better to talk about it here.