Its days like today
When I feel ive lost my way
I cant believe I lost you
You my baby boo
My heart and joy
Now im just a broken boy
Im not a man
I veered off this plan
To make you my wife
You were my future, my life
But now youre gone
Faded into the dawn
Now all I have all these cold lonely nights
Where the tears fall without a fight
It just doesn?t feel right
To think of us as a thing of the past
We had so much, but it ended so fast
I glance outside
Snow flakes fall side by side
Building up gaining mass
Why was I such an Ass?
I could have changed it all
I wasn?t there when you feelings began to fall
I was out getting drinks
Pushing you to your brinks
I never thought that that stripper
Would be connected to the zipper
Of your heart
That would let these feelings flow
Of tearing us apart
Damn thinking of this has gotten me feeling low
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I close my eyes
Wondering why oh why?
Damn I just want to be with you boo
Do you know what you do?
Baby girl this is my last plea
Please just come back to me
Make me smile again
Fix my heart
Give it a new start
We have everything to gain
My feelings will always remain
I begin to cry
Though I try and try
Not to think of you
And all we planned to do
Living with one another til we grew old
But now I must be bold
Living these days alone
My heart begins to moan
From all the pain it feels
Cause I know im going to have to take these deals
Of living with another woman
And I don?t know if I can
We were like two turtle doves
Girl you were my first love
My only love
You are my true love
I know I must go on
I feel like a pawn
In this world, in my life
Seems like the only way out
Is through this knife
It?s the easy route
The handle is so cold
My mind has been sold
Of what im going to do
Then I remember my promise to you
And the knife crashes down
To the ground
And so does my life
God you should have been my wife
Now I had to live forever with this mistake
But my heart just breaks and breaks
Chorus:
I close my eyes
Wondering why oh why?
Damn I just want to be with you boo
Do you know what you do?
Baby girl this is my last plea
Please just come back to me
Make me smile again
Fix my heart
Give it a new start
We have everything to gain
My feelings will always remain
I know nothing is clear
And now I have to face this fear
Of being with out the one
And to believe love is not done
And in time ill find someone new
And they wont compare to you
Cause I know your going too
But I have to believe, be strong
Cause I know love is not wrong
It feels so great
But at this rate
It feels as if im destined to be alone
I wish love would give me a break and toss me a bone
And let me be happy and smile
Cause it?s been so long, it?s been a while
Since I can say ive been like that
And the feelings come back
And I want to be with you
But I know this will not be true
Our courses have bended
And our fairytale ended
Chorus:
I close my eyes
Wondering why oh why?
Damn I just want to be with you boo
Do you know what you do?
Baby girl this is my last plea
Please just come back to me
Make me smile again
Fix my heart
Give it a new start
We have everything to gain
My feelings will always remain
Simple Bliss:
1.2 ouncin
me and my crew keep it bouncing
pour me that shot
damn girl you look hot
what?s your name
and here starts my game
where you hailing from?
And im starting to hum
Thinking of what we could do
But im still talking to you
You going to school girl?
Damn your looks has gotten my mind in a whirl
And all I want to do is get to know you
And I cant stop thinking about the things we could do
So you want to go hit the floor
Or slip out the door?
What, you want some bacardi
Yeah we know how to party
I know, it burns in the chest
Lets leave the dancing to the rest
I really just want to talk
Maybe later go on a walk
Cause girl I cant stop thinking about this plan
And the possibility of me being your man
I know the possibility is risin
So keep your eyeson
My eyes
Been a while since ive felt these highs
Are you feeling me too
Thinking of all the things we can do
With the eyes locked on
Are lips are just pawns
And they interlock in a kiss
Oh what simple bliss
Respect:
Sometimes life is so hard
And I wish I could play my get out of jail free card
To get to back to you and what we had
Then my brain thinks to how you treated me so bad
Damn I cant believe you
And all the shit you put me through
You showed my heart how to feel
You showed me love, but turned into an electric eel
And shocked me
You rocked me
Turned me upside down
And crashed me into the ground
And all I want is for you to be happy
Even if you make me feel so crappy
And I don?t know why
But I try and try
To keep the promises I made to you
You made promises to me
But shit you don?t care
It would be rare
For you not to think of you
Your life is about you
And only you
Selfish all the time
?Friends no matter what? shit if I had a dime-
For all the times?
You said that to me
But maybe that was a broken record
The proper d�cor
That you see on the old television sitcom
The fake exterior, just waiting to explode like a bomb
You thought it was the right thing to say
But you didn?t mean it, that?s your way
As long as your happy
Then no reason to be sappy
Problems they aren?t my fault
You life cant come to a halt
So why try and fix it, why help?
But that?s how you felt
But the guilt
Just built
Inside of me
And you weren?t to blind to see
but you allowed it
you didn?t give a shit
problems don?t say problematic for you
but what about the other person, what do they do?
See the thing is your so afraid
To feel any pain
You feel you have it made
If you run away from the rain
Damn your so vain
You don?t confront your problems
Life will be good
But your problems are layering up, like a piece of wood
Fuck though after all you did
I cant help but have respect for you kid
Cause you were my first love
You opened my door to love
Commitment was a distant thing
In my mind, but I almost got you a ring
But that is the difference with us
I accept the past
And am not willing to cast?
Away the past
So fast
I understand the reason why
Im going to be happy in life
Sadly is going to stem back to you
My future wont involve you
But ill give you
The respect that is true
That?s just due
But ill never get that from you
You?ll never admit it
And after all the shit
Your put me through
Leading me on time after time
Calling me immature
Nothing can cure
Saying im not respecting our past
Jumping to conclusions so fast
And all that we did
In life and the bed
And the rest of the shit we went through
Shit you aren?t respecting me
But im giving you your due
Maybe in time you will see
How you did me wrong
But til then ill keep trucking along
With music playing in the tape dec
Waiting for the respect
I deserve from you
